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mum

I love you with my whole soul and heart, my sweetheart! Thank you for your beautiful signs! I always feel your sweet presence around, and this gives me lots of hope and even happiness. Thank you Ramy! 14 November 2017

Daddy

Another holidays without your physical attendance darling. You are in our heart always. Love you forever. 6 November 2017

mum

My Sweetheart, There is not a moment that I can stop thinking of you! My beautiful Ramy, you are always in my heart and thoughts. I love you with my whole beings! Have your freedom, fly high, and stay with me, too! Wherever i go that you like, come with me. In some places you are invited as VIP with unlimited guests. Bring your friends. I love you!!! 24 October 2017

Daddy

miss you my love. 11 September 2017

Daddy

My love, Every day I am thinking of you. I miss you terribly. love you so much. Waiting for you and your present for Father's day. Love you forever. 1 September 2017

Mum

My Beautiful son, I would like to talk to you through the Persian poet's words. Hafez says: 'In love's Path, is no stage of nearness or farness: I clearly see Thee; and prayer, I send Thee. ' I love you, Ramy! 31 July 2017

Mum

My beautiful Ramy, I am still thinking of my wonderful dream when you appeared there just on 15 of July. Thank you my sweet baby. As in the dream I was looking at you amongst us and telling again and again that it is a Family Gathering Paradise, I still think your lovely and precious appearance anywhere is creating a paradise for us. My beautiful Ramy, I am also so grateful for a time in overseas when I thought of you and felt your fingers brush my hair. You never disappoint me; whenever I need you the most, you come to me and somehow reveal your strong and protective presence. Thank you! Thank you, my sweetheart! I love you with my whole soul and heart! 23 July 2017

Daddy

Dearest Ramy, This is the first time after 11 years of your journey that we could not come to your garden. However, you were with us all the time and on 15th July whole day and during dinner you were with us. We tried to keep our emotion under control and bear the pain, but was very hard to control our eyes, even in public. We love you deeply forever. 20 July 2017

Mummy

I am riding an unusually high bicycle with you, my beautiful son, sitting in front of me. It is like the time we were living in Japan, when I would carry you on my bike, going around. You, my handsome little boy, are around three years old, wearing your nice navy blue suits over your pale blue shirt. You have a tie and look extremely attractive. Without knowing the devastating reality that happened to us, I enjoy my cycling and having you so close to me, as your brother and sister are happily walking fast at our both sides. I know that they are taking care of you and me. As usual, in my dreams, you are very quiet. Yet, without a single word, you are giving warmth to my heart! After a while, I stop the cycling and with you start to walk, as Maziar jumps on the bike. He refuses to give a ride to you, because he thinks it is not safe for you. I agree with him and watch your sister, who like a teenager is joyfully running and jumping around. I see her give her white, red, Turkmen's scarf to a seven years old boy, and we all happily and content go to a mansion that belongs to Maziar. Over there we have a lavish lunch. I open my eyes. It is a sunny morning. I am on a family trip, confused what day it exactly is. Sleepy, I grb my iPhone. I see the date: it is '15 of July!!!' I close my eyes and see you, my little boy who appears in my dream; I see you, my handsome young son. I send kisses to you! I tell you how deeply I love you! I tell you, "Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!' You remind me once again that you are with me, that we are not separated. I ask you why you are silent! I request you talk to me, please take to me! And after all, watching the blue waves that are surging under a blue sky, I say to myself: this wonderful, happy dream-on such a day-must be called a Family Gathering. And I feel that. I say to myself, this dream means that Mona is trying to let the pain of her baby brother's loss heal. Maziar is trying to keep and bring balance within his family, and as Ramy would classify him, he is taking care of us and Ramy, as a Family German Shepherd. I am sure as well that Ramy is with us. He is with me, with Maziar, with Mona, and his dad, and his friends; even though silent, without a word, he takes care of those he loves. And this is Love that makes a wonderful and beautiful bond between his beloved ones. We Love You, my Sweet, Beautiful Ramy!!! I love you with my whole heart and soul! It's now 11 years that I am seeking you everywhere! Anywhere! anyhow! I interpret my dream just because my sweet Ramy would always ask me to do so. Further, I like to share how Ramy would classify his family in comparing to birds and here to puppies: To Ramy, Mona was an energetic 'Jack Russell'- exercising happily non stop; I was a 'Poodle'- frail; Maziar was a 'German Shepherd'- protective. Then I would ask my sweet Ramy, 'Are you yourself the cutest one, 'Pomeranian?' 19 July 2017

SM

Another year has passed. I still think of you often. The world has changed a lot since you left. It seems strange or wrong even that things that we now take for granted like the iphone and the ipad never existed before you left. I do hope that there is something after this life. I still have a cup that you once bought for me, its dark blue with a frog on it. It sits on my shelf at my mum's house. Say hi to my dad, he's up there too now, as we all will be one day. 15 July 2017

Anon

I miss you. I feel so lonely most times. I feel like you would have still been my dearest friend. Some friendships you can never replace. I think I subconsciously choose not to get close to anyone for fear I will lose them like I lost you. I wonder if you still watch over me. I used to get these signs. I wish you would send me them again. I miss you. I wish I understood the purpose of life. 5 July 2017

Mel

Missing you so much today. You were always there for me, you were always my voice of reason. When times are hard I always think of you more and what you would say to me. The pain of losing you is not something that ever healed, it just became something I learnt to live with. I wish I could talk to you. Till we meet again 20 June 2017 - Sydney

Mum

I love you my sweetheart! 15 May 2017

Daddy

Love you for ever Ramy. 15 May 2017

Mummy

My sweetheart, my beautiful son, my sweet Ramy, Days, weeks, and years are passing, without you, our beautiful angel! Yet, there was not ever a day, a night, or minutes that I could stop thinking of you, or talking to you! My dear Ramy, still, I have your thoughtful and precious gifts that on different occasions you gave to me. I have kept your wonderful hand made cards that for any occasion you patiently made for me. How beautiful are they! How exquisite are your words on the cards! My sweetheart, are you going to give me a gift for this Mother's Day? Once again, this day, as you would call it 'Mummy Day,' is close. Very close! Can you come in my dream for a cuddle? Can you do that as a gift! I love you, my beautiful Ramy! And I shouldn't complain about not recieving a gift from you. Today, you gave me the most wonderful Mother's Day present. You brought a large group of flying white Cockatoos above our house, going round and round! Standing there, on the trace, watching the fantastic birds, I sent my love to you and your friends. I am very grateful for what you are doing for me! My Beautiful Little One, I love you! I love you with my whole being. Be in touch with me. I am with you, you are with me: you are a part of my heart and soul! We are not separated! Love never disappears! 12 May 2017

Daddy

Happy Easter Ramy joon. 16 April 2017

Daddy

Happy new year darling. 28 March 2017

Mummy

My handsome, sweet son, my dearest Ramy, Happy Birthday! I love you with my whole heart and soul! Thinking of you and missing you, with those attractive eyes, your lovely laughter, your warm and wise words! I love you, miss you, my Sleeping 'Little Prince!' Have you gone to another planet!? 11 March 2017

Daddy

Dearest Ramy, Happy 33's Birthday. We always remember 11th March 1984, a beautiful day that you joined our loving family, bringing a world of joy, happiness and love to our lives. We have celebrated this day for 22 years with you and 11 years without your physical presence. 10 March 2017

Mum

Love you, my darling! 10 March 2017

Mummy

My Beautiful Son, I am sure that from there you are watching us here. You made me in the middle of my writing come to your site, just on the same day that dear Saloumeh has written a message. You wanted I thank her, and I did! Love you, Ramy! Thank you, Saloumeh! 28 February 2017

Mummy

My sweet Ramy, I would like to thank all your friends who are still thinking of you, visiting your site or even your garden. I am also very grateful to dear Saloumeh, for her sincere messages (love her and her lovely family). My beautiful Ramy, you know how dear you are for all of us. You are always in our thoughts and our hearts. Thank you for coming in my dreams. No matter that you almost appear as a child, I appreciate seeing you, and try to interpret the dream and fulfil your wish. Love you, my Beautiful Ramy! Miss you, my sweetheart! 28 February 2017

Saloumeh

Dear Ramy, and Shahin joon, last night, while randomly coming across Ramy's site after many months, I realized this was special. I realized it was Shahin joon's birthday, and that perhaps, just maybe, I was directed here by some higher purpose, to be able to wish you a happy birthday, and to convey that he will find a way to let you know time and time again, how loved you are. I wish you a year filled with special moments that will touch your heart. I know Ramy's birthday is also around the corner, Ramy joon I love you and know you are near. Love Saloumeh 28 February 2017

Mummy

Happy Valentine's Day! I know you are in a parallel world, so close to contact us here. Have a great time, my sweet Ramy! I love you with my whole soul! 14 February 2017

Mum

I love you my sweetheart! i miss you so much! i can feel you around, especially today. i am sure you try to give me signs, and i am very grateful for your effort. Just i want you know that i love you very much and am thinking of you, still, days and nights! Please take care of yourself wherever you are! You are so beautiful, Ramy! 14 February 2017

Daddy

Miss you a lot dearest. 10 February 2017

Mummy

My sweetheart, there is no single day or moment that you are not in my mind. i love you with my whole heart and soul! 9 February 2017

Mummy

My sweetheart, do you know from morning till night, everyday, and every second, i miss you; I miss your beautiful eyes, your sweet smile, and that your innocent look!!! My darling, i love you and so often i feel you are around. You can arrange the things that you like and give warmth to my heart. My sweet Ramy, do you see Margot? Are you two now familiar and friends? I love you, my dearest Ramy! Do not forget to come into my dreams! 29 January 2017

Daddy

Wish you a Merry Christmas with beautiful angels. Our lives without you are empty. Miss you a lot. 24 December 2016

mum

Miss you! Love you, my sweetheart! 21 December 2016

Mummy

So much, I miss you, my Beautiful Ramy! Your absence is more painful at some certain time of the year! I LOVE YOU, my sweet Ramy! 21 December 2016

Daddy

As we become closer to Christmas and new year annual events, the memories of your passion, excitement, catching up with friends in this festive season coming to my mind and I miss you a lot. Love you forever 19 December 2016

Mum

My sweetheart, you are always in my thoughts! I love you and miss you nonstop. And today, when I wanted to get in your sister's car, for a fraction of second I saw the side of your shaved head - with lots of hair on the top, with those golden locks - at the car's window glass. It was so real that I turned back to see you. Was it my yearning for seeing you, or was it my imagination? Or you were indeed there, showing yourself to me as a reflection of you. I believe so. Ramy, my sweet, dear Ramy, you know how profoundly I miss you! Christmas is around! I love you, my sweetheart! 19 December 2016

mummy

My sweetheart, how beautiful and handsome you are! And how painful is your absence amongst us! Staring at your photos with those beautiful eyes bring always tears in my eyes. I love you and miss you so much. You are always with me. My dear, sweet Ramy, you are in my heart, in my thoughts, and in my mind: I love you, Ramy! 27 November 2016

D

Love you Ramy forever. 14 November 2016

Daddy

You are always in my heart and never evr will be forgotten. Love you so much dearest. 9 November 2016

mummy

My beautiful sweetheart, our dearest Ramy, we love you. Always, always, being together, we feel your painful and sad absence. i love you, Ramy! Every one says 'Hello'. and that missed you! Love you, Ramy! 4 November 2016

Daddy

Miss you Ramy my amazing son. 6 October 2016

Mummy

My sweetheart, This is so strange, as much as it is precious and hopeful, that you can answer my thoughts through some words. Being at Ramy's Garden, visiting you, I asked you to come home with me, because I love you; because I miss you! I insisted you to come home with me. Walking to my car, as soon as I started it, with mere astonishment, I heard: 'I'm Coming Home! Coming home, coming home, coming home, coming home, coming home!' My Beautiful Ramy, you made me sure - through a beautiful SONG - that I was not alone and that you were COMING HOME with me! Thank you, my sweetheart! Thanks to the song! 13 September 2016

Mummy

Ramy, my Beautiful Ramy, Were you tonight with us? A chair remained empty at our table just for you! I drank my soft drink for you, thinking of you! I love you, my sweetheart. i miss you so much. i wish i could see you around; yet, i feel happy to feel you are around! Thank you, my sweetheart, for being my son! I love you Ramy with my whole being! 27 August 2016

Mummy

Ramy, my sweetheart, my dear Ramy, I know that you know I always loved you and love you more than my own life. I know that you know I would unconditionally give my life for you! My darling, you are with me. You are in my heart, and I can feel that each second! Each second, I love you with my whole heart! 2 August 2016

Daddy

Dearest Ramy (aziz delam), Finally after many years your sculpture formally opened in a beautiful and divine and celestial day, while the beautiful birds on behalf of the angels, singing for you and lovely rabbits joining the event symbolizing your presence in your ì sculpture opening ceremonyî. Professor Michael Morgan on behalf of Macquarie University kindly mastered the ceremony, welcoming the honorably guests and describing your exceptional character. Mum give an emotional speech, describing your love with the birds and how the abstract sculpture carried your inner beauty, your physical appearance and your 22 years short life. Your friends and even our family friends were shedding the tears in this heavenly, mystical and spiritual day. In this day, the hearts of all guests were full of love for you and they were amazed by your beautiful words and poems engraved on sculpture cockatooís feathers. This elegant, graceful and well organised event in a pleasant sunny day and in a beautiful piece of land of suppressed native of Australia, who you care most about them with the birds chanting on top of scenic trees give the feeling to me that you are in strong control of the event ensuring that meet your purist taste. You are loved by many who expressed their feelings by their warm words. Professor Morgan who prolonged your short life for us with his magical operation send a message ì. One of the great blessings of my vocation as a cerebrovascular neurosurgeon is to become part of the life of wonderful families and I am privileged to have been part of the life of your magnificent family. I have been blessed that I have become part of your lives. î Professor Croucher who opened the door for you to study the law and to change the world wrote: ìI was so sorry I could not join you on the day. I will make a special personal trip to see the sculpture. I think it is a beautiful way to honour your son. Thank you for your sincere kindness to me. I feel your ache so much, as a mother, and if I have given you any easing or sharing of your pain, and sharing of your pride, then it has been my honour indeed. î Your friend R. shared her feeling : ìThank you all for making me feel as though i was still with Ramy. Ramy's beautiful heart was born from the love and kindness in you all and that gives me the sense it is still beating when i see you. ì Ehsan, a family friend and lecturer at Macquarie University said: î It was definitely an evening which will be remembered by all of us attending Ramy's memorial sculpture. It was great to see the sculpture was facing student's pathway to Macquarie University's accommodation and I can imagine Ramy saluting all students with a hi five while they walk back to their rooms preparing themselves for another day of life on campus. î Meredith, a family friend wrote: ìTen long years past since I saw your dashing looks last! At 22, you were wise and compassionate, beyond your years! Ten years has gone, but I have never forgotten your contagious laughter with a cheeky finger movement, your different haircuts that made me tease you and say 'do you want to look less attractive/ugly?', . Today, we celebrated your life, the 22 years of a gifted life! You were there but you were missing! You were present but you were absent! You are in my heart always but I just wish for one more hug, one more kiss, one more laughter and more. I love you Ramy, as you live in my heart everyday, every minutes and every second forever more! Thank you for blessing my life with your presence! You were a gift to me and my family! Watch over me, as you always have! You are 'The wisdom Buddha ' Manjushri'! OM AH RA Pa TSA Na DHIî 18 July 2016

Mazi

My beautiful Ramy I remember your beautiful smile like it was yesterday. Yet, ten long years have passed. I've learnt to live life without you but the pain has never gone away and never will. You not being here with us is a sign of all that is wrong with this world. I can't help but wonder about the life you would have lived, the great things you would have achieved, and the love you would have had for your little nieces and nephew and your own babies. You had so much to give. I still can't comprehend or believe that you're not with us. The only thing that makes me sadder than the day we lost you is thinking that I will not get to see you again in the next world. I pray that you're out there and that you're happy. I pray that I'll see that beautiful smile of yours again. 17 July 2016

Melodie Sarkissian

Ramy jan amadi va ba labkhande nazat jaye payi gozashti roo ghalbhayeman va heif ke zood rafti. yadet bessyiar gerami, roohat shad. emrooz roozist ke hameye ma afsorde hastim ke digar nemishavad rooyat ra beboossim ya labkhande zibayat ra bebinim, faghat mesle yek afsane amadi o rafti. har chand digar bejoz taslyat goftan kari az daste kessi nemimanad, vali bedan ke az samime ghalb be khanevade shoma ehteram va emrooz be yade hameguiye shoma hastim, Sarkissian family 15 July 2016 - Sydney , Australia

Daddy

Dearest Ramy, Today is a day of sorrow, pride and your legacy. Sorrow, as 10 years ago in this day Iíve got the most terrible news of my life ìOur beautiful bird fly to the skyî said your Mummy. The grief that even I canít and do not want to remember what we have gone through. Pride, as your beautiful friends, family friends and university high officials kindly gathered all together at Macquarie to celebrate your life after 10 years of your passing. Your legacy further affirmed forever by your abstract sculpture at Macquarie University in a memorable opening ceremony mastered by AO professor Michael Morgan (Founder of Advanced Medical School). An internationally well recognised artist Dave Teer commissioned to create this abstract sculpture in your honour. Dave in 2005 was chosen as the recipient of the Art OMI International Artist Residency in New York and he is the first artist to be selected for the Enid Ng Residency in Paris. His word for this piece of Art as explained to me is: ìI wished for the work to have a human scale no more and no less. I wished the use of this human scale to speak of Ramy as a man. I also wished to represent the years of Ramy's life with a pillar. On top of each pillar is an abstraction of a black cockatoo's feathers. I used these feathers to symbolise, wisdom, peace, and knowledge. They (the cockatoo's ) are fun creatures, but I have always felt that these birds have seen and know much about this country and the people who live under its shadow. This was the wonderful creature that kept coming to mind when you would both talk of Ramy I feel they shared many attributes just in different ways. Finally the use of Ramy's words on a number of the feathers has helped bind my concept directly to him. I have come to understand that he was a young man who meant and was much to many. Dearest Son, even though our life without you changed forever, your legacy at Macquarie University by: - Establishment of Ramy Razavian Memorial Prize in International Law in Annual Graduation Ceremony; - Annual high standing academic award ìRamy Razavian Memorial Prize in Medical Ethicî; and - Ramy abstract sculpture which is a valued and significant addition to the Macquarie Campus and will enjoyed by visitors, students and staff at Macquarie for many years to come; bring the honour and pride for you, for your family and all people who know you. Your legacy and pride has alleviated our pains and injected a fresh blood to us to continue to exist, to have the pleasure of embrace your amazing nieces and your nephew and enjoy your beautiful memories. 15 July 2016 - Sydney

Mummy

My Sweet Young Man, my Beautiful Ramy, My Dear Migrant Singing Bird, No doubt that this time of year is terribly painful to me and your family. We miss you so much. Yet, today our friends and yours, and the kind professors and staff from your university made us happy, proud, and honoured. Today, everyone was talking of you, remembering you, and sensing the beauty of your beautiful soul. I am sure you were present amongst your family, and the caring guests. I am so grateful to Macquarie University, to all honourable guests, to your sweet and devoted friends, and also to the artist, Mr Dave Teer, who has made this wonderful sculpture in your memory. My dear Ramy, I have no doubt that it was your intention and wish to make this wonderful day in your beautiful memory and for the happiness of your friends and your family. Since, things went on in a way that made us to celebrate your life on the tenth year of your divine flight today, at your university: a place that was so close to your heart! So, from the bottom of my heart, I would like to thank everyone who had attended to day or helped us make this fantastic day. I am sure that you yourself would like to thank everyone as well. I love you, my sweetheart! Be happy, and free, as a bird who is soaring into the skies! You are always my Singing Bird, who migrated to a better place! 15 July 2016

Ramy's family

Dear Rita, We do not have your contact details to invite you for Ramy's 10 anniversary of passing and opening ceremony of his memorial sculpture. We love you be there. Please contact us to send you invitation. 26 June 2016

Ramy's family

Macquarie University together with the Razavian Family warmly invite you to attend THE OPENING OF THE RAMY RAZAVIAN MEMORIAL SCUPLTURE This sculpture has been commissioned to honour the late Ramy Razavian and will be unveiled on the 10 year anniversary of his passing. Ramy was a valued member of the Macquarie University community and loved by many. Your presence at this special event would mean a great deal to the Razavian Family. We hope you will be able to join us to celebrate Ramyís life. Friday 15 July 2016 3pm ñ 5pm Macquarie University Enter via Balaclava Rd, North Ryde Meet at Northern Aspect of Building W6B Parking is available on site. Parking details to be provided following confirmation of your attendance RSVP by Saturday 9 July to Hassan Razavian Please include any dietary requirements 26 June 2016

Daddy

Love you Ramy forever 26 June 2016

Mummy

My sweetheart, do you know how deeply and all the time i love you! i miss you, and you are always in my mind and my heart. Wishing to have a cuddle, i embrace you in my thoughts. i am so grateful for your sweet messages and wonderful signs. Today, at your garden, i was so happy and grateful to visit the wonderful birds that are symbolising you to me. Your amazing message, through the word 'Baghali' - a term between you and me - when you were still a child, stunned me. I saw the word written below a special photo of somebody whom you had strong connection with her to reach to me. Getting my attention, however, it seems the sweet word has disappeared on the screen of my mobile phone; or, I cannot find it. But, what that is important is the fact of receiving your message. I love you, Ramy. And i am sure that you are still spending time around me and your family, and also your friends. 23 June 2016

Daddy

Love you and miss you dearest. 10 June 2016

Mummy

My sweetheart, i love you! 11 May 2016

Mummy

My sweet, beautiful baby, you know that it was ten years ago when as a family we spent the last wonderful Mother's Day with you, and you gave me your last precious present for the day! No wonder that after ten years separation, you give me these beautiful, pink, miniature flowers for the first time on the cactus of your garden! You are always with me! I love you, my Beautiful Ramy! Alas! I love you with my whole heart! 10 May 2016

Mummy

My sweetheart, you are always with me! I am always with you! Did you tell me, 'Happy Mother's Day,' through that butterfly that got my attention? I love you, my sweet Ramy. Not without you, life is the same ever again! I miss you, my dear Ramy. Please, come into my dreams! 7 May 2016

Dad

I miss you. Rest in piece dearest Ramy 4 May 2016

Mummy

My dear Ramy, my sweetheart, it's amazing that how wonderfully you give signs or do something that seems as a miracle, jus to show your presence, your love, and your awareness. Thank you for bringing the beautiful possum so close to me, just next to my face, at an appropriate time, to say you are with me and are listening to my conversation on the mobile phone. Thanks again for the landing of the wild turkey, the megapode, at a moment that i mentioned your name and talked about you, and i saw that bird in front of me, as your sign! Above all, thanks for turning on the heater - miraculously by itself - when i felt very cold. My beautiful Ramy, i believe in your wonderful and loving presence around us. Love you with my whole heart and soul! Thank you, my sweetheart! 11 April 2016

Mummy

You will never be forgotten! I love you so much! You are always with me, my sweetheart! 28 March 2016

Daddy

Love you azizam. 16 March 2016

Mum

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, my sweetheart! You are always with me, in my heart and thoughts. Love you, my dear son! I know that you were happy tonight: the flame of the candle against your photo is dancing, continuously! I love your smile! 11 March 2016

Mazi

Always thinking of you. I will give you a big hug again one day. 11 March 2016

Daddy

Dearest Ramy 32 years ago, in this day we blessed and privileged with a wonderful and precious gift from the God, celebrated the birth of a new born treasured son. You brought us the world of excitement, pleasure, happiness, joy, love and fun. As day by day you grown up, we delighted and impressed more and more with your talent, charm, sweetness, wisdom and success. Even though, we have had this precious gift for 22 years, your legacy, beautiful memories, great heart and laughter became eternity to us, your friends and hundreds people touched with your amazing character. Happy birthday dearest and Rest In Peace darling. You are shining in sky brighter than the sun. 10 March 2016

Mum

My Sweet, Beautiful Ramy, I love you with my whole heart, as still cannot believe your divine flight. Still, everyday, I think it was so cruel - it is cruel - that I stay here and you be gone. What happened to you and us was indeed unfair and cruel! My sweetheart, we could have your birthday party around this time of year; but we can only bring flowers to your resting place. Why that horrible accident happened? Why did you go? I know that there is no answer to my question; yet, I cannot stop asking it from you, from me, and the Universe. Today, when in tears, I was kissing the cold stone of your Garden, a bird came around and then leaned on the grass, so free and relax, as if it was you who was lying on the sofa in our living-room, staring at me with those innocent, beautiful eyes! I watched the bird and whispered: 'I love you!' Was I talking to you or the bird! I don't know myself; yet, I was sure about the strong connection between you and the bird. Before leaving for home, then, a beautiful butterfly passed above my head. It was so close that i could hear the gentle sound of the flapping of its wing. I looked up and told the butterfly: 'I love you!' Then, I addressed the breeze and told: 'I love you,' as it was softly caressing me, when I was standing at the side of your Garden. I knew you were using it to talk to me through its lovely whisper! My Sweet Ramy, what can I do more, unless seeking your beautiful presence in nature, to express my love to you! My dear, sweet son, once again, the time of your birth is so close. I cannot stop thinking to years ago, when you lovingly arrived into our lives. Yes! Tomorrow! It's just tomorrow! Alas! MY Beautiful Ramy, alas!!! Why did you leave? Why have you gone, when you were so dearly loved by everyone!!! Happy Birthday, my Sweetheart, my Little Love! I love you!!! 10 March 2016

Daddy

As dear Saloumeh wrote in her message you are always dear and near. We have beautiful message of Saloumeh and we met your friend S. F yesterday at your garden after her return from UK few days ago. Your birthday is very close and we miss you so much. You never ever will be forgotten 7 March 2016

Saloumeh

Dear Ramy, You have been on my mind lately. I often talk about you to people I know, about your accomplishments, and in general, whenever I feel like I need a glimpse of hope, I seem to think of you. I know you were a strong soul, and very courageous, along with a lot of other great qualities. I know that even though I wasn't around to see you grow up. The other day when I was thinking of you, I remembered your birthday is near, I also realized its your Mom's birthday, so am here to wish you and Shahin Joon a happy birthday. You are always near and dear. Love, Saloumeh 5 March 2016

Mum

I love you, my sweet heart! You are always with me! 20 February 2016

Mum

It is so precious to receive a sign from you on a special day. Your dad and i were sitting in silence around your Garden. It was before the Macquarie Park's gate be shut and everywhere was very quiet, when the parents of the one whom you indeed loved came to us, talking about you. Late, after the midnight when i went to sleep, i heard some noises that a bird - seemingly a baby bird - was making outside. It was just against my window's pane, and seemed as if the baby bird wished to come in. First, i was astonished, and then i felt it is another sign from you for Valentine's Day, saying: 'I am around, Mum!' My sweetheart, wherever you are, i wish you the best! I love you, my sweet Ramy! 15 February 2016

Mum

It is so precious to receive a sign from you on a special day. Your dad and i were sitting in silence around your Garden. It was before the Macquarie Park's gate be shut and everywhere was very quiet, when the parents of the one whom you indeed loved came to us, talking about you. Late, after the midnight when i went to sleep, i heard some noises that a bird - seemingly a baby bird - was making outside. It was just against my window's pane, and seemed as if the baby bird wished to come in. First, i was astonished, and then i felt it is another sign from you for Valentine's Day, saying: 'I am around, Mum!' My sweetheart, wherever you are, i wish you the best! I love you, my sweet Ramy! 15 February 2016

Mum

My beautiful Ramy, i watched the film 'RED DOG,' and wept for your dog, Sultan. How close was Sultan's behaviour to the Red Dog! I miss you, Ramy! i love you, my sweetheart! 9 February 2016

Mum

My Beautiful Ramy, Very sadly, we lost Sultan!!! Is he with you now!!!? I feel that now your beautiful dog is accompanying you! Three days ago, when your sister came on a visit, Sultan welcomed her happily; but fifteen minutes later when we walked into the yard we found the little dog was lying on the grass and was not breathing. We tried hard to help him, but he was already gone. And now we miss him and his loud barking so much! We are very sad, Ramy; but i hope Sultan and you are reunited and happy! 31 January 2016

Daddy

Dearest Ramy, Sadly your beloved Pet passed away and made all of us very sad. Trissy said now Ramy have the Pet. Hope it will be true and you can have your puppy "Sultan" I feel very sad and emotionally exhausted. Love and miss you and Sultan 29 January 2016

Mummy

AUSTRALIA DAY 2016, Always an special day hurts more, and i cannot stop being in tears. My sweetheart, what would you do today? What did you do today! I love you, my Beautiful Ramy! 26 January 2016

Your family

We miss you lots! Come say hi :) 14 January 2016

D

I love you forever. 3 January 2016

Mum

Thinking of you! Happy New Year, my sweetheart! Stay with me, because i love you! 31 December 2015

Dad

Merry Christmas and happy new year azizam. Festive season without you is lacking in emotion, passion, excitement, joy, laughter and life spirit. 25 December 2015

Mummy

My Beautiful Ramy, This time of year is always very hard, because i can not stop asking where is Ramy!? Christmas is close. New Year is close. But where are you?!!! We miss you so much! I am thinking of you, your beautiful eyes, your sweet laughters, and your nice and thoughtfully chosen gifts for each of us! My sweetheart, your dad and i were on a cruise, as the waves around the ship would remind me of you whenever i looked at the beauty of the ocean. One night before sleeping, i went to the balcony and listened to the song of the waves and thought of you! In the darkness of the night, suddenly, i saw a ball of light. It was far away and looked like a basketball that was glowing in the dark. I couldn't take my eyes from it, frightened it would be lost in the ocean; neither could it ignore my attention. It came towards the ship. It became very close, yet with the same size. It looked like a small 'sun', and i was calling it: 'the sun in the house!' My sweetheart, do you remember i used to call you with that name? Watching the ball of light, when it was quite close, i saw it find two wings of light and like a bird went up towards the sky, before disappearing in front of my eyes. My Beautiful Ramy, i love you with my whole heart. I am very grateful for your signs, your beautiful presence, your loving connection, and wonderful support! I love you, Ramy! 21 December 2015

Daddy

I feel strongly today how much I need to be here with us. Love y ou always 21 December 2015

Dad

Love you dearest 30 November 2015

Mummy

My sweetheart, i love you from the bottom of my heart! I miss you so much, even you are always with me! Than you, my sweet Ramy, for your signs! 19 November 2015

Mummy

Happy Halloween, my sweetheart! Thinking of you, when you were a cute little boy and wanted to celebrate Halloween, would always bring a smile on my face. I can still see you when you would put on a lovely spooky costume and asked me to follow you along our street for the occasion. Then knocking a few familiar neighbours' door to remind them of the Halloween, I remember that they were nearly astonished and since they were not ready for the occasion and didn't have chocolate at home would offer you some coins. I remember that the first year, it was you and me; the second year, there were two or three other kids in Halloween costumes. And now, are you watching the big group of cutest little kids and lovely older boys and girls with face painting and the most amazing costumes walking happily along our street, celebrating the Halloween? Yes, our street is now one of the busiest ones with wonderful happy kids! And I love this! Wondering how from all around so many children have chosen this path to create an aura of happiness and velocity over here! MY sweetheart, for you, we celebrate this day every year. I hope you enjoy it, too. I love you, my Beautiful Ramy! 31 October 2015

Daddy

Happy Halloween darling. To refresh your beautiful memory of Halloween, every year we participate the event. Today over hundred kids came to our place and took chocolates. You were the one revitalise the Halloween in our street. At that time you were alone, but now there are many hundreds. Miss you Ramy joon 31 October 2015

Daddy

There is not a single day that I do not think about, your sweet laughter, your love and your passion. How universe could be so cruel to take such a gifted, loving and caring person from us and your beautiful friends. Love you for ever. 23 October 2015

mummy

My Beautiful Ramy, It's few hours that I am in tears because I went to your site and tried to read it from the beginning. How dear you are! How much I, your family, and your friends love and miss you! I am really grateful that others let their emotions be revealed on your site. I know that there are many others who felt unable to do this, even though they love you dearly. My beautiful son, my sweet Ramy, I want you know that I love you with my whole heart, that you and I are not separated! I love you my sweetheart! Now I am going to your Garden to kiss the cold stone, and put my arm over there as if it is you shoulder, and talk to you and to the birds that so kindly come to us! My Little Prince! Come down from above! Meet me over there! Give me a hug! Because I love you, my sweetheart! 26 September 2015

Daddy

Dearest Ramy, Your abstract sculpture installed at Macquarie university. I write more later on. 10 September 2015

Mummy

My Beautiful Ramy, What a wonderful dream! I was on a motorbike with our neighbours and we stopped in front of our house. It was like spring or early summertime. Everywhere looked newly washed, clean, scented and beautiful, and from out I saw you with your happy laughter inside our home. A friend of you, an attractive girl in a bright yellow long dress and some flowers around her head, was there too, talking to you. When you saw me, you walked out. The two of us were very happy. Just on the steps of our house we met and you brought your face towards me and we kissed each other's faces. My heart was overflowing with a sense of joy and appreciation, because even in my dream I knew how a good and loving son you are. You looked very tall and happy and lovely, wearing your white jumper and casual black pants. Thank you, my sweetheart. It was so nice. I love you and miss you, my Beautiful Ramy! I know you meet me so often in my dreams; only, it seems, I forget and keep a faded feeling of travelling in unknown places with you. Please help me keep the dreams as vividly as this one. It was so nice! It is so wonderful having you even in the dreams. I love you my sweetheart. Thank you! 4 September 2015

Daddy

Miss you so much, my mind and my mind always with you. 11 August 2015

Mum (consider this message from your lovely little nephew)

Our sweet Ramy, are you gone to Other Planet!!? My sweetheart, your three years old nephew told you are not missing; but you have gone to Other Planet! I think the same; you are living On the Other Side! An almost parallel world to ours! Love you so much, Ramy! 25 July 2015

Mummy

'So far away from me!' You're so far away from me! 20 July 2015

Daddy

Hard to cope with your loss. Every day we miss you more and more. Imagine if you still being with us, enjoying your beautiful nieces and nephew. Trissy bring a banana on 15th July for you to your garden. I am sure you enjoyed. He and Lara always talking about you and kissing your photos. You have never will be forgotten. Many thanks to all your friends, family and friends for their comments, telephone calls, beautiful words and emotional supports during our saddest day of the year. Love you always. 16 July 2015

Mummy

In a dream, you beautiful baby arrived into my room and went to my books and notes, playing with them. With a feeling that I was dreaming but was waken up by the noises, I looked inside the gloomy room and saw you. I opened my arms and told: 'Araam, my dear Araam, what are you doing here? Come to me; let me cuddle you! Ramy! Ramy!' You walked to me without a word! I took you into my arms with delight, and pressed your small body over my heart. You, as so often are coming in my dreams as a child, were only seven or eight years old. Enjoying to have your dear lovely body within my arms, my heart was overflowing with deepest love. However the moments of that divine joy were too short, because I suddenly woke up. I saw the room was dark. It was in the middle of the night and sadness had filled my heart. I realised everything was just a dream. Yet, I was so grateful to have you for those short seconds within my arms. It was so real! And my arms in a cross shape were over my chest, still holding you tight: only you were not there! I love you, my sweetheart, my Beautiful Ramy! You are never forgotten. No matter how many years have passed, or where I go, or what I do, you Beautiful Bird are always with me: I am living with you and always love you! 15 July 2015

Jooj

Miss you Ramy :( Wish you were here. Can't believe it's been 9 years. I wish you could have met little Ellie. I think you would have really liked her nickname. After all, you did start the trend ;) hope you're happy wherever you are. 15 July 2015

R

Miss you :( 14 July 2015

Mum

Love You, Ramy! I love you with my soul and heart! 14 July 2015

Daddy

We lost our dearest son at this time 9 years ago. During this period caring, support and sympathy of Ramy's friends and Family friends gave us energy to survive and at a later date our beautiful grandchildren gave us the purpose for life and injected warm blood into our cold bodies to have normal life. Now we are going holidays, laughing, smiling and understanding the real meaning of Ramy message "LOVE WHAT YOU HAVE AND NOT YOU HAD" in his poem "Though Shall Not Mourn". Dearest Ramy Rest in Peace, we are listening to you and our hearts all full of love for our beauty grand children and all friends who love you and never forget you. Your web site Ramy Razavian are full of these love messages 14 July 2015

Mummy

How years are passing! Nine years! Not hearing your sweet voice, not laughing with you as we used to share stories! Yet, my sweetheart, you are always with me, as I am always with you! You are still talking to me, listening to what I say or ask you. You are still taking care of me (and any one whom you love). You don't like seeing me cry. Yesterday, when I was at your Garden, I asked you to bring the Lorikeets around because I had missed them. Then I though how badly I have missed you! Soon, you made me stop weeping by a friend's unexpected phone call; while a group of Lorikeets appeared, approached me, and sat around. I felt the presence of you and your cousin, Mani, in them. Again, tonight, when I was thinking of you, suddenly a butterfly fluttered in the room. I looked at it. Wondering how from nowhere it appeared, I said it is a sign from Ramy, and he can do amazing things. My sweet Ramy, I am always in quest of you, and you Beautiful Bird of Happiness are trying your best to give hope and warmth to my heart in any possible way. So beautiful, so young, so intelligent and full of life, why did you go? Why it wasn't me? I love you, Ramy! Stay with me till I come to you! 14 July 2015

Melodie Sarkissian

Ramy jan like your mum,it is not possible to see your beautiful smile and not cry for such a wasted youth. I still see you running and playing in the school yard with Lernik, I cannot believe how fast these years have gone. All I can see is the pain of not seeing you. I go to my garden, and I talk to you while I water the jasmine that I bought ,one for your mum and one for me, in your honour. I will always hold you dear to my heart, and love you as my own, you were a sweet boy, miss you forever, Rest in Peace. I can just imagine how all of us specially your dear mum and dad , sister and brother are feeling without you close to them,and I am so sad for that, we all love you dearly 14 July 2015 - Sydney , Australia

Rita

It's been 9 years and I still can't forget the warmth of your heart. I love you Ramy and I'll never forget you. Everyday you are in my thoughts and today I will keep close to my heart. 13 July 2015 - Sydney

Daddy

Love you and miss you so much. Rest in peace azizam. 9 July 2015

Mummy

I love you my sweetheart! It's impossible i look into your site and not to cry! Yesterday, i saw one of your sweet friends. I had wished before to see her and thank her for whatever she did for you when your family felt paralysed after your divine flight. Was it you that made it possible seeing her? Now, i wish to see another best friends of you. Can you make it? My sweetheart, i try not to think what month is now. Such a beautiful month of year in Iran let you fly, without considering the horrible pain that fell on your all loved ones! Love you, Ramy! 2 July 2015

Z

Thinking about you. Allah yerhamak 1 July 2015

mummy

My sweetheart, thinking of you, of Iran, and our poisonous journey, I saw some mountains, a cliff, and me fallen down on the rocks with a body in blood. Yes, my sweetheart, when I found out i had lost you, that was the vision i had then and later of myself; while I found you like a Sleeping Prince, so beautiful, perfumed, innocent!. And even now when it is going to be nine years after your flight, I still see you as the same Sleeping Prince; while the same vision of me is still deep within my soul! I love you, my beautiful Ramy! 9 June 2015

Daddy

Dearest Ramy, Last night we celebrated your 30's birthday with some of the friends. It was actually 11 days after your real birthday. It was a great night, and your beautiful niece and nephew (Lara and Tristian) shining and singing the happy birthday to you with the others. I am sure you have your birthday party with beautiful angels in heaven. We love you forever. 22 March 2014

Max SZETO

Last semester I wrote this perhaps a week or two after I first heard about Remy and I think on the day you sent me the link to his website. I was thinking about the potential of someone as gifted as he was and that it is especially tragic when he had so much more share with the world. Anyway, I was uncharacteristically compelled at the time to write poetry as I was rather depressed (earlier on the bus that day I had read on how he passed away) and had to put words onto paper. It's a short poem about inspiration. Last semester I wrote this perhaps a week or two after I first heard about Remy and I think on the day you sent me the link to his website. I was thinking about the potential of someone as gifted as he was and that it is especially tragic when he had so much more share with the world. Anyway, I was uncharacteristically compelled at the time to write poetry as I was rather depressed (earlier on the bus that day I had read on how he passed away) and had to put words onto paper. It's a short poem about inspiration. . (Longing) To inspire In the hands of my Maker, Receiving each thread of mine, Did I yearn the passions seen afar, To die each seam, each petty line, A score of colour from the sea of light - Evíry shade promised a future bright Gentle grace had woven mine canvas, Humbly laid beside Sun and Moon, Like seasons, Dawn and Dusk circled thus ñ Lost - stark white, ënow patterned soon Days, weeks, months and years, Time the fabric of countless tears As the whirlíd borrow from Creation, Made of naught but dust and tension And so coursed with vibrant intention - Our measure by our rightful action To exist in grey, a glimmer undetected, To bleed colour on a path most hidden, Is worth to a ray of light deflected Thus to depart, with finality, now ridden ñ . The wish was, And ever shall be - To inspire 22 March 2014

Mummy

My Sweet SkyWalker, my dear Ramy, "Happy Birthday!" You celebrated your birthday with me on the skies, Where flowers were angels, singing for you: "Happy Birthday, Ramy!" LOVE YOU, MISS YOU! Thanks for your love, care, and loving signs. I am so happy that GuniCar has survived. 11 March 2014

Ramy's family

Dearest Ramy's Friends, We will celebrate Ramy's 30th birthday and will be delighted if you can join us for dinner. Time: 18:30 Date: Saturday 22th March 2014 Address: 38 Johnstone Cres Lane cove We strictly request not to bring any present. 10 March 2014

Daddy

Dearest Ramy, Happy birthday, Today is the day that we were lucky to have you in our life. You offered us 22 years of joy, laughter, sweetness, charming and most importantly sharing your wisdom with us. This year we celebrating your birthday 10 days later, due some renovation and we will send invitation very soon to your beloved friends. Love You Forever. 10 March 2014

A

I can only imagine what we would have gotten up to tonight celebrating what would have been your 30th birthday. I miss you. Happy birthday xx 10 March 2014

Daddy

Love you Ramy 27 February 2014

A

Please visit me in my dreams. I miss you. 23 February 2014

A

Please visit me in my dreams. I miss you. 23 February 2014

Daddy

Love you aziz delam 6 February 2014

Mummy

My sweetheart, Rough edge of pain carved your loss on my heart! It never disappears! My soul has to carry it to the Other Side! And yet,even there, It never disappears! In subconscious mind of existence, it stays! It makes the clouds shed tears of rain! It makes thunders yell alas! Alas, Ramy! Alas! Why you closed your beautiful eyes!!!? Why that sweetest smile merged the dust!!!? 31 January 2014

Mum

I love you my sweet Ramy!!! You are always on my mind! 31 January 2014

Daddy

Dearest Ramy, I read and read again and again the most genuine and beautiful words of Rita that come from her warm and loving heart. She touch my heart and I admire her with such strong feelings and love for you that appears never will be diminished. As she explained we feel you and your beautiful spirit through her and we love her as we love you. 24 January 2014

Rita

Ramy, my love. My spirit and my guide. I miss you so much. i am holding in my hand a note you wrote to me for my Birthday and it made me feel such a pain in my heart although i had a smile on my face. You will never be forgotten, i promise to show you the world with my eyes, and touch the earth with my hands, to feel everything with my heart and have your spirit with me always. and i do. The though of you reminds me of how precious you were, how beautiful and how unique. I thank your mother and father for giving me you. For giving me the opportunity in life to know what it feels like to love someone, more than yourself. I want you to come back. i pray that you come back to me. in my dreams, in my subconscious. by any means. i just want to talk to you again. I love you Ramy and there will never be anyone in my life i could ever love more than i did you. My best friend. 11 January 2014

Mummy

My Beautiful Ramy, Another year - without your sweet and loving presence, without your quiet smiles, without your lovely happy laughs - passed. No matter what; you are always with me: in my heart with deepest love, on my mind with admiration! Happy New Year, Ramy!It is 2014. Last night it seemed to me it was still 2000, and you were walking along the path, in Sydney Olympic Village, close to me, talking on your phone. How sweet it was just seeing you at my side. How precious were the moments. How much I miss you, even though you are somehow with me. I love you my beautiful little bird. I love you my sweet Ramy. We will meet again! 31 December 2013

Daddy

Happy new year dearest Ramy, This is another year we celebrate the new year while you are not physically with us. You are always in our hearts and our minds. Last night we get together with Mum, Maz, Juju at Mona's place and enjoyed our time with Chris, Mona, beautiful Lara and gorgeous Tristian. Fireworks was awesome, but Lara did not like it or scared. Sultan became old and always escape to the street and lay down in the street and raise problem for the drivers. Love you and miss you azizam. 31 December 2013

Dad

thinking of you always 28 November 2013

From Us

hope u r here, love u so much our sweetheart! 24 November 2013

D

Love u and miss you 16 November 2013

Daddy

Dearest Ramy, Tonight Mummy, Maziar, Mona, Chris, Lara, Tristan and myself attended the Prize Winning Ceremony in Macquarie University, Advanced Medical School. From the University Professor Simon Foote (Dean of ASAM), Professor Marcus Stoodley (Professor of Neurosurgery), Ceri Flowers(Executive Officer to the Dean),Professor Kirsty Flowers (Professor of Anaesthesia and Director, Medical Education), Professor Wendy Rogers (Unit Convenor for Ethics), Professor Tony Eyers (Unit Convenor for Ethics)and Associated professor attended in ceremony. Recipient of Ramy Razavian Prize for this year (Ethics Prize) is David Bervini (Neuoro Surgeon). Dean of faculty opened the ceremony and welcomed the guests. Then Ramy Razavian prize was awarded to Dr. Bervini. Your memories are alive in Macquarie Uni. 29 October 2013

hussain

inna lilahe wa ina ilahi rajioon 20 October 2013 - UK

LM

Missing you alot today xo 3 October 2013 - Sydney

Mummy

In quietness of the sunset, Waves are chanting your name, As I am sitting alone, listening to the waves' song, Thinking of you, my beautiful son! Thinking of you! I sense your loveliness and the beauty of your soul! So deep, so exquisite, like the oceans! I see your eyes, like two lakes of bliss, full of life! I feel your heart, like sunshine at dawn, full of love! Thinking of you! I am listening to the sound of the waves, I am watching their last dance beneath the last rays of the sun, As my heart is beating with love, Thinking of you, my beautiful son! And the waves are singing a song: You will meet him again: elevated,safe, and sound! Just wait; it's not still the time! 30 September 2013

Mummy

My Beautiful Ramy, So much, I love you and miss you! You are always in my heart and thoughts. Wherever I go, you are with me: you are always on my mind! 28 September 2013

D

Love u always. 21 September 2013

Daddy

We came back from holidays and for one month we have not had the opportunity to come to your garden. However mummy carried out your photo with us and our hearts carried out your love and our mind your beautiful memories and laughter. Love You for ever 16 September 2013

Daddy

Miss u azizam RIP 4 August 2013

aida

ramy joon bavaram nemishe 7 sal gozasht. hamishe tu yademoon hasti ba khandehaye ghashangeto khaterate zibat:( 15 July 2013

Mummy

My Beautiful Little One, How can I believe that it is seven years that you are gone! My sweet Ramy, the pain of your separation is always haunting me. This suffering becomes intense especially around this time of each year. Every July, I remember the details of the days when I expected you and I be in a paradise; but you left without any good-bye and I found myself at the bottom of a hell, where my heart and soul burned days and nights, and the scar of your separation carved itself on my whole being. My sweet Ramy, I miss you so much. I am thinking of you all the time and still, just like the old times, I am praying for your safety, health, and happiness together with your freedom in the new realm. Every night, I ask universe to keep you in its bliss. Our Beautiful Ramy, We all miss you! We love you, Ramy! Your Garden has become my shrine. There, I feel, you have the freedom to join your visitors and let them talk to you or listen to your silent words. I love you, Ramy! I miss you, my sweetheart! 15 July 2013

Daddy

My sweet heart, It was 7 years ago that Mummy called from Iran and told me our beautiful bird flew to the sky. I can not imagine how I could survive from the shock of this tragic news. Just I remember that I became mad and looking to find anything from you and I became so happy when I found the few pieces of your hair. For few months whenever we went, something triggered a memory from you and we could not stop crying. Even I could not look to the computer. Digit 2 symbolised 22, the age that you have gone. I could not look to "R" that indicates your name. The only thing helped me to survive was you, your wisdom and your beautiful poems. You told me in your poem "Though Shall Not Mourn" that I must love what I have, not what I had. I learned from you and now I love what I have which are: your sweet memories, your laughter, your legacy, and beautiful Lara and Tristan who injected the warm blood to my cold body and gave me the purpose of life and the reasons to survive. Love you forever my son. 15 July 2013

A

RIP sweetheart. These 7 years haven't been the same without you 14 July 2013

Melodie Sarkissian

Ramy jan, it is so sad you are no longer with your mum and dad. I still see you in the school garden running around playing with Lernik. your beautiful smile will always stay in our hearts. Roohet shad azizam. 13 July 2013 - Australia

A

Life's not the same without you. We had so many dreams and now I feel so lost. You were my soul mate. The pain is not as bad but sometimes the anger is so overwhelming. I don't think I will ever understand why you were taken away so young. I wish I could say I had some faith in the reasoning of all this but I don't think I do anymore. I'm trying so hard to make that difference that we promised we would achieve but I feel so lost. I need you. I miss you so much. I'm trying so hard to not give up. Please visit me in my dreams. It's been so long. I love you Rami. Always have and always will. 12 July 2013

Mum

My darling, I am thinking of you and it breaks my heart that why I must be here and you be gone! It's unfair! I love you and miss you very much. 27 June 2013

Daddy

Dearest Ramy, We received a sketch for your sculpture in University and also received a letter for Ramy Razavian prize in medical ethics. You never will be forgotten. Love you forever 5 June 2013

Jooj

Thanks for coming to my family's mother's day lunch a little while back! We were all so surprised (and happy) to see your name on the'reserved' sign that was put on our table! I guess I should have known you would be there given we were in one of your favourite suburbs ;) 4 June 2013

Someone

Hi Ramy, How are you travelling? Just thought about you today. I often think what life would be like if you were not here. 31 May 2013

D

I love u and miss u so much 24 May 2013

Dad

Dear Ramy, We were delighted to award the Ramy Razavian prize to Jerrad, a bright, dedicated and lovely law student at Macquarie university. I am sure, his dedication in international law is consistent with your legacy to contribute/change the life of suppressed and unfortunate people of the world. 18 May 2013

Student

Ramy, I was fortunate enough to receive the International Law Prize awarded in your memory this year. It was such an honour to meet your proud and loving family who come each year to honour your legacy. I could tell it was a very special award for me to receive. Thank you and rest in peace, Jarrad 5 May 2013 - Sydney

Mum

My Beautiful Ramy, you are always in my heart! 26 April 2013

Jooj

Wish I could get some of your wisdom these days. No one gives advice they way you did :( miss our chats xx 25 April 2013

Daddy

Dearest Ramy, Last night, there was annual graduation ceremony of faculty of law of Macquarie university and prize award. Mummy and myself awarded 'Ramy Razavian Memorial prize to another bright student in faculty of law. Mummy, Maz, Mona and me had a mixture of 'pride' and 'sadness' feelings. The 'pride' is for your legacy. Your name will remain for years and years at university. Vice chancellor, the Dean of faculty of law and many others talking about you. The 'sadness' is for for your tragic loss. You won the best student award before your tragic accident and now rather to attend to you graduation ceremony, we attend at your memorial prize ceremony. Love you and miss you so much. 22 April 2013

Mummy

It was your night! I am so proud of you! I miss you and love you so much! Over there, in your university, We were thinking of you! And, I know, you were thinking of Us! 22 April 2013

Daddy

I miss u so much tonight. 12 April 2013

Friend

It's 1:32am. im laying down in bed can't fall asleep. U came to my thoughts, I was remembering the times in chatswood and lane cove. And the times u use to laugh at me in lane cove cause I use to make u hold your puppy everytime I wanted to chat. The times you use to smile and wave when u use walk pass my work. The times when we all use to hang out in create cafe in chatswood. You always brought a smile to my face. 30 March 2013

D

Miss u 24 March 2013

Daddy

Always love you Ramy. 14 March 2013

Mum

My Beautiful Ramy, my Sweet Little One, Happy Birthday! Love you always! 12 March 2013

Daddy

Wish you a very happy birthday aziz delam. I a sure you have a birthday part with beautiful angels. Last night your birthday party with your friends, your family and your beautiful niece Lara and gorgeous Tristan went well and we share your beautiful memories. Lara put a beautiful flower in your garden and Juju put your favourite drink "V". We all love you and miss you. d 10 March 2013

Maz

Happy birthday Ramy. Missing you lots. Always thinking about you. 10 March 2013

Jooj

Happy birthday Ramy! Hope you are happy and having an amazing day wherever you are. We missed you a lot today. Every year on your birthday I feel guilty that I never got to give you your last birthday pressie in time! It took me so long to find the right thing but never got to give it to you :( anyway, no doubt you have all the amazing gifts you would ever want where you are now :) Party lots with the angels xxx 11 March 2013

Ramy's family

Dearest Ramy's Friends We will celebrate Ramy's 29th birthday and will be honoured if you can join us. Time: 18:30 Date: Sunday 10th March 2013 Address: 38 Johnstone Cres Lane cove Light refreshment and light dinner will be served. We request not to bring any present. . 2nd March 2012 1 March 2013

Mum

"Happy Valentine's Day," my sweet heart! I miss you so much; yet i know that you are so often with us. Last weekend we were out for dinner and I drank my cock-zero for you. Suddenly you touched my head, as usual. I felt your presence, sitting between your sister and me. When I told this to Mona, you touched my head again, reassuring me. LOVE U, Ramy! Have a nice time over there! Thank you, Ramy, for all your love and support! 14 February 2013

Daddy

Today is Valentine day and you know how much I love you. You are in the heart of many. 14 February 2013

D

Love u Ramy forever. 9 February 2013

Daddy

We have 2 of your closed friends with us for dinner. We felt that you were present all night. Your brother, sister and beautiful kids warmed up the house. Love you darling 27 January 2013

Daddy

Love u and miss u azizam 26 January 2013

Mum

Happy New Year! It's 2013. Another year without you, or somehow with you, again. My Beautiful Ramy, my sweet heart, you are always in my heart. Wherever I go, I have you with me. I specially, so often, find you in music and the songs: "Shine like a diamond. You are beautiful! Shine like a diamond in the sky!" My baby, my Little One, I know that before the New Year, you were with us. You were with your friends. You were with the crowd. You were with the spirit of happy people and the flow of the crowd's wonderful energy. Happy New Year, my sweet son! I love you forever; I love you with my soul and heart! You are with me all the time. You are always in my heart! 1 January 2013

D

Merry Christmas and happy new year. Love u forever. 24 December 2012

Dad

Dearest Ramy, This is the time that usually brought a world of excitement for you. You had been looking how organise your time and not miss any of your friends and tried to spent sufficient time with all of them. It is very sad that we do not have you here to see you how to enjoy this season with your friends and also how you enjoy your beautiful nephew and niece. I am sure that you terribly love them. Love you and miss you 21 December 2012

Mummy

My Beautiful Ramy, I love you! i miss you! Be safe and happy wherever you are. 13 December 2012

Mummy

My Sweet Little One, I love you always, forever! I miss you so much, even though you are always in my heart! Another New Year is close. Spend your time with us. 11 December 2012

Daddy

Dearest Ramy, I am very sorry for being angry with you and blamed you for the world of pain you left behind for us with your journey. We can tolerate this pain if you rest in peace and be happy in the other world. Love you deeply 7 December 2012

Mummy,

My Sweet Little One, I am adding another chapter to 'The Diary'. It all is in your beautiful memory. I love you, my sweet heart. I miss you! The pain of your separation is always in my heart. I know I am going to meet you again. I always wish you the best, wherever you are! Do not forget me! 30 November 2012

D

Just love you. 6 November 2012

Mummy

How amazing! Today,I was thinking of you, when you were a little boy and dressed for Halloween, walking in the neighborhood, collecting chocolates, and having fun. With a distance, following you, I would then take care of you. In those days there were hardly a few kids who shyly did the same as you. But now - in general after your flight - there are a herd of kids, who celebrate the day in their fancy clothes. Today I told your brother that how confident and brave you were. Thinking to you, however, as you always do, you gave a sign and let me feel your presence around. A big bird, a turkey, that I am always calling it as Ramy's Megapod, landed on the grass in our house. The bird's unexpected and sudden presence made your sister and me very happy. Thank you my Beautiful Ramy: "Happy Halloween!" 31 October 2012

Mummy

My Sweet Heart, I miss you so much! I still can't believe what happened to you just in front of my eyes. This pain of your separation never leaves us. Sometimes i really wish to fly to join you. Don't you go away far. Don't you forget me. Wait for me when i come to the Other Side. Love you, Ramy! 29 October 2012

Daddy

Love u forever 26 October 2012

L

Dear ramy, Thank you for guiding me today and giving me strength. I felt like i was slowly becoming stuck again but you have truly helped me. Ive come along way since i last wrote to you and im sure you knew everthing would be alright but it just took awhile for me to see that. My life has changed quite drastically and you have given me the courage to keep going and keep chasing my dreams. I wish you were here so i could tell you about how everyhing has changed for the better. I have so many stories to tell you and so many stupid things you would laugh at me about. Either way though im sure your watching everything that has been happening and laughing to yourself lol. Wish you were here still. Would love to just call you up and here that laugh of yours one more time. Miss you and thinking of you! L 14 October 2012 - sydney

Daddy

I miss you 27 September 2012

Mum

My Beautiful Ramy, I miss you so much! I love you dearly with my soul and heart! 23 September 2012

Daddy

Dearest Ramy, Today is father's day, and suppose to be my day (a happy day). I try to be happy, but it bring the happy and sad memories of you. Before your journey, this day always had been the day I've got the most precious and thoughtful present from you associated with a kiss and a hug, which made my day a really wonderful and happy day. You told me in your poem, that I should love what I have not what I had. I now I have many things in life to love, Maz, Mona, Lara, Trisy, . They are so sweet, but I can not stop crying for what had and now I do not have. You know that how much I love you and miss you. I need your father's day hug,your kiss, your beautiful father's day gift with your sweet words. Love and love. I try 1 September 2012

Mum

My Beautiful Ramy, my Sweet son, I miss you so much! I love you with my whole heart! 29 August 2012

Mum

MY Sweet Little One, A couple of weeks ago, one late night, when we got home and walked the steps up, suddenly somebody called, 'Ramy! Ramy!'Ramy! Astonished, we turned back. A young man who introduced himself as your friend was looking for you. He had mistaken your brother, Maziar with you. We talked to him and asked if he didn't know! He said he was on a trip and had heard nothing about you. Knowing the horrible reality and your absence, he started weeping loudly. We were in tears too. What a horrible pain! I still can't believe it! I love you and miss you, my Beautiful Ramy! i am still asking:'Why did you go with so much love around you!!?' Why did you go??? 26 August 2012

dad

I miss u darling. Lara pointing her finger to your photos on the wall one by one and tears flowing from my eyes. I could not believe what was happened. 11 August 2012

Mum

My Sweet Little One, I love you and miss you so much! 9 August 2012

Mum

Miss you, my Sweet,Little One! 4 August 2012

Mum

I would like to thank Ramy's friends, who lovingly visited us on the sixth anniversary of our beloved son's divine flight. Dearest Ramy, I wish your friends all the best! God bless them. 18 July 2012

Mum

My Sweet Ramy, I strongly believe that you always talk to me through signs, as you expect me to interpret them. Today at dawn, at 4:49 AM, my phone's alarm woke me up. i did not expect that. Astonished, I started thinking to you and felt in my heart that it was the exact time that you left this world at dawn and now you found a way to tell me that. After an hour, thinking to you, i slept again and had you on my dream. You were a little younger than the time you left us; perhaps you were nineteen years old, the same age when you traveled with me to Iran around two years earlier than our last journey. On the dream, you and I cuddled and - as much as i wanted - I kissed your beautiful face, your shoulders, your head, and your hands, and i told you that you are so dear to me and i would do anything for you. You were concerned about your appearance and asked me some questions. I reassured you that you were fine, as i took you into my arms with deepest love and content. My Beautiful Ramy, my Sweet Son, i would like to thank you for the precious dream. Please, come again into my dreams. It gives me hope and happiness. I love you with my whole heart and soul! Thank you so much for the cuddles! 18 July 2012

Mazi

Miss you always. 15 July 2012

Mum

For Ramy, ëLOVEí My Son, my Little One, ëOn the Wings of Imaginationí Let me take you to the distant lands, Let me take you to the distant times, Let me take you to my own childhood, Let us climb the trunks and branches of the tall trees, Let us breathe the perfume of the blossoms and watch the dance of the blissful leaves, Let us sit at the side of the vast pool at ease, Let us watch the surging waves running the surface so pleased, Let us make small boats with our thoughts, Let us get on the board, exploring the world, Instead, my Son, my Little One, You have taken me on journeys to the unknown worlds, You have taken me to the vast blue skies, You have danced with me over the whitest fluffy clouds, You have walked with me on top of the tall trees, You have taken me to the hearts of the woods on the wings of breeze, We have played with lions, elephants, and giraffes, We have cuddled the beautiful little lion cubs, My Dear Son! Nothing can separate us! My Little One! Through LOVE, we are always in one anotherís heart! 15 July 2012

Mum

ëFor my Sweet Ramy ñ On His Sixth Anniversaryí The day you took your divine flight! I felt shattered and lost! My heart turned into a furnace, burning days and nights! My tears made two lakes of sorrow under my eyes! I saw my soul cracked, broke into pieces, and fell down on the ground! I saw my cells in blood drown! And I could never stop asking you: My sweet baby, why did you go? My dear son, what was wrong? And you! Staring at me with those big beautiful eyes, Smiled! Keeping that mysterious smile on the corner of your mouth, And my screams of regret and pain soared to the skies! They made storms, gathering the clouds! Big drops of rain fell down on the ground! Dead grass came once again to life! And you! You sweet baby are talking to me through the windows of your enchanting eyes! Telling me: ëSuch is the cycle of life!í ëDonít worry Mum; we will soon meet, since time flies!í 15 July 2012

Mummy

My Sweet Son, You always find a way to talk to me, and I am so deeply grateful for it, and so greatly proud of you! Today, when I told you that I hope you like the flowers and candles that I brought for you, immediately, a little bird flew to me and sat on the stone of your Garden and started singing so marvelously, as if it was a canary. It was indeed unbelievable! The bird made me smile; I saw you in the bird and send you my love and appreciation. You are so aware, so loving, so caring! I Love U Ramy; I always will! You are with me all the time! 13 July 2012

Dad

You may know better than we do that another Ramtin that you know him and when you were a child playing together lost his life in similar tragic accident by car. He was a talented boy as you, recently graduated from uni and became a doctor working in RNSH. Same name, same culture, same age bracket, similar tragedy at the same month and will be buried in the same place as you. Still I could not believe that you are in Coffin. I can not accept this tragic reality, never ever. Always I am waiting to see you. Still when I go to other city I go shopping stors and looking to buy something for you. Still in Myer store I am looking to buy the new dress and hear that "Daddy taste is not bad". Still in airplane I like to put the chocolate in my packet and bring for you. Still in Westfield shopping store I am looking for you in coffee shops sitting with your friends and watching you without disturbing you. Still I am looking forward to give a lift to you and pick you up from the night clubs. Still I am waiting for your 10 pages Optus telephone bill to show you and start winging how much money Ramy you waste for telephone and waiting for your response that Daddy next month will not be happened. Still I feel the taste of the kiss that put in your neck after we had argue about the many telephone bills. Still I am waiting for your beautiful voice " Daddy did give my Mahaneh and I aksed you Ramy "do you need money" and then I give it to you and looking for your beautiful smile of appreciation and thanks. Still I am waiting for you to tell me "Daddy Tondtar (faster), I am late and I reply "Ramy I can fly over the cars. Still, Still, Still. 13 July 2012

Mum

What to say, my Sweet Little One! On these days -6 years ago - you were with me, with us, with everyone who loves you! What a pain! What a pain! Not having you here?!!! I miss you and love you all the time! 10 July 2012

Mum

Ramy and I would like to thank you, Carrot Head, for your kindness and thoughtfulness; we wish you and your family all the best. 10 July 2012

Mummy

My Beautiful, Sweet, Little ONe - my Ramy, Like your last drawing of me,in tears and deep sorrow, I wrote about your short trip to Iran. I call it 'The Diary' and I would like to dedicate it to you on the sixth years of your divine flight. I have called it The Diary, because it is about everyday that we spent together - or painfully alone - in Iran. Further, if I have the courage to add my notes after your flight, it is indeed a diary. I love you, Ramy, my dearest Ramy! 9 July 2012

Ramy's family

Dearest Friends, Six years past since we lost our beloved Ramy. We will share his short life beautiful memories and would like to invite all Ramy's friends and family friends to join us for his 6th annual memorial ceremony. With Love Shahin, Hassan, Maziar and Mona Razavian Programme: Date: Sunday 15th July 2012 18:30 ñ 22:00 38 Johnstone Cres Lane cove 8 July 2012

D

Love u for ever. 4 July 2012

Mum

My Beautiful Ramy, i love you and miss you all the time. Isn't it strange that sometimes you appear on my mind to remind me of a very special occasion while you stay with me for many hours. Yesterday, you were with me throughout the day with your lovely, neatly shaved head and those big beautiful eyes, in dark dress, as you were shining at your twenty-first big party. I kissed your lovely bold head and the smile on the corner of your mouth many times and told you that how deeply I love you! I also had you differently with me. Sitting at my side, you were passionately talking to me and complaining about the cigars' industry that are using the terms or the color of 'baby blue' on the packages to attract teenagers. You were angry to those who have sold their souls to money and try to use the people, and I felt how deeply i love you with your thoughtfulness, kindness, and high morality. The memory made me call you: my Baby Blue! At night i dreamed of you as the cutest little boy in the most amzing blue clothes, a kind of Divine Blue. My Sweet Baby Blue, on my dreams, please, come into my arms and let me i wake up and carry the sweet feeling within my heart to give me hope and happiness. Loving and missing you all the time! 24 June 2012

Daddy

Love u and miss u darling 24 June 2012

bin/msg11

Every time I visit your sites "ripramy" or "ramyrazavian", the messages of your . RIP ramy im crying for a person i have never met i cant begin to imagine the . 14 June 2012

cgi

Every time I visit your sites "ripramy" or "ramyrazavian", the messages of your friends touch my heart and I could not stop crying. My tears are mixture of sadness of . 14 June 2012

Daddy

Love you for ever Ramy 9 June 2012

Mum

My Beautiful Ramy, Last night on a gathering with a group of kind, caring, and highly educated people, I was thinking of you as i felt your graceful presence among us. At the same time, I felt so grateful that those lovely people with generosity spent their very precious time - so late at the evening - with us. They told me that they, too, were thinking of you. God bless them, who are helping others with devotion. I love you, my Sweet Ramy! 30 May 2012

Mum

I am so proud of you! I love you, my Beautiful Ramy! 29 May 2012

Daddy

Dearest Ramy, Today Mum, Maz, Mona and myself attended the Ramy Razavian memorial prize ceremony. The ceremony arranged by Australian School of Advanced Medicine and Dean of faculty, many professors,doctors and guests were kindly gave us honor and participated in ceremony. The winner of the prize is Dr Simon. who successfully compelted his advanced degree in Medical Ethics. All speakers including Dean of Faculty, professor of Medical ethics and Dr Simon (prize winner) talking about you and your achievements. It was a great memorial night and all of us are so proud of you. 29 May 2012

Mummy

What strange a dream! I would interpret it that you gave your life enterprisingly for me to let me free as we were entrapped in that dangerous country! I wish it was otherwise and instead of you it was me. It was then so easier for everyone, especially for me. I love you and miss you, Ramy, my Sweet Ramy! 23 May 2012

Mum

Love you, my Sweet Ramy! 18 May 2012

Dad

Missing and loving you always. 17 May 2012

Mazi

Missing you :( 14 May 2012

Mum

Love you, Sweet Little One! On this Mother's Day, I received from you many signs, like unexpected phone calls - talking about you - or having meaningful dreams with the gift of some sacred food for me - to be sent by a saint. My sweet Ramy, your family were together tonight. i am sure on the core of our hearts, we were all thinking of you and wishing you were physically amngst us. i love you, my Sweet Little Singing Bird! 13 May 2012

Mummy

My Sweet Little One, i admire you, adore you, and miss you so much. i have to fight not to fall into the well of despair that is created with your flight. My Sweet Ramy, once again, Mother's Day is around. i looked at your last precious gift that you have given to me. It made me sigh; i tried not to cry; i know it makes you sad. i want you be happy. My Beautiful Ramy,i had asked you for a sign for the Day. last night, for a long time a possum watched me through the window's pane and let me take photos - as i was thinking of you. Tonight, another possum tried to cross the street just in front of our car. Saving the little creature, we literally stopped the traffic and i left the car. Where are you, my Sweet Little One? You have already told me 'Happy Mother's Day'. Don't come in front of the cars. i want you be happy, safe, and sound. Don't be sad for the tears. They only wash a bit of the pain of your loss. My Precious Little Bird, forgive me that i took you into that dangerous country and couldn't save your life; but do not forget me. Wait and take my hand when i want to fly. I love you, my Sweet Ramy! 12 May 2012

Dad

You know how much I love u and miss u. 9 May 2012

Mum

Sweet Little One, Congratulation,once again! Little Lara has now a lovely brother. Your sister made you uncle again. i wish you were physically here to feel the beauty and warmth of these two precious babies. i kiss them and your sister for you. Thank you very much for your love and care! Love you, Ramy! 9 May 2012

Dad

You never will be forgotton. Love u and miss u 29 April 2012

Mummy

My Beautiful Ramy, I love you and miss you all the time! 21 April 2012

Mum - I saw this beautiful and meaningful poem on a card!

The Rose Beyond The Wall A rose once grew where all could see, sheltered beside a garden wall, And as the days passed swiftly by, it spread its branches straight and tall . . . One day, a beam of light shone through a crevice that had opened wide- The rose bent gently towards its warmth then passed beyond to the other side . . . Now you who deeply feel its loss, be comforted - the rose blooms thee - Its beauty even greater now, nurtured by God's own loving care. 21 April 2012

Dad

Dearest Ramy, Last night was the prize winning ceremony for the faculty of law at Mcquarie university. This year, Elissa a bright and lovely girl won the Ramy Razavian memorial prize for the International Law. Mummy, Maz, Mona,Professor Croucher, new Dean of faculty, the former Dean, many guests, students, parents and myself attended the ceremony. This brought the memory of 5 years ago that we received the prize on your behalf and now we are presenting the prize. 17 April 2012

Mum

i love you too! 14 April 2012

Mum

Love you! 14 April 2012

Mum

My Beautiful Ramy, I am so proud of you. Today, in my previous massage, instead of 25th, the date became 24th of March. I'm sure you did this to show me that you are aware of everything and can control whatever you want to. You know that i am born on the fifth day of the Persian New Year, and this year it was one day earlier than before. Today, you were present here among your family, and once again your birthday balloon has moved just next to me. Thank you, my sweet Ramy! i love you very, very, very much!!! 25 March 2012

Dad

Happy new year aziz delam. Love you and miss you. 25 March 2012

Mummy

My Sweet Ramy, Miss you! Love you very much! My Beautiful Little One, your birthday balloon, which is still floating in the air, was high around your picture on the wall of the living-room. Last nigh, at one o'clock, when i walked to my bed room to sleep, i saw the balloon was so strangely and unexpectedly following me in the air, as if an invisible hand was grasping its tail, conducting it towards me, to bring it to my room. It was an amazing sight; i couldn't believe my eyes. First, i stopped to watch it. Then With deepest love, I walked to it and kissed the air, knowing you were there, completely aware. Yet i could not understand what was the reason of that extraordinary act and huge effort from you. This morning, however, i got my answer. A lady, whom you loved very much as a child, called me from Canada, congratulating my birthday that was not on my own mind at all. The phone call made me remember that today is a special day for me and you who tried your best - so lovingly and so beautifully - to show your love on my birthday by a sign, your own birthday balloon, and then to reveal your massage and telling me happy birthday through a phone call. My Sweet Little One, i am so happy, grateful, and content that you care about me - about your family and your friends. i am so grateful that you have such a nice and wonderful nature; while you are so strong, aware of everything, and being around if you wish. My Beautiful Ramy, i wish you all the best wherever you are! Be always in God's bliss, safe, sound,and strong! You are a Fountain of Love! Thank you for your love and care that you show me through your astonishing effort to contact me and convey your thoughts and talks to me. I love you , Ramy, with my whole heart and soul! 24 March 2012

Mummy

My Sweet Little One, i am astonished! How you could add more words over mine? I love you so much and from now i like to tell you, 'Happy New Persian Year!' We are not separated. You are with me; I am with you, all the time! Love U!. [We both liked to analize the watched films, expressing our views about the details, the music, and the symbolic language of the movies, as we would learn one anotherís view. ] 19 March 2012

Mum

My Beautiful Ramy, my Sweet Little One, Last night your dad and i cried because a new medicare card is posted to you. Later on, i laughed, thinking that you are so strong in giving any sign to remind us that you are not gone far, but still close because of so much love. My Beautiful Singing Bird, i love you very much and i am grateful for your effort in giving us any . [We both liked to analize the watched films, expressing our views about the details, the music, and the symbolic language of the movies, as we would learn one anotherís view. ] more hope. 19 March 2012

Daddy

Dearest Ramy, Happy Birthday, As usual many of your friends joint us to celebrate your birthday. They made your birthday very amazing and very special. Despite we seriously asked not to bring the presents, they made your garden and our house like a flower shop. As the day was the day that you born, we tried to be happy and not thinking about your tragic loss. You never will be forgotton and you are always in the hearts of your family and your friends. Love you so much darlin. 12 March 2012

Mum

Happy Birthday, my Beautiful Dear Ramy, my Sweet Heart! Thinking of U,missing U, all the time! 10 March 2012

Jooj

Happy birthday :) hope you are partying hard up there xxx 10 March 2012

Mum

Beautiful One, how could you add more words to mine?!!! In fact, i wanted to write down 'give me a sign' in the previous message. Even though, i didn't, you gave me the sign. Thank you,my sweet Ramy. i love you with my all beings. My soul cried out painfully, 9 March 2012

Mum

'AY. 28. RAM,'it was the number plate of a car driving in front of me. So strange,as if it was your words or mine. My Beautiful Ramy, i am missing you all the time. I love you so dearly with my whole heart and soul! Where have you gone?My soul cried out painfully, My soul cried out painfully, My soul cried out painfully, My soul cried out painfully, My soul cried out painfully, My soul cried out painfully, My soul cried out painfully, My soul cried out painfully, My soul cried out painfully, My soul cried out painfully, My soul cried out painfully, My soul cried out painfully, My soul cried out painfully, My soul cried out painfully, My soul cried out painfully, My soul cried out painfully, My soul cried out painfully, My soul cried out painfully, 9 March 2012

Ramy's family

Dearest Ramy's Friends We celebrate Ramy's 28th birthday on 11th March 2012 (Sunday)and will be honoured if you can join us. The program is: Visit Ramy's garden at Macquarie Cemetery-Lane Cove (Delhi Road. Section D General) from 17:30 to 18:30. We will be at home from 7:00 at 38 Johnstone Cres Lane cove Light refreshment and dinner will be served. We would greatly appreciate if you do not bring any kind of present. 3 March 2012

Mummy

I love you, Ramy! 22 February 2012

Dad

I love you and miss you so much Ramy 20 February 2012

Mum

My Beautiful Ramy, Happy Valentine's Day! Love you! Miss you! Thinking of you all the time! 14 February 2012

d

Happy valentine day darling. Love you so much 14 February 2012

Mum

My Beautiful Ramy, Thank you for coming more into my dreams. Thanks for your love and cuddles. i love you with my whole heart and think that it's wonderful to fly with you. Love you; miss you so much! 3 February 2012

Mum

My Beautiful Ramy, This afternoon I was all the time thinking of you and your cousin Mani. I felt how much the two of you are dear to me, and that how painfully you left us. In the evening, I drove to your garden and I saw two golden butterflies sitting next to one another on a petal at your garden. I saw them, and later the two colourful parrots that sat on my hand, as a sign from you and Mani to say you are aware of us and our thoughts. My beautiful baby, having dinner out later, I felt the beautiful presence of you and your cousin. Thank you for the smile you put on my face. Love you! Miss you very much! 31 January 2012

Mum

Love you so much! Thinking of You,i breathe the aroma of scented pink roses. Thank you, my Beautiful Ramy. 15 January 2012

D

Miss you so much. Love u forever 13 January 2012

Mummy

My Beautiful Ramy, I love you with all my heart! I miss you all the time! And you know this! So my sweet Little One, finally, you beautiful son, let me cuddle you, and kiss your strong shoulders on a dream at this dawn. You were so happy and giggling so much that i had never seen you like this in my entire life. You danced so beautifully that made me smile and keep your image throughout the day and for sure later, all the time. My Beautiful Ramy, i wish you all the best, all happiness, and all greatness. I love you very, very much, and you know this! i am so proud of you! i have always been and i will always be! I love you, Ramy, my sweet Ramy! 10 January 2012

Mazi

Missing you. 8 January 2012

Mum

Love you, my sweet little one! 2 January 2012

Mummy

Happy New Year! My Beautiful Ramy, my dear sweet son, itís now 2012! Last night, once again, we celebrated the New Year, without you, and with you! Once again, I felt your graceful presence in festive atmosphere of the time, in peopleís cheering, in the light of the fire work! I felt you were everywhere! I felt we were with you, and yet so painfully without you! My Beautiful Little One, my heart is all the time longing for you, to see you, to talk to you, to have you here! Our Dearest Ramy, for sure you were last night with us, with your friends in this world, and in company of your friends from the Other Side. I love you with my whole soul and heart! 1 January 2012

Daddy

HAPPY NEW YEAR RAMY Love you forever 31 December 2011

Mum

My Beautiful Ramy, My sweet son, I am so grateful that you responded my begging and came into my dream. Last night you and I with others had travelled to my parentís family garden, where we really loved. However, the landscape suddenly looked covered by a thick blanket of snow. Then you left the room, and I saw you talking to my sister. Worried, I thought you might catch a cold. But beyond the windowís pane, in your jeans, you looked very fresh, cheerful, and radiant. Second later, when I told others that now we are stuck here, because the cars are frozen and nobody knows about us, I saw you next to me, telling: ëDonít worry! My friends will come for me. You are not stuck here. í When I woke up, I smiled, thinking happily that wherever you are, you have always many caring friends. Thank you, my sweet Ramy! You answered my prayer and let me hear your dear voice and see you so close to me. Please, next time, give me a hug. I love you, my darling. Have a nice time at this festive time of the year. 2012 is around. Enjoy your time with your lovely friends. Do not forget to spend time with me, with us! 28 December 2011

Mum

Beautiful One, You shouldn't have left me!!! It was too cruel! 25 December 2011

Daddy

This is the 5th Christmas and new year that we have been together with the family without the most sweetest part of the family. Although we have beautiful Lara around us, still I feel the emptiness in the deepest part of my heart. Last night we went for BBQ to Mona's place and Maz put your beautiful photo on the table, which touch my heart. Hard for me to stop crying and put my emotion aside, but I did it, not to make family sad. However, Lara made our night and brough lot of joys to warm up my cold body. I am sure you had a beautiful Christmas eve with the beautiful angels and they took care of you. Enjoy your Christmas. Love you forever Ramy 24 December 2011

Mum

My Beautiful Ramy, It always hurts - all the time - thinking what happened to you. My darling, my sweet son, it sometimes hurts more, like now, like these days. Where are you now? Saint Augustine says in the ënext roomí. The remark brings warmth to my heart. For sure, you are not too far from us. I can feel your unconditional love, care, and sweet presence so often. Yet I canít stop the suffering that your absence brought to my heart. I miss you! I love you, Ramy! Sweet Ramy, Christmas is around! Where are you to get ready for the night?!! My Beautiful Ramy, It always hurts - all the time - thinking what happened to you. My darling, my sweet son, it sometimes hurts more, like now, like these days. Where are you now? Saint Augustine says in the ënext roomí. The remark brings warmth to my heart. For sure, you are not too far from us. I can feel your unconditional love, care, and sweet presence so often. Yet I canít stop the suffering that your absence brought to my heart. I miss you! I love you, Ramy! Sweet Ramy, Christmas is around! Where are you to get ready for the night?!! 23 December 2011

Dad

Miss your exitement and socialising efforts in these festive days. You had outstanding passion and inspiration. Love you and miss u Ramy 20 December 2011

Mummy

Love you, Ramy! 6 December 2011

Dady

Your beautiful and innocent eyes touch the deep of my heart. How can I believe that such beautiful eyes has buried under soil and stone and does not exist anymore. 5 December 2011

Mum

My Beautiful Ramy, Like a sweet dream, you are! So beautiful, so innocent! So loving, so caring! I miss you! I love you with my whole heart! 4 December 2011

Mum

Thank you, my Beautiful Ramy, for coming into my dream. I love you with my whole heart and soul! Please let me visit you again in my dream. 9 November 2011

Mum

On such a day, we arrived in Australia. You were then the sweetest four-year-old boy. We all adored you and kept you often within our arms. Come, Ramy, my sweet Ramy, into my dreams. Give me a hug. i love you! 8 November 2011

Mum

My Beautiful Ramy, I miss you so much! What unbearable pain it is thinking you have left us! where you are gone? I love you, my sweet baby! What a pain and regret of taking you to a dangerous country and not being able to save your life. Was it ignorance? Forgive me, please forgive me, even though i can not forgive myself. Why did you go? Why you? Why not me? How could you go with so much love around you!!! I love you, my Beautiful Ramy! I miss you! 8 November 2011

D

You will never be forgotton. 26 October 2011

Ana

I miss you x 15 October 2011

Dad

Dearest Ramy Despite I am thinking of you very day and every moment, you are not coming so often in my dream as I love to. However, you came to my dream few nights ago, which I do not remember the details, but only I felt all happiness came to me when I watched you. I love you forever 9 October 2011

Mummy

My Beautiful Ramy, Is it a long time? More than five years have passed from the day you left this dimension of matter. Yet the pain of your separation has never left us. I miss you, my Beautiful Ramy. Your love makes me feel this wonderful sense of oneness with the universe? A sense that makes me feel your presence everywhere. A sense that makes me see you in a halo of infinite light stretching your arms towards me as I have taken those beautiful hands in mine. You are not separated from me, Ramy. You are with me; you are with those who are still thinking and remembering you with love. I love you my Beautiful Ramy; I love you with my whole soul and heart! 5 October 2011

Dad

Just I love you for ever. 3 October 2011

Dad

Dearest Ramy, Your laughter, beautiful smile, sense of humour never could be forgotten. Love you for ever. 26 September 2011

Zoe

Allah yerhamak. Inshallah your resting in peace 21 September 2011 - Australia

Mummy

Miss you, my Beautiful Ramy! 14 September 2011

From all of us

Beautiful Ramy, Ramtin, You are always , all the time, in our hearts. Mum: I love you my Little One. I love you with my whole heart and soul. I miss you so much! Sis: love you so much my beautiful little Gonni. Mazi: missing u lots. Dad: Miss you, love you! My Dear Ramtin: This is the first time that i have come to Australia. Your family are very nice to me and my daughter, Kiana. We have a nice time here; but it is so sad not to see you physically; even though i have so often felt your spiritual presence. We like your dog, Sultan, too. He is both very lovely and very mischievous. He likes to sniff our feet. We love above all your sister's daughter. Lara is so sweet. I am sure when we leave Sydney, Kiana and I will miss your mum, dad, Maziar, Mona and Lara. We miss you, Ramtin! 13 September 2011

Mum

My Beautiful Ramy, Where are you now? I miss you so much. Yesterday there was a spring festival. Without you, for the first time we went there with your niece. There I watched the young boys and girls who were dancing and singing. It was hard not to cry. I was thinking of you all the time. I was remembering the time you were with us and we liked to go to these kinds of festivals, having some food and buying small things; while you and your sister were happily walking around. Beautiful One, however, I felt your presence next to me, still I felt the pain of what happened to us with your physical loss, even though I know - I am sure - that you are differently, yet the same Ramy, are with me: are with all those who love you. I love you, Ramy. I miss you all the time and I have to promise me that you and I will meet again, since time flies. 10 September 2011

D

I love you and hard to leave without you 7 September 2011

Dad

Miss you RIP 26 August 2011

Dad

Dearest Ramy, Undoubtly 15 July is the worst day of my life and I could not believe how I could survive after your tragic loss. Despite all sadness, the continuous support and kindness of your friends help us to suvive and have the feelings that you are still alive. I must express my great appreciation of their time, beautiful flowers and the good feelings they passed to us. Love you forever. 16 July 2011

Yousef

R. I. P Ramy . 15 July 2011 - Montreal

Mum

My Beautiful Ramy, Just want to say: 'I love you!' 14 July 2011

Mummy,

My Sweet, Beautiful Ramy, I miss you so painfully; perhaps you yourself know the depth of my longing, regret, and pain. Even though, I feel your presence everywhere and get your sweet signs, I canít stop suffering that dyed my soul and heart. I canít feel that I am whole. You know that you were - and are - a precious part of my being. Your separation shattered me and the wound in my heart is irrecoverable. Today when I was thinking to you in tears, a beautiful little bird flew to the window. The bird touched gracefully the pane and softly flew up to the sky. I watched the little bird with love. I smiled. I knew that it somehow was you or a sign from you; as if you were telling me: ëjust came to say hello!í Five years ago, on such a day, you gave me a hug for the last time. I told you, ëTake care of yourself!í You laughed and told me, ëWell! Well! Donít worry, Mum. Iíll be with you soon. í I kissed your beautiful face and said good-bye. From the car window, I waved at you. You waved back and we separated! My sweet baby, where did you go? I miss you! I love you. 12 July 2011

Ramy Family

Dearest Friends, It is five years since we lost our beloved Ramy. We are gathering to share the beautiful memories of his short life and would like to invite all Ramy's friends and family friends to join us for his 5th annual memorial ceremony. With Love Shahin, Hassan, Maziar and Mona Razavian Programme: Date: Friday 15th July 2011 18:30 ñ 22:00 38 Johnstone Cres Lane cove 11 July 2011

Saloumeh

Thinking of you Ramy, your memory lives on. Stay close to your loved ones and shine down on them with bright light. Love, Saloumeh 5 July 2011

D S

What is it like where you are my old friend? I wish I had realised your worth before you left this earth. I wish I could have absorbed more of your glory, your wisdom & love that you were always so ready to share. I bet you are flying like an eagle x 28 June 2011

Daddy

Dearest Ramy, Tonight I went to your garden to meet you as usual. Due to heavy raining there was neither light of candles nor solar lights and I depressed too much. I could not believe that the body of my dearest son resides under such frightening darkness, coldness and rain. Why you should be there and your old father be alive. Wish I 30 May 2011

mitra

jat kheil khali bod emroz:( khelii to fekret bodam. 16 May 2011

Mummy

My Beautiful Ramy, Very happily I got your message of Happy Motherís Day and your hug through Saloumehís words. Ramy, I know that you always find a way to give a message from depth of your heart and to convey your feelings to whomever you want and to confirm it through a sign. My dearest Ramy, many thanks to you and also to dear Saloumeh who so kindly is thinking of you and decoding your messages to lovely words. Saloumehís remarks made me think to the nice time we had in Japan in company of the best friends. Then Saloumeh was a beautiful, adventurous teenager; while you were an attractive little boy who loved flowers, butterflies, and Japanese girls who adored you. Alas! Those days with you are now so far away. Where are you now, Ramy? I donít know. Yet I so often feel your presence and the way you communicate to me; while I sense your pure love and affection all around. Ramy, wherever you are, I know that you are able to watch and understand us. Last night, going to your sisterís house, I looked up at the sky. Upon the light of the city it was so sadly dark! Unbelievable! But for a tiny second, I saw beyond the darkness. Up there, there was the most amazing dimension of light. It was beautiful and exciting. I smiled and hope filled my heart. Staying with your sweet niece Lara, then I watched Alice in Wonderland as I was yearning to cross this dimension and come on a visit to you. Sad! Impossible! I thought and continued to watch the film. There was suddenly an ad of a new burger by McDonald's called Angus. I sighed and in an inner conversation said, 'Ramy, I am sure you would ask me to go with you to McDonald's in your favorite place that you would refer as Space Station to have this burger!í It looked strange, but as soon as your sister was back, she put a pack of the same burger on the table. Mona with a burger!? You know that it is unlike your sister who only likes low-fat food. Even though I had my dinner, I took a big piece of the sandwich and ate it gratefully and felt how you are aware of even small things. Thank you, Ramy. My Beautiful Ramy, I love you! Please stay with us tonight; it is Motherís Day! 8 May 2011

Mum

My Beautiful Ramy, On some days, I cannot stop my tears falling down. Happy Easter, Ramy! I love you with my whole heart and soul. 26 April 2011

Daddy

Dearest Ramy, Yesterday I recieved a video clips showing Lara went by herself to TV bench,took your photo and kissed your photo. The gesture of Lara, touch our hearts and I imagined how great it would be if you still being alive and giving a big hug to your beautiful niece and how much Lara loves her wonderful uncle. 25 April 2011

Ramy' s family

Dearest Ramy Tonight was year 2010 Ramy Razavian Memorial Award ceremony at Mcquarie university. Award presented by Shahin and Hassan to Helen Paterson in international law. Your memory always alive. 18 April 2011

Dad

Dearest Ramy, I am sure that you love your site and love to be in facebook. It is vey sad that you did not have enough time to make the friends in facebook, but dear Ana does it for you. You are still inspiring the many people as you have done fo many years. Love and miss you. You know never our lives will be the same. 13 April 2011

Lorita

Dear Ramy, I didn't know you but i feel like i know you in spirit. My beautiful friend Ana shared with me a link of the facebook page she made for you, which led me to this very site dedicated to you. Reading about your life brought me to tears! I can not believe that both you and i share the same dream. It is for this reason that i feel that we are spiritually connected! It really upset me that you were unable to achieve your dream but since we share it, and it is ours, and i hope i can carry it through for us. I hope to work one day in international law, and hearing your story motivates me even more to achieve this dream. I just hope i get there for the both of us and whenever i feel down, or am in doubt, i will always come back to visit you here so that you can remind me that dreams are meant to be achieved not destroyed. Thank you Ramy for being a source of inspiration for me, i'll always remember you xo 7 April 2011 - Australia

Ana

Hi everyone I have dedicated a facebook page for Ramy after having the most amazing dream about him. I know he would have loved facebook, and like he always used to say 'Remember my name, you will be hearing it in the future. ' I'm hoping to slowly start writing all my memories of him and hope you will all join me too. Please look him up under Ramy Razavian :) xx 7 April 2011

Mummy

Little One, my Beautiful Ramy, How time flies! Tonight I am thinking to my birthday, the one that you were with us and we went to a restaurant around the Opera House. We had a nice dinner there. And you were as usual sitting next to me. You gave me a lovely photo frame as a gift with my own photo inside. You had taken that nice picture by your mobile. I liked your present very much. You would always give precious and thoughtful gifts. Alas! Time flies. You never again handed a gift like that to me. That night passed. Yet I still remember the sparkles and sound of a fire work around. I still remember that you and your brother and sister were kidding me, telling that the fire work was for me. I still remember that outside the restaurant I talked to an American musician who, after knowing it was my birthday, gave me a special gift: singing unexpectedly Happy Birthday in Persian! I always remember that I then grasped the beauty of the night as a good omen!!?? But! What to say? Did you see what happened? It was my last birthday with you! The last birthday with my Beautiful Singing Bird, who before soaring into skies gave the picture of the night as the last gift to his mummy! You gave me - in the most beautiful and precious silver frame with small flowers all around - the photo of my birthday. You are seated next to me. We all look very content and happy. My birthday cake is in front of you and me. The light of the candles are lovingly bright. Dazzling the eyes, it seems that the light is reflecting from you, as if you are the source of the light. After all, werenít you the Sun in the House? Do you remember that I would call you by that name: the Sun in the House! Little one, Dear Son, Beautiful Sun, we all miss you! Today I went to your university, then to Yd. , all in your memory. Before going to your Garden, I looked up at the sky. It was amazingly beautiful. Deep blue! Splendid! The clusters of pure and white clouds had captured the vast heart of the sky. That wonderful beauty and purity made me cry! I miss you! Were you there, watching me from the above? I love you Ramy! You shouldnít have gone. And now you are playing with me through the computer and your site. Appearing and disappearing the site? Well! I know that I should smile. You donít like tear. It makes you sad. Ok. Donít play so much. I am laughing now. You know that your family have arranged a birthday night for me. Weíll go for dinner out. They all are nice, kind, loving, and considerate. I am appreciating this love around me. I am even appreciating your friends love. Ramy, my dearest Ramy come with us! Please come with us! Drink Coke Zero and tell me once again Happy Birthday! 25 March 2011

Mum

My Beautiful Ramy, Happy New Year! Itís NuRooz, the Persian New Year! The beginning of spring in Iran! My beautiful son, today I went to your Garden and as usual I talked to you. I am sure you are around and aware of us while you understand our words and thoughts and imply answers into our minds. Yet, my dear Ramy, despite everything, it is so sad not hearing your sweet voice. It is so sad that instead of kissing your beautiful, soft, and warm hands, I kiss the cold stone. It makes me cry, before I remind myself of your presence around to make me smile! My sweet Ramy, I am so grateful that you always find a way to give me a sign or sending me a message. It was amazing that at the dawn on your birthday you had appeared in a dream to Anya, my niece in America. Your cousin told me that in her dream you were a little boy, extremely sweet and beautiful, with light brown curly hair, playing happily in my lap, making Anya and me laugh with your giggles. My beautiful Ramy, by the dream, Anya had thought and offered her voluntary work as a gift to you, without knowing that she was giving you a very precious birthday gift. My sweet son, with things like this how one can think that you are separated from us? I am sure that you are up there, somewhere, very close ñ though far ñ still loving, caring, passionate, and full of love. I love you, Ramy! I miss you all the time! I want you to be happy, free, and safe and sound wherever you are. I want you to enjoy the Persian New Year with your friends. And tonight, as you always did, have a nice time and go for dancing to your favourite night club in company of your lovely friends. I am sure that your dear cousin Mani is with you as well. Do not forget to go for a walk along the Caspian Sea! There, remember me, as I remember the two of you! 21 March 2011

Dad

Happy new year aziz delam. 21 March 2011

Mum

I would like to thank Ramyís friends who brought warmth and happiness to us by coming to our house to remember and celebrate Ramyís life on his birthday. I am also deeply grateful for the phone calls and nice messages for Ramy and his family. We (Ramy too) wish you all the best! 12 March 2011

Dad

My beloved Ramy, Happy birthday. As I said, you never will be forgottton by your friends and all the people that you have been as part of their lives. Thanks to all of your friends that shared your birthday party with us and bring the presents and beautiful flowers and sending messages. As one of your friend expressed, your birthday party always have been the warmest and best party of the year. I hope you enjoyed it as well. Ramy we all love you and you always are in our minds. Love you and missed you so much. 11 March 2011

Mum

Ramy, my Beautiful Singing Bird, Happy Birthday! I love you! I miss you all the time! 11 March 2011

Saloumeh

And Happy Birthday from all of us. Saloumeh, Mahvash and Sanaz 7 March 2011

Saloumeh

Ramy, I dreamt you a few nights ago. You were really small again, just the way I remembered you from the last time we met. We held hands, and you let me know you were okay. Hope you are smiling wherever you are. Love, Saloumeh 7 March 2011

Ramy's family

Ramy never will be forgotten Dearest Ramy's Friends, Ramy and his family will be delighted to invite you to join us and celebrate his 27th birthday on 10th March 2011 (Thursday). The Birthday program is: Family and close friend visit Ramy's garden at Macquarie Cemetery-Lane Cove (Delhi Road. Section D General) from 17:30 to 18:30. Birthday celebration commence from 7:30 pm at 38 Johnstone Cres Lane cove with serving light refreshment and dinner We much appreciate if you do not bring any kind of present. We applogise for any inconvenience due to chnage the date from 11th to 10th March. 6 March 2011

Ramy's Family

Ramy never will be forgotten Dearest Ramy's Friends, Ramy and his family will be delighted to invite you to join us and celebrate his 27th birthday on 11th March 2011 (Friday). The Birthday program is: Family and close friend visit Ramy's garden at Macquarie Cemetery-Lane Cove (Delhi Road. Section D General) from 17:30 to 18:30. Birthday celebration commence from 7:30 pm at 38 Johnstone Cres Lane cove with serving light refreshment and dinner We much appreciate if you do not bring any kind of present. 4 March 2011

Daddy

Our life without you was difficult and without the purpose, but your niece Lara open a new window and light to our world of darkness. I miss you and love you forever. 28 February 2011

Rita

Ramy, there isn't a day that goes by that i don't remember you and the times we shared. I feel so lucky to have been able to have you in my life and know what love and friendship is. I'll never forget you Ramy. You were the other half of me. I love you Rita 27 February 2011

Mum

i love you, Ramy! i love you very much! Thank you, my beautiful Ramy; you give me hope . . . ! 26 February 2011

Mum

I miss you, Ramy, my dearest Ramy! 24 February 2011

Mnm

Our Beautiful Ramy, Happy Valentineís Day! How was your day? Love you very much! Our Beautiful Ramy, Happy Valentineís Day! How was your day? Love you very much! Our Beautiful Ramy, Happy Valentineís Day! How was your day? Love you very much! Our Beautiful Ramy, Happy Valentineís Day! How was your day? Love you very much! Our Beautiful Ramy, Happy Valentineís Day! How was your day? Love you very much! 14 February 2011

Daddy

Miss you so much dearest 7 February 2011

D

Love u for ever 22 January 2011

Ana

I miss you so much but thank you for visiting me in my dream! xx 13 January 2011

Daddy

I miss you so much aziz delam. 6 January 2011

mitra

went 2 circular quay 2 c the fireworks 4 the NYE. however, had a bad bad feeling during the display. thinking y u were not there. anyway, happy new year:) 3 January 2011

Mum

Our Beautiful Ramy, Happy New Year! Itís 2011! Hard to believe these years passed without you! Thinking of you last night, I felt you were with us and watched the fire work as you sometimes appeared as the beauty and sparkles of the light. Ramy, our dearest Ramy, I am sure that you, too, are thinking of us and are aware of our thoughts, sadness, and our overwhelming sense of yearning for your graceful presence amongst us. At the Christmas Eve, when I asked you for a sign, you appeared as an extraordinary, amazing, BLUE rainbow in the beautiful sky of Fiji. Thank you Ramy! We all love you! We love you with all our hearts! 1 January 2011

Dad

Dearest Ramy, We came back from holidays. Despite we missed your physical appearance with us, you have been with us everywhere. During beautiful sun rise, when beautiful sunset in deap ocean occured, during all days and nights and all holidays activities, I felt you with us. It is unbelievable how sweet Lara is. Never I could imagined I could love her so deeply. I am sure you love her to. The only missing point in our holidays was that you could not enjoyed the beautiful foods and the beauty of resort and we could not come to our daily meeting point at your garden. Mummy and me will come today to visit you. Love always RIP 25 December 2010

Dad

Dearest Ramy, Another Christmas and new year is coming. Always your wise poem "Love what you have not what had" is a guide for my life. I love your beautiful memories, the memories of joys and excitements in these days. I remember how you were struggling in deciding with which group to go for party and celebration, thinking and planning how to share your time with all your fiends and not missing any one. I love many other things that I have: your sis vagy and your brother, gorgeous Lara, etc, etc. We got together with Chris's family last night and I am sure you were here with us. Love and miss you so much 18 December 2010

Mum

My Beautiful Ramy, I love you, Ramy! I miss you so much! Your dad and I think that you were with us tonight. The empty chair at our table at the restaurant was surely for you. And you were listening and watching us with your quiet and meaningful smile on the left side of your mouth. You are so beautiful! So graceful! I love you, my Beautiful Little One! I love you with my heart and soul! 12 December 2010

Ana

Theres an emptiness in my heart. I miss you so much. 2 December 2010

Mum

My Beautiful Ramy, I told you, ëI love you!í You asked me, ëSo! Why you donít write it in my site?í I said, ëI donít know; perhaps because it is so hard to contact you just by a message. í You told me, ëYet it is nice. I read it. I like it. í I told you, ëI love you with all my heart!í You told me, ëI love you too!í I told you, ëI love you forever!í And we both smiled. 30 November 2010

Daddy

Dearest Saloumeh, It is very kind of you, visiting Ramy's site and thinking of us. We are so often thinking of wonderful memories that we had together in Aioi, in particular Mr Rasouli that I loved him so much. He was the kindest, most polite and gentleman friend I had. It is coincident that we talk about your family yesterday. I am sure that Ramy and Kamy also happy that our families after 20 years still have a solid bond and strong friendship. 15 November 2010 - Sydney

Saloumeh

Hi Ramy and Razavians, Thinking of you. We are so happy about the newest member of your family, sweet Lara. I'm sure he is a proud uncle and is sharing this joy with all of you and us. Love, Saloumeh 14 November 2010

Vaggy and Lara

Hi little one. Wish you could be here and play with Lara. I know you would have loved her and be such a nice little uncle for her. She loves looking at your photo and playing with your little camels. Miss you so much and love you. 2 November 2010

Joojeh

It is such a huge shame that you don't get to enjoy little Lara. It saddens me that she doesn't get to meet her wonderful uncle - at least in this life. I know you would have made a great uncle. It's funny how much life changes and how unpredictable it can be. There is so much I could tell you that would make you laugh . I guess you probably see everything long before I do though . it's just a shame that I can't see your reaction. Hope you are happy wherever you are. Come visit us some time :) x 17 October 2010

Sandra

Ramy, I miss you and your friendship, mostly your infectious laughter and smile. Thinking of you. 17 October 2010 - Sydney

Mum

My Beautiful Ramy, What to say? I miss you! I miss you so much without knowing what to do or how to help myself. I terribly miss you, my beautiful little one! 15 October 2010

Mum

My Beautiful Ramy, I still cannot understand what happened. Where did you go? Why did you go? Why? I canít stop thinking to you, Ramy! You are almost with me and make me ask, ëHow could you go? How could you leave us with so much love around you? We miss you, Ramy! We deeply, deeply love you! 5 October 2010

Daddy

Dearest Ramy, Why you are not with us to share the joy Lara bring to our lives. She would love you more than anyone. Much Love 3 October 2010

D

Missing you darling 17 September 2010

Mazi

Ramy, I miss you so much. Our little Lara is so lovely. It makes me sad that you are not here to enjoy her. I can only imagine how much you would have loved her and adored her. You would have no doubt been her favourite uncle. Iím glad that you are watching over her; just wish she could enjoy having you around. I have an emptiness thatís hard to put in words. Maybe one day we will all be together again and Iíll be able to forgive this cruel existence. I hope you are in a better and happier place. You deserve all the happiness in the world. Love you. 6 September 2010

Daddy

Dearest Ramy, Today is the father's day. It is suppose to be a happy day for me. How it could be ? We went to your site today. Many people came over to cemetry to remember and give a respect to their fathers. I my case saddly it is vice versa. I went to remember and give respect to my son (to you). This pain is killing me. Why it should be like that? Why you are not alive and I be dead instead of you? It is normal way of life. It is very cruel that I am still alive and my dearst and sweetest boy in age of 22 is gone. 5 September 2010

Daddy

Last night I attended a seminar in Chatswood Club, where we celebrated your 21st Birthday party, there. It brought the memories of our happy days, which was shattered by you loss. I could not stop crying in the street and still I am deeply sad. The only thing helped me last night to overcome my emotion and sadness was beautiful Lara. You could not imagine how sweet and beautiful she is. She brought a little hope,purpose and warmness to our lives. It is very sad, you have no chance to see each other. Love u and miss u s much. 27 August 2010

Mum

My Beautiful Ramy, I Love you so much! I miss you so much! 14 August 2010

A

Hi Ramy. Missing you and our long chats. Still remember that last message i kept from you. So sad that my phone is now lost. Used to look at that message every day in absolute disbelief. I'm sorry i haven't come to see you. Will have to come bring you some fresh flowers. Missing you Ramy. Xxx 13 August 2010

Mum

I miss you, Ramy! 12 August 2010

Mum

My Beautiful Ramy, His music, the background, his gestures, all brought you here, Ramy. It is now more than four years that I never again listened to ëM&Mí. Watching him tonight on TV, I felt I have missed his music. I have missed your other favourite singersí music too; yet not without you I can listen to your CDs. I miss you Ramy! Where are you to talk to me about the music? Where are you to repeat M&Mís words to me and letís discuss about it. It makes me cry. I love you, my Beautiful Ramy! I miss you! My Beautiful Ramy, His music, the background, his gestures, all brought you here, Ramy. It is now more than four years that I never again listened to ëM&Mí. Watching him tonight on TV, I felt I have missed his music. I have missed your other favourite singersí music too; yet not without you I can listen to your CDs. I miss you Ramy! Where are you to talk to me about the music? Where are you to repeat M&Mís words to me and letís discuss about it. It makes me cry. I love you, my Beautiful Ramy! I miss you! My Beautiful Ramy, His music, the background, his gestures, all brought you here, Ramy. It is now more than four years that I never again listened to ëM&Mí. Watching him tonight on TV, I felt I have missed his music. I have missed your other favourite singersí music too; yet not without you I can listen to your CDs. I miss you Ramy! Where are you to talk to me about the music? Where are you to repeat M&Mís words to me and letís discuss about it. It makes me cry. I love you, my Beautiful Ramy! I miss you! My Beautiful Ramy, His music, the background, his gestures, all brought you here, Ramy. It is now more than four years that I never again listened to ëM&Mí. Watching him tonight on TV, I felt I have missed his music. I have missed your other favourite singersí music too; yet not without you I can listen to your CDs. I miss you Ramy! Where are you to talk to me about the music? Where are you to repeat M&Mís words to me and letís discuss about it. It makes me cry. I love you, my Beautiful Ramy! I miss you! 12 August 2010

D

Miss you so much. 1 August 2010

Mum

My Dear Little One, Thank you for the dream and the wonderful flying you had with me at the night your friends gathered here to celebrate your short life. In the dream, you were five or six, very quiet, and we were in a ship somewhere in the space. We decided to fly. Like a pilot you conducted a flying bicycle, sitting in the front and grasping the handles. I sat behind you, with arms around you and hands on the handles. Like eagles, then, we flew across the sky, faster than a shooting star! The flying and its speed was amazing, exquisite, wonderful! The control, the fearlessness, and the freedom of the flying, which seemed not belonging to this world, were magical. Thank you, Little One, for sharing your feelings and experiences out there with me. I am sure you are aware of my emotions and can absorb rays of my love, prayers, and appreciation! I Love You, Ramy! Do Not Forget Me! 21 July 2010

Daddy

My beloved son, You never will be forgotton. Your unique character, power of influence and your legacy made your memories alive forever. Last night as usual, your friends and family friends joint us to celebrate your fourth anniversary and your amazing and short life. Chocolates, cakes, flowers are everywhere. We recieved numerous messages, telephone calls, which I wish be for your grdauation ceremony or wedding. Thanks all of you for your continuous and unconditional support. With all love 17 July 2010 - Sydney

Vaggy

Hi little one. Hope you are well. Miss you so much. Wish you could have cuddled your little niece, lara. I know you would have loved and spoilt her so much. she was staring at your photo for a long time yesterday, as if she knows you. Come and play with her anytime you like. Love so much. Take care. Love you always. 16 July 2010 - Sydney

Mum

My Beautiful Ramy, At the fourth year of your flight, as usual your lovely friends, and ours, remembered you, talked about you, and showered you with their love. I believe that all the time you were present among us and you showed that to me by caressing my forehead. I would like to thank everyone who thought about you or celebrated your short but wonderful life with us. Love You, Ramy! 16 July 2010

Daddy

Four years ago in this night my life was changed forever. My happiness was gone. I lost my purpose of life. My heart is full of emptiness. I even could not dare to think of a moment of that terrible night. Any moment of that was horrifying and is another death for me. I am not sure how I could survive. I know that your sister and brother kept me alive. They were so innocent and did not desereve to face another tragedy, and also that was you that told me "love what you have not what you had" . Now I love your beautiful memories, your laughter, your wisdom, your emotions, your deep, beautiful and innocent eyes. I love all of the moments of your 22 years life. All these moments now are part of my life and I live with those memories. I miss you so much,and I am dying for another hug of you. But tell me what can I do. It is my faith and destiny I have no choice other than cope with this killing pain and survive. 15 July 2010

Mum

For Ramy ñ with my Love and Gratitude - at the Fourth Year of His Flight! ëAT RAMYíS GARDENí At Ramyís Garden birds are settling on the tree. Two cockatoos fly and scream we must wash ourselves. It is a bit raining. The small drops of rain are sprinkling around. Everywhere looks wet, fresh, and clean. Two lorikeets whisper: ëThey are white. No matter how clean those cockatoos try to keep themselves, small stains can be seen on the beautiful whiteness of their wings. í Wind is lurking under the tree. It carries lorikeetsí voices to the crowned birds, who are solemnly coming back to sit on a bough. One of the cockatoos hears the lorikeets and replies, ëCalm down! You are beautiful too; just donít hide among the leaves. Let others see your shiny green bodies. You have the colour of the nature. You have a sun on your chests and a deep blue sky over your heads. Only your wings look unnoticed on the trees. í The other cockatoos remain silent, listening gallantly to their friendís remarks. Kookaburras rush slowly there and say, ëHi!í Their happy laughter thrills the tree. Ramy is around. Noticing the birds, he lands on the ground. He is as usual elegant. His hair is wet not because of the rain. He just is in love with a generous amount of gel on his lovely hair. The birds fly right in front of Ramy. Lorikeets sit on his wide shoulders. One of the cockatoos compares his crown to Ramyís hair. It makes Ramy smile. Ramyís smile is sweet, sad, innocent, at the same time, enigmatic. It is full of secret. Secret of the existence! ëIn Mary Poppins, P. L. Travers says: ìBird and beast and stone and star - we are all one, all one-î í, Ramy tells everyone. Noisy miners circle him. Not noisy, but miming! Ramy talks to them through the passageway that connects the soul of all creatures to one another. He looks at the birds and tells that he indeed loves all animals, and above all are birds, possums, elephants, and dogs. Kookaburras start to laugh happily. They feel quite satisfied with Ramyís remark, even though they are scared of dogs. Cockatoos shake their crowns, bending, in agreement with my son. Lorikeets sing some sweet songs. Ramy watches all around. The tree quivers its branches. The leaves start to swirl with the breeze. Ramy tells the tree that he thinks noisy miners are very nice; because they are caring, loving, modest, and wise. The tree nods in agreement. Rain is still spraying from the clouds. A faint rainbow has made an arc of love. In far away, it has connected the Earth to the sky. On the close neighbourhood, other trees are partying. Whispering and calling, they invite the groups. Kookaburras, cockatoos, noisy miners, lorikeets, and one black and white crow ask Ramy: ëLetís go!í They sit on the wings of the wind. Like a sky train, it took them over there. In the party, everyone is drinking wine of the rain, dancing with music of the breeze, talking to one another, and laughing heartily. Rain feels so proud; with its small drops, it has made countless rainbows of love. Ramy is pleased. He knows that in the cycle of life everything spins! He knows that things somehow transform, transfer and move, but nothing is going to perish. He knows that one is all and all is one and the essence, the colour, the beating and the soul of life is love! He knows that his loved ones and he are connected through love! 15 July 2010

Carrot head

Today I think we all stop and think about that day 4 years ago. I guess this is a time also when we sit back and think about the year that has passed, what we have achieved and how things are different. I guess we are all that little bit stronger. A nice irish blessing that I often read before embarking on a triathlon, though it can apply to all of life. May the road rise to meet you May the wind be always at your back The sun shine warm upon your face The rains fall soft upon your fields And until we meet again, May God hold you in the hollow of his hand. Thinking of you all today and sending you lots of strength. xxx 14 July 2010

Mum

RAMY, OUR DEAREST RAMY! Still, donít believe it! Itís the fourth year of your flight! To me, however, you left us the second your plane in Sydney took off! It took ëThe Little Prince,í who had once come to the Earth from above! You were brought then to Iran as a gift by the second flight! You looked charming ñ at the air port - tall, and very nice! It made me never forget those exquisite moments at your side! You were elegant among the crowd! I told you that I love you and we hugged! You, ëmystical traveller,í were not yet tired, but happy, gleeful, and proud! Like Neptune, you had around you a shimmering halo of light! Were you from Neptune itself or perhaps from Mars?! You smiled joyfully as I said your hair style with the rat tail is very nice! Are you telling me, now, Ramy, my dearest Ramy? That you knew you were going to take an early, the last, flight? That you knew you were going not to have for your life any fight? That you knew you were going to make me but carry the memory of the last hug? Ramy, our dearest Ramy! Do you know that you are deeply in everyoneís heart? Do you know that I know now the meaning of your enigmatic smile? Do you know that I am asking you to wait for me and letís together fly? I Love You, Ramy, My Dearest Ramy!!! 15 July 2010

Mum

Our Dearest Ramy, We miss you! 12 July 2010

Mum

My Beautiful Ramy, Soon itís going to be the fourth year of your flight. To me, however, not on 15 of July but the second your plane in Sydney took off, you were gone. You were not then in the aircraft, but in the sky by yourself, alone! Even, at the airport in Iran, when I saw you, it seemed that you were not from the Earth, as if you were from above! Elegant, charming, you had a dazzling rainbow of light around you. Then you turned and showed me your rat tail, and I said that it was very nice, and I saw that you felt so happy and proud. I can never forget those magical moments that were your only really happy times in Iran. Soon you left me and made me but carry the memories of your short life. Ramy, my dearest Ramy, do you feel that from the beginning of July we all suffer more? Do you have the same feeling? Can you tell me the meaning of your sad, innocent, enigmatic smile? Why you didnít talk to me? Why I never asked you? Why we didnít talk!? I Love You Ramy, my Beautiful Ramy! 9 July 2010

Mum

I miss you! I love you, my Beautiful Ramy! How can I believe what happened!So cruel!Why you, not me? It was so much better if I was taken and you were here! I Love You my Beautiful Son! I would happily give my life for you! Why did you go!? 7 July 2010

Daddy

My Dear Son, Today on my way back from office, I was listening to a song "blossom fell". It brought me back to 4 years ago, the time that my beautiful blossom fell, to the time that my dreams were chattered and my life changed forever. Never my life would be the same. I remember your passion for making the change to the world, your ultimate goal to bring the justice to the world, your dream for savage the most suppressed people, all ended. I remember how proud I was to learn about your success, about your educational achievements, and your human nature, and about your sweet heart which was larger than the ocean. You had care about your friends, you live for others. After 4 years, still I am in shock what happened , why it is happened and why beautiful blossom fell. Love you forever. 6 July 2010

Mum

My Beautiful Ramy, You know how dearly I love the birds. No wonder that I feel you try to contact with me through some birds, who would often welcome me at your garden. Today, too, a group of cockatoos and kookaburras came and made a circle around me at your garden. They approached, then, one by one, picking carefully a piece of bread through my fingers. They made me feel the precious presence of you and your friends. I also love dearly the two lorikeets, who visit me every day at you garden. One of them often keeps a little distance to me; I see that bird as your cousin: Mani. The other one who with love, tenderness, and trust sits on my hand, my head, even my heart is you: my Ramy! This beautiful bird let me kiss his colourful, soft wings and his blue smooth head. The lorikeet let me feel your warmth and grace through its small body. Talking, then, I am not sure if I am speaking to you or to the bird. I love you, Ramy! 3 July 2010

Razavian Family

Dearest Friends, Four years passed since we lost our beloved Ramy, As usual, we are celebrating his marvelous and short life on 16th July. We invite and welcome all Ramy's friends and family friends to join us for his 4th annual memorial ceremony. With Love Shahin, Hassan, Maziar and Mona Razavian Programme: Date: Friday 16th July 2010 18:00 ñ 22:00 38 Johnstone Cres Lane cove 3 July 2010

Mum

My Beautiful Ramy, I opened my eyes this morning and saw you vividly through the eyes of my mind. I saw you in front of me, in the air just higher than my bed, with a halo of light all around your beautiful, soft, tall, and strong body. It reminded me of the first moments that I saw you in Mashadís Airport with a rainbow of light all around you. It was, in fact, the only time that I saw you whole, happy, and sound on your last trip. Like those short moments, once again I saw you with that amazing splendour of the light that I will never forget. What that rainbow of light meant when you entered Iran? Was it an indication that you had gained the perfection and were so full of light that you couldnít stay longer? My Little Prince, I love you! I miss you! Thank you Ramy, for being my son! Do not forget me! 29 June 2010

mum

My Little Bird, Itís so strange. Whenever at dusk I am passing the Epping Road toward Lane Cove Shopping Centre or coming back home, I see you around. I see you as a sweet little boy, full of love and energy, going to school. Your hand is always in mine. We are talking and walking in sunshine as an aura of love is surrounding us. You are in your green school uniform. Your blue, hooded jacket keeps you warm from the cold wind. You sometimes jump on the letters, written ëLANE COVEí with flowers along the road. You hardly know English. You know that reading the letters makes me happy. We walk always on the left side of the road as my soul breathes in the music of the sound of your footsteps, giggles, and voice. At the same time, I enjoy watching you as a handsome, young man, on the opposite side of the road. On that sidewalk, under the shade of the trees, you always walk home. I see you with your right arm above your shoulder, making a triangle to hold your mobile firmly close to your ear and mouth. You are always talking to your friends, so passionately as if you are unaware of the world around you. Yet I like to watch you. Your cap is back to front, with your hair poking out above your forehead. Looking at you, I feel how dearly and profoundly I love you. Sometimes I address you, ëGet in the car!í At the same time, I know that you are too busy with your conversation to hear or answer me. These precious images are special moments that I have preserved in my heart and I know they are the traces of a life that are still there, to be shown like a cartoon on the big screen of lifeís TV. Then I send my love to you and I feel tides of my emotions come to you, tapping your awareness. It makes you turn slightly and look at me, still busy with your talk. I smile and whisper, I love you, Ramy. And I see that you smile back to me, walking always home. In front of our house, too, I somehow see you and say: ëCome in!í You look back at me; barely have time to smile in the middle of a hot chat with a friend. You have always told me that life is too short; you want to live life to the full. Good Looking Boy with The Phone, as the neighbours call you, you are never absent here. Strong bond of love has connected you to your loved ones, and love never disappears! I love you, Ramy! 28 June 2010

Dearest Ramy

Four years ago, at these days, you had finished your exams and have been looking to get high distinctions marks and planning to join mummy in Iran to enjoy your school holidays. Who could even imagine, what would be happened to us and our lives be changed forever. Who could, even in nightmare, expect this tragic accident? Who could believe a world of passion and love, in a moment, be transferred to a deadly silence, Who could believe a sun that shinning the lives of many, in a moment be changed to darkness? We use to love the month of July, as this month is the birthday of your sister and me, but now we are running your memorial anniversary in this month. How could we imagine you leave your family, even without seeing your sisterís baby? Why you are not we us to enjoy the love that little Lara brought to the family. I am sure you could be most beloved uncle of the world. We all love you and miss you Ramy. Little Lara is coming to us tonight, come and join the party, my love. 27 June 2010

Maryam

My dearest ramy' I can't believe it is four years that you left us. we all miss you so much. I am sure that you still looking at us with your beautiful smile, and being the same angel as you were on earth. 27 June 2010

cyrus

we all miss you! I will always remember the day I came into your room and wrecked your bed. I will always remember you! 27 June 2010

Rita

I was walking to work yesterday morning and for a moment i closed my eyes and imagined the most beautiful moment where you and i met again. i wanted to keep this memory so i wrote how it felt to be with you and how it felt to see you again. As the moon shyly scintillates through the gaps of the trees we move in steps inherent to us both for we are one, we are of the same and nothing makes more sense than this. My gown falls upon my body like a waterfall and moves softly through the wind as we flurry in and out of the warm memories in moonlight and the sadness of reality in darkness. We have no thoughts our souls are just connecting to the earth and the moment in which we stand. We are subconsciously aware that this is a dream yet we have met halfway between heaven and earth in a moment which is only real to us, in a moment which no one can take away. And this is why we are silent, this is why we do not speak and we do not think, for the moment that we do we lose the connection that god has given us. I surrender to you and I surrender to myself for nothing is of value beyond this. We know now, our time is up and so we dance into the purist of light, unshadowed, unmasked for all to see and as I unwillingly force myself into this new place I open my eyes and realise I am here alone but not always, for there are moments of magic to be had, so long as you let it. I say goodbye to you for now without knowing why, for the memory of what we had has gone yet the knowledge of our existence is still there. Until next time I will wait for you in my world when once again the path is laid for us to enter the realm of lightness and dark. i love you Ramy. 25 June 2010 - sydney

mum

My Beautiful Ramy, Not only your friends and your family miss you, but your dog, Sultan, is still yearning to see himself within your arms for once more time. I am sure Sultan so often moans and cries for you when heís sleeping and dreaming of you. He misses you. I have seen his tears for you (calling your name in front of him. ) I know that you care about your loved ones - even Sultan - down here, on the Earth; as we indeed care about you, up there, in the dimension of freedom and love. I love you, Ramy! 23 June 2010

Lina

Hey Ramy, It's been almost four years. I am still at uni, doing degree after degree, I think you would be proud of my perserverance. This is particulary a sad year for me because it's world cup time again as I remember it in 2006. I still think about you a lot and miss you. The more I think about it though the more I sort of believe that you were on a higher level and destined for something more important beyond this world. Sort of like an angel in waiting walking amongst us. It's awesome they now have an award at MacQ Medical Ethics in tribute to you, I can't really think of a better honour than having an award with your name attached. Shine on you beautiful diamond. Thinking about your family and sending them positive vibes. Love you lots. 21 June 2010

its just me babe.

Hey babe, Ive been thinking about u so much lately and missing you more than ever. I know I havent been to visit u in a long time, foolishly I thought that if I tried to forget about everything that it would stop hurting so much. They say that time heals all wounds but it still hurts sooo much that youre not around anymore. I miss u so much and i would give up anything for a hug and smile from you. I cant wait for the day I will see you again, but I know its not my time yet. I just wish that, as I know so many others do, that u were still around to share all the things in life that you missed out on. My thoughts are still with u each and every single day and u will forever be in my heart. I love you so so much XOXOX I will come visit u soon. meet me there. 15 June 2010 - Chatswood

Daddy

I miss you so much. 3 June 2010

Mum

My Beautiful Ramy, I would like to answer ëRamy,í who has written a message for you, asking you, ëWhat are your most favourite things in the world?í As far as I know, your most favourite things are drinking coffee at coffee shops with your friends; being on the phone and talking to your friends; giving passionately advice with your amazing insight to anyone who seeks your help; dancing at the night clubs as VIP, with an invitation for unlimited guests. I know that you love reading books, learning, studying. You love and are artistic in drawing and designing. Debating, talking about politics, philosophy, and religion, and sometimes praying to God are an essential part of your nature. After all, you are such an open-minded, caring, loving, and faithful young man! I am so very proud of you! I LOVE YOU RAMY! 2 June 2010

Mum

Hey Ramy, It was you who made me watch ëLOSTí! After such a long time! We used to watch and enjoy it every week. We used to talk about the vague message of the film, without reaching to any clear conclusion. After your flight, never again I watched LOST. If I wanted to, instead of joy it would pour pain into my heart. Quite accidently, tonight, I saw the word ëLOSTí on the TV screen. It was the final episode, and I could not resist watching the film. I said to myself that my Beautiful Ramy wanted to see it. As I sat down, staring at the screen, so strangely, I felt your lovely presence, as I sensed that you really wanted to watch LOST with me. We watched. And I am amazed that the message of the LOST is - to me - that things happen in our lives - out of our control - and that we think we die; but we continue to live, and that life is going on, and we are moving on the path of existence, with the same real bodies, going towards the LIGHT. I love you, my Beautiful Ramy. No wonder that I often feel the connection between us. You are not lost! You are around, aware and responsive. Thank you for making me watch LOST! To me, it was amazing! I told myself that as if you knew from before that one night I was going to watch LOST and smile: the same enigmatic smile that you have on the corner of your lips. I LOVE YOU, RAMY! 26 May 2010

Mum

My Beautiful Ramy, Congratulation! I know that you are very happy. You have become uncle: Uncle Ramy. I am sure that you have been with us all the time, and that you helped your sister and her beautiful baby girl. I am so grateful for your love, kindness, and care. I am grateful for your communication through signs if you find me down. You are our, and your friends, guardian angel. Thank you, Ramy. I love you! You are not separated from me. 'You Are always on My Mind!' 25 May 2010

mitra

dai shodi . am thinking of u 2day,so excited abt MOna`s baby n thinking of u . (remember u were complaining that ur sist n brother were n`t intersted in haveing babies. n u were determined 2 have 6 or 7 . )btw,jat kheli khalie. 21 May 2010

Ramy

Dear Ramy, Are you the me from the futer? Or are you just a different person named Ramy? When were you born? How old are you? What are your most favorite things in the world? 17 May 2010 - Lee's Summit, Mo

Mum, on Mother's Day,

'You Are always on my Mind!' 'You Are always on my Mind!' My Beautiful Little One, I miss you so much; even though, i feel the sacred connection with you in my mind. You were with us tonight! You are never separated from me. I love you. I will always love you! 'You Are always on my Mind!' 9 May 2010

d

I love u and miss you so much 26 April 2010

Dad

Dearest Ramy, Mum, Mona, Maziar and me attended the Prize Giving Ceremony at Mcquarie university. The Ramy Razavian memorial prize winner of this year was a bright, lovely student of international law. As usual Professor Croucher and Dean of faculty of law had a few words about you. It was a memorable night and I am sure you attended and enjoyed the ceremony as we did. We are so proud of you and love you very much 14 April 2010

Mum

My Beautiful Ramy, It was MACQUARIE LAW SCHOOL, Prize Giving Ceremony 14 April 2010. We attended the ceremony, too, because of you: ëThe Ramy Razavian Memorial Prize in International Law, Awarded for proficiency in the unit LAW509 International Law. It made your dad, Maz, Mona, and me very happy. Thinking of you, I felt your presence There; specially that you had earlier reassured me for spending the evening with us. The way you give signs to me is really wonderful. In the afternoon I brought flowers to your garden. Placing them next to your photo when I was asking if you are attending the ceremony, a lorikeet flew and unexpectedly sat on my head. I smiled and interpreted the birdís lovely and gentle gesture as a ëYesí from you. Back home, after the ceremony, once again you communicated with me through the flame of the candle. Yes, my beautiful son, if you are happy and content, I am happy too. We Love You, Ramy! 14 April 2010

Lauren Knapman

Dear Ramy, I hope it is ok that I write this message to you, as we have not met, but I met your lovely family tonight and feel so blessed to have done so. You are treasured so dearly in their hearts. I am a law student at Macquarie University and love international law just like you. Your family's words tonight about your wonderful personality, your wisdom and your passion for international law were inspirational to me. I will not forget them, as you and your family have touched my soul tonight. 14 April 2010 - Australia

D

Happy Easter darling 4 April 2010

Dad

Dearest Ramy, Love you now, Love you today, Love you tomorrow, Love you for ever. 1 April 2010

Daddy,

Happy Nowrouz azizam. 21 March 2010

Daddy

Dearest Ramy, Happy birhday aziz delam, You never be forgotton. Your birthday party was incredible. Your lovely friends never leave us alone with our pain. As always, they share with us your beautiful and wonderful memories. I believe all of us enjoyed your birthday party and and I am sure you did. Love you and miss you so much. 13 March 2010

Mazi

Happy birthday. Missing u . 12 March 2010

Jooj

Hey Ramy. You had the most beautiful, fun and cosy party this year. I'm sure you had a hand in organising it but I was sad that we couldn't see you here. happy birthday. Miss u lots. 12 March 2010

Mum

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! ITíS YOUR TWENTY SIXTH BIRTHDAY, MY BEAUTIFUL RAMY, On a TV documentary, it was said that the eighteenth century, female prisoners would ask to be hung rather than being transported from their dungeons in England to Australia: to make a family! They would refuse to leave their cold, dirty, dark dungeons for beauty, sunshine, fresh air, and freedom; just because the new place was unknown to them. It made me think and compare life and death to the British dungeons and Australia. It made me smile: ëYou are in a better place, Ramy,í I said, ëand are able ñ with freedom of being out of the cage - to celebrate your birthday with us, patting our heads, sensing our love, sending your love! HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAMY! I LOVE YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART! You are just in the next room! Time flies! See you again! 11 March 2010

Rita

It is coming up to your birthday Ramy. i just dont know what to say. i wish you were here so we could celebrate it together. I miss you very much - look forward to be with you again. 4 March 2010

Ramy's Family

Dearest Ramy's Friends, Another day of happiness and sadness is in front of us. We are delighted to have such a wonderful and lovely boy in our life and enjoying our lives with him for 23 years and at the same time we are very sad of not having him in his birthday. We will celebrate Remyís 26th birthday on 12th March 2010 (Friday). The Program is as follow: Visit Ramy's garden at Macquarie Cemetery-Lane Cove (Delhi Road. Section D General) from 17:30 to 18:30. We return back to our home at 38 Johnstone Cres Lane cove and serving light refreshment and dinner from 7:30 pm. We will be very happy to celebrate his birthday with all of you. 3 March 2010 - Sydney

Saloumeh

Dear Razavian Family, It is close to Ramy's birthday again and my thoughts are with you and his loved ones. I hope the pain of losing him eases in knowing that he is pain free. We'll all meet again, if not already, every night when we let our souls travel the unknown realm, where time and space do not exist. He is with you and forever by your side. Thinking of you, Saloumeh 27 February 2010

Mum

Our Beautiful Little One, Our Ramy, HAPPY VALENTINE DAY! We love you! Remember my words: ëYou Are Your Familyís Little Love!í You will always be! 14 February 2010

d

love u and miss u 14 February 2010

Daddy

Dearest Ramy, A friend from a foreign place revealed sorrow for your loss. He or she is quite right. The pain of loss of any child is so deep, but losing a child like you is different. Your unique character, your wisdom, your passion, your laughter, your outstanding achievements, your infatuation to change the world for better, your efforts to bring the justice for suppressed people, your insight, your unconditional love for others, your deep and philosophical poems, your imaginary tales and literature, your influence and positive impact to life of your friends are few examples of why the pain of your loss is unbearable and why you have had such strong impact on lives of many. I remember your birth when sun rises, I remember your journey when sun is set, I remember your life with any breath in, I remember your loss with any breath out, I remember you when I see a child, I remember you when I hear laughter, I remember your voice, when a bird sings I remember you by hearing any of your favourite songs, I remember your passion when I see any excitement, I remember you when we go to any coffee shop, I remember your age 22, when I see 2 I remember u, I remember u, . 12 February 2010

A friend

I often wonder what it is like to lose a child. The order of life and death so out of wack. People that I have meet and I later find out have lost a child, sometimes many,many years ago will always have a tear in their eye when they mention their loss. I do not believe there will ever be a time that a parent forgets and suffers no more. But I guess with time, people become less vocal about their feelings as perhaps they feel them to be unjustified. I think though, if you to speak to anyone who has lost someone so dear to them, regardless of the time passed or their cultural background, or their religious beliefs, they would be sad and at times very depressed and down. Although most of us do not see this as it is not a normal thing to ask a complete stranger to reveal their sorrows. I am not sure what comes after this life, but I hope it is something truly magical. 10 February 2010 - a foreign place

Mum

My Beautiful Ramy, Not seeing your sweet face or your meaningful, gentle smile; not hearing your lovely laughter and your warm voice, I miss you. I miss you from morning till night, from night till morning. I miss you, my beautiful Singing Bird, and it deeply hurts. Yet I have to appreciate your support and love to calm my injured heart. It wasnít a dream that the night before the year 2010, I felt your hand on my shoulder when I was thinking of you with deep sorrow. I am also grateful that since you left, you let me see you three times. Each time, I can say, was just a fraction of a second, yet enough to motivate me to live. It looks strange, but on the third occasion, unlike the other two ones, I saw you from a distance. You were in the park behind our house. I saw you there amongst the crowd of the people walking with their dogs. I saw you in a glance as I fast passed, driving on the Epping Road to your Garden. You were in your faded blue jeans and beige jumper. It looks strange that from that distance I saw every small line or pattern of your clothes; but the strangest thing was that I had sensed the softness and warmth of your body. I donít know how, but we had somehow a hug. I comprehended it as a gift from the beyond and appreciated it from the bottom of my heart. I felt then and I know now that you are almost around, and always aware, loving, and caring about those whom you love. On your third anniversary too, you communicated with me through some signs, when I passed your room and asked if you still like to shower. Seconds later, I heard a big sound, following the noise of running water. I rushed to the bathroom. In astonishment, I found your dadís hair brush was thrown down from the top. The head of the shower was pushed down too, by which water was splashing around. I am sharing these very private and precious feelings to those who love you, Ramy. I want to say that you are not lost; that to die is not the end of this life; that we human beings are immortal, going through a path of perfection to join the core of a powerful, peaceful, and beautiful consciousness, which to me is mere love. Yes! It is the way I think and it is not to only give a bit of comfort to myself for bearing the pain of your separation, Ramy. I love you Ramy and wish to see you again! Do not forget me! 7 February 2010

D

love u and miss u so much 3 February 2010

Dad

Love you and miss you so much. Last night with Mum and Mit went to Parammatta (your favourite place) sitting outside and had the ice cream. You were with us all the time. 23 January 2010

Daddy

Dearest Ramy, When we moved to Australia, Mr M. Z. took care of us. He left us this week and now it is up to you to take care of him. 8 January 2010

Mum

My Beautiful Ramy, HAPPY NEW YEAR! You are in my heart, thought, and soul! I am living with you and love you with my whole being!You are never out of my world! 1 January 2010

Dad

Last night we went to the city to celebrate new year. We felt that you were present everywhere. Love u and rip 31 December 2009

Daddy

Happy new year Aziz Delam, You know how do we feel the new year without your presence. Love you and miss you. 31 December 2009

Dearest Ramy

Mery Christmas and happy new year. I am sure you are more close to Jesus more than all of us. You have a pure soul such a saint and kind heart such as angel. I love you and miss your passion and excitement in Chrismas period in meeting friends and organising the parties. 24 December 2009

Daddy

Life is empthy and difficult without you. You are in mind from early morning till I fall in sleep in the night. Love you and miss you so much. 5 December 2009

:(

I miss you so much. I'd give it all up to see you for a minute. Just one more time. So much I want to say to u, but I can't anymore. 26 November 2009

Daddy

Dearest Ramy, We had an award presentation ceremony today and I was amazed that you were present there all time. I talk about you and your deep and philosophical poems that you had been writing from the time that you were only 12 years old. Thanks for your presence there and I am presenting the award to you, my beloved son. 28 October 2009

Rita

Ramy, it was so nice to be with you today. To be in your home, your resting place, to feel at peace with you. As always you made me smile and you made my heart flutter like i just feel in love with you all over again! I love you. Rita 17 October 2009 - Sydney, Australia

Mum

Garden, Rain, Sunshine, Moonlight, Everythingís beautiful, Heís gone, Donít cry; do not be sad, Youíll find him, Youíll join him, Crossing the border of life, Ultimately, On the Other Side! My Beautiful Ramy, Wait for me. I know I have to let you go. Stay! Donít go. Wait for me, because I love you very much. 13 October 2009

D

Its been a while since you've been gone, last night a friend of yours and myself sat in her car and remembered who you were, the day of your burial, the impact you had. it took us right back. May you never be forgotten. Bless your beautiful family who we never see enough. I wish you were here to see the changes happening around where your life should still be. r. i. p beautiful boy 7 October 2009

Daddy

Dearest Son, I am dying from the terrible rpain of your loss. I miss you so much, I love you too much. You told us in your poem "Love what you have not what you had" I try to listen to you, but I could not stop loving you and missing you. Rest in peace aziz delam od ian 5 October 2009

Mum

MY dearest Ramy, At the dawn of the night I asked you to help your ëscared friendí, I had a dream. You were at the age of your surgery. We were in a hospitalís waiting room. You had your white, navy blue scarf over the top of your head, tied like a butterfly at the back. I approached you and asked, íHow do you feel?í You softly replied, ëI have a headache. í I looked at you with love and tenderness and took you firmly within my arms. You placed your head over my right shoulder (it is the third time, in three years, that I could feel your dear body within my arms in a dream). Unlike the days before your brain operation that we would all weep painfully in private, you and I cried loudly, inconsiderate of othersí curiosity. Then I held your left arm firmly with my right hand and we together ñ as if we were one - walked to the doctor with a feeling of comfort and security. My Beautiful Ramy, I know that you have got the message: I am requesting you to help your friend in any possible way. I am praying too, and will be happy if I can do anything for your friend; while I interpreted my dream as an auspicious sign for her or him. My Beautiful Ramy, I love you with my heart and soul! Your friends, too, are dear to me! 19 September 2009

Mum

My Beautiful Ramy, I do not know why, but whenever i come to your Garden, i feel a tremendous sense of sacredness all around. The feeling, sometimes, makes me ask you to grant a wish of mine. And you, my sweet little one, have never disappointed me. My angel, this time too, i hope you consider my request. Through your alert, kind, bright, and compassionate consciousness, please help your SCARED FRIEND become strong; help your dear friend be totally CURED of the illness and live happily a safe and sound life. I love you, Ramy! I love you with my soul, heart , and mind. 14 September 2009

-

Dear Rami I really need your help. I am going through some life threatning ordeals and i really need you by my side. i am so scared . i dont know how you were strong enough to get through your tumour. please help me be that strong. i love you and miss you terribly 8 September 2009

Daddy

Dearest Ramy, It is three years that I have missed your warm hugs for father's day. I used to get the best gift from you. Always your gifts were precious and sensational, as you thought carefully individual tast, needs and expectations. Your sis and big brother joining us for dinner and I am sure that you will be present tonight. Love you and missed you so much. 5 September 2009

Daddy

My Beloved Son, All yesterday I was suffering from the killing pain of your loss. I tried and discussed with your Mum that we need to listen to your message of "love what you have not what you had" in your fatastic poem of "Though shall not mourne"; but the pain is so strong and we could not focus on what we have: "other 2 lovely children and your beautiful memories" and keep thinking of your tragic loss. We can not find any answer for what we have done that we desrerve such pain. I know how much you care about us, I know that how much you are also suffering from our pain and I know You are our guardian angel, please help us. 28 August 2009

Ehssan

Remembering you this Ramazan. Thought of you as I woke up for Sahari this morning :) "Verily we belong to God, and to God we return. " Miss you lots bro. 21 August 2009

Daddy

Dearest Son, Just me and Mum came back from your beautiful garden. I changed your flowers with the fresh one and I am sure you are enjoying the colourful flowers. Your garden is the prettiest garden in the whole cemetry. Every moment that passed on, I become more close to see you again. You know how much I missed you and how much I love you. The life is not fair, why we should have such separartion, while you have been the main part of my life, my hope, my desire, my purpose, my reason to live, my reason to work, my reason to breath. Why?, Why ? Why?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Do you have any answer? Are you happy now? The pain that my dad has had for years and years by loss of his 20 years old son (my brother), happened to me. I need to bare this pain until I come to you. That is the life meant to be? 7 August 2009

Dad

Dearest Ramy, Last night we saw you as a beautiful star over the sky. Soon after we saw that you are coming down while kiting. You were very tall and handsome and I was so proud looking at you. You made my night special. 4 August 2009

Daddy

Love you and missed you so much 27 July 2009

Mahvash

Ramy Joon, Je m'en souviens. 18 July 2009 - Oakville

Mum

My Beautiful Son, My Sweet Ramy, Three years passed from your divine flight, The grief carved its trace deep in my heart, I am still in shattering pain of your loss! I still wish to die and let my body sleep next to your grave, I do not need a grave stone or name for me, I do not want heavy cement over my heart and body, I just want my soul, like you, feel free, I want to let grass and trees grow out of my body, I want to make a magical garden there for you and me! I LOVE YOU RAMY! 15 July 2009

Ramy's Family

ìRamyís still partying so well! We canít have such a nice party at our homesî, Last night Ramyís friends told us, celebrating his life. Thanks to Ramyís friends, who attended his third anniversary. Thanks to all who called us or sent SMS because of our Beautiful Ramy. Ramy is thanking everyone who remembers him. He conveys his gratefulness through his beautiful, big, dreamy eyes and his lovely, mysterious smile: THANK YOU! 16 July 2009

Sis

Hello my littlest one, Its has been three years now and I used to think time helps these things but the memories of that day 3 years ago dont ever become easier to deal with. I remember when I was in a birthday party and dad called me, asking me to come home. I knew something terrible has happened. I just ran out and chrissi followed not knowing where I am going. I did not ask dad what exactly had happened. i was not brave enough to want to know. I was shivering in the car and thinking of all the horrible scenarios and possibilities. It was when we walked in and saw your photo on the dining table that I realized the one thing that I had never thought is possible is the reality I have to face and learn to live with. Those minutes are something I have trouble thinking about. Still makes me feel so sick. I wish I could erase them out of my head but after 3 years I know they will always be there. I hate it how those minutes and the time when I kissed you and held your hand for the last time and you were cold, predominate my thoughts. I should try to think of the beautiful 22 years we had together. We had so much fun together and we were so close. I always adored you. I am so glad I had time off work so i could spend so many days with you before you left. All the cafe we explored together; our long walks to lane cove with Sultan where we had to alternate and carry him because he would flop on the ground when he was tired and lazy; our little gossip sessions; our serious discussions on how i should sort out my problems and you always had the answers; our last Bills pancake with dad just before you left; the letter you wrote to us when you had your surgery where you said you will be singing Kylie's song "cant get you out of my head" while under anaesthetic which made us laugh while crying; our tennis games when you would never collect balls because you thought its my fault for not hitting the ball to you and hence my responsibility to collect; our saxphone lessons together where you wanted to make me fall in love with our teacher; our walks down epping road on days that i would pick you from primary school where I would hold your little hands and purposely walk fast so that you would have to run every 3 steps to catch up with me ( sorry but found it sooooo cute)and you wouldnt even realize because you would be so busy talking about your day/politics/life etc; our Pot play when Maz and I would put you in a pot and push you around the house like it was your car; when we became penguins and walked around the house together(I was mamma penguine and you were the baby penguine). all the cuddles, kisses, laughs we had had together. I know you had become a big person with big ideas and dreams, some that you achieved and some that you din not, but you would always be my little one and miss you like crazy. 15 July 2009 - Sydney

Mitra

Dear Ramy, It has been three years since you left us. Many things have changed during this time. I have moved to Sydney and I am having a great time with your wonderful family. Although,you are not there anymore,I feel you around all the time. Everything reminds me of you . Whenever I`m with ur family,one thing is obvious,we are always thinking of you and talking about the memories that we shared with you. Now,I`m sure more than ever that you`ll stay in our hearts for ever and that the pain of your loss will never lessen. 15 July 2009 - Iran

L

To our beautiful Ramy, I can not believe it has been three years since you passed. How life has changed, but you have not been here to share it with us. I believe that wherever you are that you are happy. Though i often wonder if you feel any of the pain that us, your friends & family feel after you left us. I never expected for you to be the first to go. I still remember receiving the call from one of our shared friends. He told me the horrible news and i did not beleive it. I just thought it was some cruel/sick joke. I thought that it wasn't possible. that how could it happen when i had seen you just before you left for iran. I didn't believe it so much that i called up your Dad immediately and i asked if you were alright? I didn't expect your Dad to reply saying "ramy has left us" and started crying as i cried with him. Life has never been the same since. I remember the last time i saw you. i had left work, pretending i was sick for some reason and straight away i called you because i wanted to visit you. I remember you telling me that you couldn't because your sister was picking you up to go somewhere, but for some reason i insisted that you see me. You gave in and told me to come visit you. We were probably only together for 15mins before your sister came but i remember it was such a nice short time together. You were so happy and content and had nothing to complain about and i was excited to show you my new car. I remember you liking it alot and telling me that i had the best car out of all of your friends, which i was so happy to hear how much you liked it. Ramy i'm sad when i think about how you are no longer hear but i am happy when i think about all the fun memories we shared like always randomly going to the city and catching a night bus back to chatswood where your dad would come and pick us up at all hours of the morning, having tea on my balcony and looking at the night sky and watching scary movies (even though you knew i hated them) at your house and both being petrified to walk to epping road, past the oval,so i could catch a cab home. Ramy you brightened up so many lives and you were always such a caring and fun friend to have and be around. Yor were alwyas there for me and your family were always so caring and concerned about me and even through their pain of losing you, they still manage to show concern for me. I definately know where you got it from. Your parents are wonderful parents and brought you up with a beautiful big heart. I have never found such a big heart in any of my friends since. Ramy please share your strength with me and help guide me, i have lost faith and don't know the answers to life, if you can please help me. I also remember you telling me somthing about you know wot, that time we were at the oval with sultan next to your house. you told me that you just 'had a feeling about 'it'. Ramy i have always taken what you said very seriously and was wondering if i should keep trying and wil it be worth while? I know you'll tell me somehow. Ramy I miss you and your family. I know i haven't come to visit but please give me the strength to. I love you my dear friend and i wait for the day that we shall meet again. Love you and take care of yourself and your wonderful family. 15 July 2009 - Sydney

Daddy

Dearest Ramy, It was three years ago, that I took you to the Airport for your last journey to Iran. Your brother and his fiancÈ came to the airport, but we found your passport has been expired. We did everything to sort out the issue without any success. You were very quiet and you did not blame me why I did not check your passport before. I think you knew something terrible is going to be happened and you did not want to go. Next day, I did something that looks impossible. Iíve got your new passport in just three hours. I asked your sister to come and drive as I did not want to waste any second to park the car. Everything must be finished soon and I have to have your new booking. I went to the agent to change your booking for the first of July (something that I have been trying for a month without any success). Agent manager told me it is impossible; I insisted and told him that Ramy has only 20 days holidays and he must go. He called the Gulf air manager and begging him to do something. Answer was absolutely No. At the same time that Mr X continuing his conversation with Gulf Air Manager, by body language told me that there is no way that Ramy can go. While still he was on the phone , he was playing with his computer. Suddenly one cancellation occurred and one seat became vacant. In one second weíve got your new booking. We were happy that some extraordinary thing happened. Yes just in 3- 4 hours youíve got a new passport and new booking. I never forgive myself why I had such crime and tragic persuasion. Yes it was me, your Dad that push you to go there and die. After having the passport and ticket we went to a coffee shop with you and your sister and we enjoyed together last precious moments. Then We came back home and I asked you what do you want me to do for you. You asked me to buy a CD (latest song of Pussi Cat) and a V (your favourite drink). You insisted that V must be diet and in a bottle. I went everywhere for the CD and V, but I failed to fulfil your last wishes. CD had not been in the market yet and I could not find and V in a bottle at any store. Next day we took you again to the Airport, but you were very sad and quiet (no any excitement and emotion for your holidays). I found that you were completely lost. I gave advice for step by step things that you need to do. Iíve got your last hug and you went to the passport control area. I could not believe how a smart boy like you has been asking such simple questions ìwhat I must do next Dad, where I should go now Dad, etc, etc. ). Now I realised that you had the feeling of your tragedy. Over ten times I need to call you and advise you what to do. It was my last call when you found out your friend in the Airplane and both of us relaxed and then I came back home. Few days later Mummy called me that you do not feel good. Immediately I called you and I found you are OP and heard your last sweet words. You asked me about Sultan (your puppy) and I told that he is OK. You had your last beautiful smile and said ìwow sultan is goodí. Yes, it was the last time I heard your beautiful voice and laughter. Few hours later Mummy called me again and I found her voice was very sad. She told me Ramy flew and I asked what you are talking about. She said our beautiful bird flew to the sky, Ramy is gone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. Yes it was just three years ago in the same day that our lives were changed forever. Since then, it is not a single moment that we do not think about you, your beautiful laughter, your manner, your achievements, your kind heart, your wisdom and your care about everyone and in particular the most suppressed people of the world. We go with your Mum everyday to your beautiful garden at Macquarie cemetery. Your beautify friends visiting us and you at your garden frequently. Today 3 years passed and is another day that we celebrate your short and amazing life. Your friends are coming to us tonight. I promise today I keep myself happy as I am sure that will be here tonight. Love you forever 14 July 2009

Hi

I am writing to you tonight because I hope that if I write to you then you will answer me. I write because I really need to know. The world is just not right like this. It makes no sense like this. I can forget most moments, most hours, most days, but I only forget because I have to forget. It is too hard to remember. I never truly forget and I never understand the reason why a devastating path was chosen over one far less damaging. That is why it never feels right. No matter how well things seem to be going, deep down, it just feels wrong. That is why I ask you to tell me the reason. I know that, if you can hear me, you already know what I am alluding to. I like to hope you are still around. I like to think we just can't contact you for a while. I like to hope that you are still around your family. Taking care of them, making it just a little easier for them. I like to hope that you are not disappointed in me. If there is any way you can answer me then please tell me. 14 July 2009

Mummy

My Beautiful Ramy, my Silent Singing Bird, I wanted to talk to you, but first I read ëcarot headís messageí. Even though, Iíve already been in tears, the touching message made me weep harder. I cried for you, for me, for her, for all those who love and miss you. I REMEMBER, too, the day that you died. I am your mother. How can I forget and not to remember the time, the details, the minutes, the pain, and the anguish? Last night I was thinking about three years ago, when you were still alive; when it was the last night that I had you at my side, that I could caress your soft arms and chest and look at you with admiration. At that night we had travelled to my brotherís farm, in appearance happy, while deep down something was badly bothering me. I felt worried about you. I felt death all around. That night you and your cousin, Mani, slept at the same room, by which I felt afterward the two of you had started the beginning of your journey for The Other Side. Today, it is the day that I think your own mother accompanied you to the city and let you go further into the journey. How can I ever forgive myself for that? I feel as if I committed then a crime that only death itself can help me get rid of its pain and regrets, following your death on 15 of July. It was on such a day that I hugged and kissed you good-bye for the last time. I was, on such a day, unaware that your soft and warm body would be soon in front of my eyes like a piece of ice. I did not know, then, that just in two days later, I was going to hear about the accident and your loss. I was then unaware that when your beautiful body was going to freeze in the morgue, I would leave the city, praying madly that god save you. I did not know that when you were taken away from me, my brother who had tried to reach to his own son, to save him, would soon sit next to me, mourning. The two of you just like two rare, rare, and precious birds flew away without a word. My beautiful Ramy, I though perhaps it was specially me who remembers all the seconds in relation to your flight. But I know now that there are many other people who felt shattered with the news of your death. I feel so grateful if nobody is angry to you. My Little Prince, I wish strength, happiness, and all the best for those who love you, for your friends, and especially for carot head, who has such a kind heart. I deeply apologize anybody who has got any painful impact on her or his life by your loss. My Little Baby (do you remember I always called you like that )- like that pretty girl, Carrot Head - I REMEMBER you; I suffer for each second belongs to three years ago, and then I feel how profoundly I loved and will love you in this material world and afterward. This evening when I brought new flowers for you and again lit new candles around your Garden, I stood there in silence and felt you and your small garden are so sacred. You are sacred, Ramy. You can help us. Please help us. Remember me! 13 July 2009

.

Miss you a lot. Can't believe you are gone. 13 July 2009

carot head

I remember the day you died, Saturday 15th July 2006, like it was yesterday. The day before your brother had gotten up really early to catch a plane to Melbourne for a course. I remember that day, a Friday, your sister had taken a locum shift in ICU at the hospital I was working at. I remember how she hated it, how she refused to turn up the day following, the day you died. I remember during that day I spoke to your brother on many occasions, mainly to feed back to him the goings on with your sister. He knew the people she was working for, and only a few months before, I too had left the ICU without notice. The reputations of our family were in ruins. I remember the Sat all too well. I remember I had to go to the hospital to do some cases in preparation for a big exam that was coming up in just 2 weeks time. I remember I was sitting around with my friends and I decided to just jump on a plane and go down to Melbourne and surprise your brother. I was impulsive back then. I remember on the way to the airport, in the taxi, I smsíd your sister to tell her, she wrote back saying I was very naughty. When I got to Melbourne I took a long taxi ride to your brothersí hotel. It was a long way from the city, as he was staying near the hospital where the course was. I remember I called him just outside his door and knocked on the door at the same time so to confuse him. He was asleep, and I am guessing you know how profoundly out of it he is for a while when he just wakes up; it took him a while to realise I was actually there. He was excited to see me as he had been quite lonely, he never quite liked being on his own. We caught a tram into Melbourne city; we didnít have any spare change to pay, so we just jumped on and hoped for the best. We headed for the Yarra River, a place we had been to many times before. On the way, we got a phone call from your dad. I remember that it was a little hard for your brother to hear him, because of the noise of the tram. He wanted your brother to come over for dinner, he sounded a bit strange, but at the time we thought nothing of it and as soon as the conversation ended we forgot about the call. I do remember though your brother felt a little guilty, something like he should be a better son. We found a Thai restaurant along the banks of the Yarra and ate there, curry puffs and sautÈ beef skewers for entrÈe, a little indulgence. After dinner we took a stroll through the shops in the Crown complex. We shared an ice-cream. About half way down the phone rang, it was your sisterís number but it was my mother on the phone. Your brother answered and again he found it hard to hear as we were inside and it was noisy. He passed the phone to me. I remember being confused as to why my mother was using your sistersí phone. She told me that we should come home immediately. I could sense from her voice that something had happened. I immediately thought it was my brother, for he too was travelling overseas, when I asked how he was, my mum said he was ok, and then I thought it was my dad, but she again told me he was ok. I remember the great sense of relief that I felt. She then said that there had been an accident; a bad car accident. She told me that you were in an accident. I asked about your mum and she said that she was ok. She said that you were not ok. I then asked her specifically if you were alive and she said no. I remember your brothersí face. I remember the anguish in his face. I remember he was standing just outside the complex on the path and I remember his face. I often wonder how things would be if you hadnít died. I wonder what sort of a person you would have grown to become. I remember I use to wonder how you would ever become big enough to hold down a big job. You always just seemed so little to me. I guess I just knew you from when you were a little boy. I remember how brave you were when you had your operation. I remember the first time I met you. I came to your house, your brother had been kept back at university doing his option report, and I was there with you and your mum. I remember then that I could sense your immense smartness. Not just smartness but intuition, you were really intuitive even from a very young age. I remember we played kong, I was crap at it. I remember that when I would come and stay at your place every second weekend we would sit at the table and you would enjoy teasing me no end, calling me carrot head and telling your parents that I was hungry and wanted more food! I remember what would be the last time I ever saw you alive. I remember you at the airport, a little apprehensive about catching the plane. I always saw you as a little person. I now look at some of your photos on your website and I realise that you were indeed all grown up. I am not sure why things happen. I do know that very small and what would be considered meaningless decisions that we make, make a huge impact on your life. I wonder then, if something as big as your death should somehow impact ones life even more. I look back at the last 3 years for me. I try to make some positives out what would seem like a whole lot of bad stuff. I am fortunate with my sort of job that I can impact on the lives of others, not just in the rich western countries but for those less fortunate. Maybe that is what I am meant to do, not necessarily get married, have kids and settle down in suburbia. Well that is what I am going to try and hopefully I will succeed. The mind is a funny thing. The memory of the time of your death and the weeks and months following your death are so firmly etched into my brain, so it seems like only yesterday that it happened. I remember it so vividly. I guess that is the same for everyone. It is especially at this time of year, on the eve of yet another anniversary, that we all remember what we doing, where we were when we found out, when we heard the terrible news. Days pass, and many things happen that I just forget, but that time in my life I will never forget. You once met my very old and sweet grandmother, she was very demented. She would ask the same question only to forget she asked it just a few minutes later and then re-ask it with the same interest. Her husband of 60 years died and she never forgot that he had died, never once asked where he was after he had gone. To this day I cannot understand how that was possible. The mind is indeed a strange thing. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind was a great movie I watched it many years ago. The theme of the movie was that memories, even though they might be enormously painful make us the person that we are today; are essential for our existence. Important events and lessons learnt from past experiences should never be forgotten. I guess that is why we remember things that are so painful and also thankfully that are so joyous. I wish you well little Ramy. I do think of you so often. Safe journey. 12 July 2009

Family

Dearest Friends, There isn't a day that goes by that we do not miss Ramy and think of him. We love and thank each and every one of Ramyís friends and Family friends from the bottom of our hearts for remembering our beautiful Ramy and for being with us during these years. Ramy is now celebrating his third annual ceremony in Heaven with angels and We are celebrating his short and passionate life here. We sincerely invite and welcome all of you to join us for his third annual memorial and a light dinner. With Love Shahin, Hassan, Maziar and Mona Razavian Programme: Date: Wednesday 15th July 2009 16:00 ñ 17:00 Visit and pray for Ramy at Macquarie Cemetery Section D From 17:30 at our home 7 July 2009

Dad

Thanks Ramy Joonam, Last night You came as a sweet boy (15 years old) to my dream. With your presence I was talking with your teacher about your memorial nad she was surprised why I am talking about your memorial, while you are alive and sitting there. I think in my dream you are trying to tell me that you never die. Surprisingly at the same time I wake up and found Sultan came to my room and make some noise. I am sure he came as your messenger. More surprise that at the same time also your dearest friend "A" at 2 am sent a message for us on your behalf. You made my night so pleasant. Please come more to my dream. I miss you too much. 28 June 2009

A

My dear Rami If you were here you would have created a riot here for those in iran. i feel you. the pain hurts. i wish you were here. you would have been a great voice. 23 June 2009

Dad

Dearest Ramy, Today was a special memorial day, which Sydney Water and faculty of advanced medicine jointly talking about you, your achievements and our tragic loss. In this ceremony Sydney Water donated $7000 to faculty of advanced medicine to purchase a special instrument to monitor the pressure in blood vessels and decide on treatment of the AVM and anorizm. This will attribute to you and your name and memory will be alive in Macquarie University. Thanks for joint recognition of Sydney Water and Macquarie university. Love You 23 June 2009

Mahvash

My very dear Ramy, I know that I do not have to write in your guestbook in order for you to know that I think of you often. However, today something is urging me to write. Could it be that it is you nudging me to write, such that when your family opens up the guestbook, they know that I share their pain and feel their loss? or could it be that you want to send a message to them through me to reassure them that you are with them and hear them. Love you my dear Ramy, Mahvash 17 June 2009 - Oakville, canada

Dad

Dearest Ramy, Few days ago I recieved an email from one of your professor at Macquarie university mentioning that "you were the most talented student that he has ever had and talking about your great personality". Surprisingly at the same day, we (me and mum) met Mrs Sharika (your primary school teacher). Firstly she was shocked from the news of your tragic accident, and tears dropping of her eyes and then mentioned the same thing that your professor said "you were the most bright student that ever she had" Is not it a nice coincident? Both of your teachers (in the primary school and university) at the same day talking about you and saying the same thing. We all are proud of you and missing you so much. 7 June 2009 - Sydney

Sis

Thank you for looking after me my lil bro. Love you incredibly much. 2 June 2009

Mum

In a dream, my Beautiful Ramy, you appeared to me as a bird. With your friends, you sat on two tall trees, and awoke me with your noises and songs. I looked up and whispered,í Ramy, my darling, you are here. í Just then you flew away as your two hundred friends, happily, followed you. In the dream, I knew that you were gone; yet to me it was quite natural to see you as a bird. After all, arenít you one of those two lorikeets who come around me at your Garden during my daily visit over there? I love you, my Beautiful Ramy. I am happy that you have such a great social life over there. My sweetheart, do you remember that once you lost your mobile phone in this life? Then your only concern was losing the phone numbers of your three hundred friends. Now I feel so happy that you brought your two hundred friends with you into our yards. Thank you, Ramy. Thank you for your infinite love and being around so friendly and lovingly. I know that you care about all of us: your family and your friends. I love you with my whole soul and heart. Donít you go away, Ramy! Stay with us in this short life! Letís fly together! 8 May 2009 - Sydney

Mandana

I know you're in a better place. I love you always. 28 April 2009

Daddy

Dearest Ramy, Today your sister, your brother, your Mum and myself proudly attended the graduation, prize and award winning ceremony at Macquarie university. The RAMY RAZAVIAN award was awarded by your family to a post graduated Neuro Surgeon who was the first graduate from the Macquarie advanced medical school. We will put more information on your site very soon. Your memory will be alive in Macquarie university always. Love you so much 24 April 2009

LM

Dear Ramy, I started to worry because my memories with you and of you were starting to fade and i didn't want to ever forget any of the precious memories i have of you. I came on the site and read messages from your parents and looked back on photos. Straight away i felt happy as my memories of you came clear again. your voice, how you walked, your humour etc and it bought a smile back to my face. I find it strange how life goes on here, whilst you are not here with me/us experiencing evrything that life throws our way. But at the same time i also think that you have been sparred the pain that life can somtimes bring. I wish i could just speak to you and ask for your advice like i used to. I still struggle now and then. I still feel like i am always trying to find my place, home and path in life and i often don't want to fight anymore and i give up and stop trying. I wish you could help me and i wish i could speak with you, it's so hard to find a genuine friend who i can tell anything to. I miss you and this seemed like a way that i could speak to you. i hope you can hear me. I'm sorry that i don't come to visit but selfishly i just find it easier not to and i often take the easy way out. I hope you can forgive me. I miss your friendship like you wouldn't believe. Love LM A friend you can find anywhere at anytime, but finding a great friend is like findind a rare diamond that can't be replaced. 21 April 2009 - Sydney

Daddy

Just miss you so much. Love forever 9 April 2009

Daddy

Ramy Joonam, This morning, when was putting flowers in the vases of your garden, suddenly I realised that what I have been doing "Putting the flowers on the grave of my beloved son, the most precious thing thing I had in my life and I lost it". Before my tears start falling down, you gave me a sign and told me "Dad, I am not dead, it is the first day of new year, be strong and happy". You helped me again to survive and not to cry. However, when I came back at Home, I opened your site and read the message of Dear Saloome, which bring me back to the 1987-89 (the wonderful years that we had in Japan. Then the memory of dear Kamy (my best and kindest friend) came back to my mind, mixing with your memories and I could not stop my tears and my emotions. Then I read the message of Bebeh, and understood that we (your family)are not the only ones that suffering from your loss. You are in the hearts of many. Please help her as you helped us to be strong. As dearest Saloome said you became an angel and free from lifekind pain, but we are not. Please help us, in particular your brother, to be strong. Sale No Mobarrak Aziz Delam. arve hof doing and wake up that we lost you and brough 20 March 2009

Saloumeh Rasouli

Hi Ramy and Family. It's been a while since I wrote on this beautiful wall you have created in Ramy's memory. I was on my way to pay my respects to my father on the tradition of visiting those who are not with us on the last Shabe Jome of the year (before Nowruz), the road suddenly changed direction in such a manner that I faced the sun set dead on (around 7 pm our time). A very powerful feeling filled the car and the music station I was listening to started playing one of Whitney Houston's famous song called "all at once". This song quickly took me back to our years in Japan, as that is where we heard it first, and quickly, the one thing which came to my mind was Ramy. So I paid attention to the lyrics, and realized that this could be a message of some sort. I felt your sorrow and joy in this moment. Your sorrow because you don't have the precious little boy whom I remember in the blue coverall outfit and mushroom haircut, and joy because of the great man he turned into and doing such a good job raising a peson with such a big heart. Ramy's soul was so purified that he no longer needed to suffer in form of human life and needed to apply his contributions to this world by becoming an angel, that is what I think happened. Those we lose never leave us and continue to support us even after they are gone from our physical world, good news is we never lose their souls or that which gave them life and purpose. Please accept my warm wishes on this night before the new year, I pray that you will be able to smile many times in the year ahead and years to come, know that we think of you often and you are in our hearts. Coincidentally, as the song was playing the radio, I asked myself if this could be a sign, and sure enough, the next song which played was by James Blunt titled "you're beautiful", and the first or second line in this song says "I saw an angel, of that I am sure" . and so I believe this was confirmation that the message was from Ramy and that his soul will forever remain beautiful and shining upon this world and his family and friends. Sale No Mobarak. With Love, Saloumeh 20 March 2009 - Canada

bebeh

Help me ramy. im falling. im breaking. im loosing my mind. im loosing faith. i feel lonely. im not liking anything. everything feels wrong. this was never me. what is happening? help me save me plz do something. Everyday i see faces that remind me of u, or ur songs playd on the radio while im driving around to nowhere or i randomly hear ur name in a crowd. i know its a sign from u for me to keep going n that ur around but i cantttttt i dont understand myself and i dont understand wat is happening. i wish i wod call u so u can tell me everything will b okay, i wish i cod sit on the grass again with u :( i miss u. 19 March 2009 - australia

Vaggy

Hi little baby, Happy birthday. Wish u were here with us. Miss u so much and always think of u. Take care of your self and be happy. 11 March 2009 - sydney

Mum

Beautiful Ramy, Happy Birthday! As usual I asked you for a sign on your special day. This morning I received a phone call from a company; somebody asked, ëIs Ramtin there?í I smiled and thought to you. Yes, you are somehow around, only not available to answer such calls. I would also like to thank your lovely friends who celebrated your birthday with us. My Beautiful Ramy, Be free; be happy; be in touch with me! As I always told you, once again I want to tell you that I love you deeply, with my heart and soul. I know that you love me too. I told your friends that twice as soon as I passed the gate towards your resting place, the song broadcasting from the radio in my car ended with an unexpected childís voice, who said: I love you, mummy! I believe you can communicate through some songs and the music. This is for you, my son, on your 25th birthday. ëQue Sera, Sera When I was a little girl I asked my mother, what will I be Will I be pretty, will I be rich Hereís what she said to me. Que Sera, Sera Whatever will be, will be The futureís not ours, to see What will be, will be. í When I was a little child, I asked my mother to tell me a tale. She would say then about a little girl, who wouldnít let her mother comb her hair. One morning, in front of unhappy mother the girl suddenly disappeared. The mother sat there crying, she wept. But the little girl found herself as a bird. As a little girl, then, I would ask my mother about the rest of the tale. She would tell me that the girl had still the comb on her head. I knew that bird, whose name was to me ëComb on the Head!í The story would make me sad, unhappy, disturbed. Yet, I asked my mother what happened next? She would tell me that the girl would fly around her mother, asking her, ëPlease, do not cry so much; it makes me sad; it makes me cry; it makes me disturbed. I am not gone anywhere, but differently here. See me, my mother; open your arms for me; caress my head. í But the mother only wept, and wept, and wept. She could not see her Loved One in a Little Bird. When I was a little girl, the story would pour sorrow into my heart. I could feel then that, ëLove is a blessing, but also a pain,í as you, Ramy, my son, has told in your poem. I knew also that as you say, ëLove can be stressing, but all worth the gain!í Now I am a mother, who weeps for you. My Little One, you are now gone, and I seek you anywhere, especially in birds. There is a bird with the comb on his head. He comes to me to have the bits of bread. I scatter the loaf around your resting place. ëMy lovely son,í I tell to the bird, ëUnlike that mother, I know you well. Without mistake, I can see you, I can feel you, I can convey my love to you!í Staring into your dark, enchanting eyes, I tell you, ëMy beautiful son, I love you with my soul, my heart and mind. í Wherever you are gone, Ramy, I one day come to you: I will. I will. Whatever will be, will be. Iíve never given up on seeing you again. We meet someday, somehow, somewhere. Iíll see you sound, and safe, and whole, to bounce around universe as happy souls, to dance around our loved ones in this world. Weëll do that on the breeze of their love for their own comfort. We both know as you tell that, ëLove will just borrow, your entire life/ Because love is a flower, but also a knife. í We both know that ,íLove is a colour, but also light/ During the day and all through the night. í We know that, ëLove never dies, it only lostí. We both know that, ëLove is expensive, but your heart pays the cost. í We both know that, ëLove is a risk which demands your devotioní. We both know that, ëLove dosenít fly without your emotion. í I LOVE YOU, RAMY! HAPPY 25TH BIRTHDAY! 11 March 2009 - Sydney

you know who

happy bday . i wish you were here. but i can only hope that u r better of than the rest of us. i love u. x 11 March 2009

Daddy

Happy Birthday Aziz Delam, Last night we celebrated your 25th Birthday with the family and lot of your friends. More people would like to join your party but they could not make it. It was a warm and beautiful environment and you were present every where. and at every moment. It was great that after three years that you left your friends, still you are alive in their hearts and they visit us. 11 March 2009

A

Happy Birthday . I know you're an angel from above watching down on us. We both share the same Birthday :) How special. I haven't seen you since your funeral and didn't even keep in touch with your parents. or sister since. Hope you understand. Xxx 10 March 2009

A

I miss you so much :( Cried so much tonight after a long time thinking about you. Wish i could see you, speak to you. Anything. Xx 5 March 2009

bebeh

Hey Ramy. my ramooz. I visit your page everyday. i always type a msg,,, but end up cryin and closing everything. BUT. Tonight im not. Tonight im going to be strong. Nomore weak me. Nomore depressed lost me. I am not going to hide anymore. Please keep helping me get through this. This year im going back to uni. For only ur sake and to continue the dream and to keep your name alive forever. I am going to go back to the old me, the one you met years ago. I know its going to be hard, but with your help and knowing ur looking down on me and smiling i will do it. Please forgive me for not contacting your parents. I really want to but I'm scared. I know i'll breakdown. I check on them through one of your close friends. Ramy i really miss you. Please help me and every1 us get through this life. I cant wait to see you and hug you. Please look after us. I know your here. i miss u 4 March 2009 - Australia

Ramy's Family

Dearest Ramy's friends, We celbrate Ramy's 25th birthday on 10th March 2009 (Tuesday). The Program is as follow: - We will gather at Ramy's garden at Mcquarie Cemetry-Lane Cove(Delhi Road. Section D General)from 17:30 to 18:30. - Then, We move to Ramy's home at 38 Johnstone Cres Lane cove. - Light freshment and dinner(pizza) will be provided from 7:30 pm to 8:30 pm. Ramy and his family welcome all of you and would be very happy to have you in eiher or both of these places and celebrate his birthday together. 3d March 2009 2 March 2009

Daddy

Ramy Joonam, Yeterday was a happy and at the same time an emotional day. Your cousin from Iran with your brother who came from oveseas, juju, mummy and me gathered in your garden. I am pretty sure you were among us and sharing the conversations. All of us miss you and love you deeply. owever, still I can not believe what was happened. This denial and disbelief help and keep us alive,for sometime, for the sake of happiness of your sister and brother. 28 February 2009

Daddy

I miss you and I love you Aziz Delam. 21 February 2009

Daddy

Dearest Ramy, Happy Valentine day. I am sure you are thinking about many friends that you love the most. Your site is full of beautiful flowers from the ones that love you. Love you for ever 13 February 2009

Daddy

Dearest Ramy, The Ramy Razavian Prize for Ethics in Medicine in your memory is established at Australian School of Advanced Medicine. You never will be forgotten at Macquarie University. 9 February 2009

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Rami i'm so alone there are people around but i still feel so alone i wish i could call you. i wish you could tell me it was going to be ok. i wish you could just hug me. i wish so many things. tell me what the purpose of my life is. i keep trying to give myself meaning but nothing is working. there is no purpose to this life i feel so guilty like i am taking advantage of my life when yours was taken away? im trying i really am i am trying to be happy but im not. i am so tired of pretending. nothing is the way its supposed to be. where are u? you promised to help me out that you would always be there for me. we had so many plans. my life is passing by me and you're not here. i miss feeling at ease. your words were so healing. i need your help i dunno what to do i know you know what i am talking about. its like i know what your answer is but i wish i could hear it so i could have the courage to act upon it. im scared my life is just a memory. my life is not the same anymore. i watch those you love and i feel so out of control. as if you want me to help but im so helpless what do i do? i dont want you to be angry but i know you are. i dunno what to say. im alone 29 January 2009

Daddy

Dearest Ramy, We feel your presence today in persian restaurant. We talk about you with our close friends and your beautiful memories always with us. 26 January 2009

Mum

My Dearest Ramy, My Precious Little One, On 24 of November Two Thousand and Eight, In a dream, I thought of you and saw a curtain of light, It was at the depth of baby blue sky, It was mysterious, sacred, purple, deep blue, and bright, It was a curtain of divine light, Keeping you behind itself far from my sight, I intended to reach to you by getting a flight, I forgot my presence and flew high, I became mere awareness running through sky, I saw myself up there above vast green landscape, High mountains and wonderful sites were beneath my sight, I couldnít however reach to you! No matter how hard I had to try! You were too bright, too pure, dazzling the eye! I was Earthy ñ material ñ and not enough bright, Impossible! I couldnít reach to you up there, I had to come back to the Earth, And, ëAlas! Alas!í I said! But the dream wasnít a waste, It washed away a part of my intense rage, I am still injured, faithless, down, blue, and sad, I am still intending to join you fast, Yet I have promises to do before the last, The horse who is leading me on the path is shaking its harness! To remind me that I have to do in this PLAY my best! I feel more peaceful and calm, accepting this PHASE! I know youíre living well in Dimension of LOVE! I know my being in this material world is not more than a DOT! Just do not forget my Precious Little One, To welcome me On The Other Side at the Time, Donít let me get lost in the Realm of Unknown, Grab my hand then and letís fly high through Magical Sky! 23 January 2009

Daddy

Ramy, You wish to change the world and now your wish is accomplished. Today is the day of historical change in the world. A black man from suppressed black society become the Prisedent of United States. I am sure you are very happy. 21 January 2009

Daddy

I love you and missed you so much aziz delam. 16 January 2009

Mum

ëOur Beautiful Ramy, Happy New Year!í At the night, I felt your presence everywhere! You were in the air! You were in happy laughters of pretty girls! You were in joyful cries of youngsters! You were in glamorous light of the fireworks! You were a rainbow of light! I seemed your Oneness with the Spirit of the Night, I felt you were brightening our hearts, And told you: ëOur Beautiful Ramy, Itís Two Thousand and Nine! Happy New Year, our Beloved Little One!í, ë 3 January 2009

Daddy

Ramy Joon, Happy New Year, Last night we enjoyed new year fireworks at your sister's place. We felt your presence everywhere. Rest In Peace Aziz Delam 31 December 2008

Daddy

Merry Christmas and happy new year darling. We had a wonderful Christmas gathering last night. You were everywhere and at every moment with us. Your Puppy (Sultan) got few presents, special dinner and lot of fun. You made our last night perfect. This morning I read the message of your freind "a". She missed you a lot as we do. Please help her, warm her heart. Tell her that the life is like that,full of happiness and sadness. Happiness is not a destination, it is a voyage with all its challenges. We need to survive and be happy. If we do not have you physially, we have your memories, we have your soul in everywhere. You are with us, you are in our hearts. All of us need your help to survive. Come to us, show your existance as you do always. You are not dead, you fly over the moon, over the sky and around the universe. You can not be dead. However I miss you much. I need to touch you, I need to hug you and fell you physically. We suffer for your happiness. Be happy son. Love you forever 24 December 2008

Jooj

Hey Merry Xmas. You were really missed tonight but somehow I think you were there anyway :) xxx 24 December 2008

a

There is no beginning There is no end There is no middle There is nothing. Nothing. To what do i owe this nothingness? My life My being My everything. Life. Is it what it is? Or is it what it is not? Why. Anger. Pain. Suffering. WHY NO ANSWER NO NOTHING WHY NOW IS THERE SILENCE???? WHEN YOU SPEAK YOU EXPECT TO LISTEN BUT WHEN I ASK WHY IS THERE SILENCE? WHY IS THERE A YOU THERE MUST NOT BE WAS THERE EVER. life wasted. purpose denied. my heart taken. please come back. 22 December 2008 - syd

Daddy

Dearest Ramy, Never I could forget your excitement for organising your time, how, when and with whom to go out during Christmas period. You were so popular and at the same time you did not want to left out and hurt any of your friends. Come to us and bring the joys and happiness that you have given us for many many years. Without you we will be so miserable. 20 December 2008

vag

Hope you are well. Make sure u come and visit us for xmas. Love very very much. 18 December 2008 - sydney

Daddy

We have a big and happy event today. You know what I am talking about. I am sure you let it be happened. All of us in meeting point talking about this event and I am sure you are happy as we do. 29 November 2008

Mum

My Baby, When I die, They put me next to you, My brain then turns to dust, My mind,leaving the cage, however fast flies, My mind is as vast as the skies, It joins yours, As a flame attracts butterflies, We bounce and dance up there, On the waves of energy of existence, creation, and all living creatures'lives, A divine love connects us to God, We become one with the whole existence, What a joy is there after this life! To dissolve in love, we see: There were never a separation between us! "I Love U, Ramy! Thanks so much for coming into my dreams. " 22 November 2008

Daddy

Dearest Ramy, It is ages that you didnot come to my dream. Have you forgotten Dadday or you are upset with me. Mum has a good dream of you (hugging, kissing) and I became jelous. Wish everything is OK for you. You left us with a deadly pain. I can tolerate this pain, provided that you a better life. You are in unknown world and I am not sure what is happening to you. Give a sign about yourself. Mcquarie university allocated a prestisious award in your memory which will be given to the best student in Medical Ethic. We will put more information in your site. Love you forever 22 November 2008

Hi

How are you? Visit me sometime and tell me what you think of everything. Things have certainly change a lot after you left. Do you believe it?! 22 November 2008

Mum

I saw you in a dream. You approached me in silence. You were so beautiful, so quiet, so innocent in your white jumper and black nike pants. I put my right arm around your shoulders. You placed your head over my shoulder. I pressed your soft, warm body to mine. I kissed your soft hair, your head, your face, your nose, your cheecks again and again and again. We both were silent. Deep down, we knew the moments were too short, too precious! We were completely aware to seize the moments, to feel each other's love and presence. Thank you, Ramy I am grateful to whoever gave this opportunity to meet you. I am sure our souls met. I love you, Ramy! I love you with my heart and soul. 7 November 2008

A

My dearest Rami, I pray everyday that you are safe, and hope that somebody is watching over you. I still cannot justify why you are no longer here. There is no other like you with a heart as pure as yours. I'm so sorry that everything changed towards the end. I wish we had more time. Theres so many things that I would do differently. I hope to one day reunite, thats the only thing that keep me going. Love Always 7 November 2008

J

I think about you quite a lot. I remember your smile and your cheeky laugh. I remember the first time I met you. I remember I thought that you were a very smart boy. I often wondered what you would become. I wondered how it would be, that when you finished uni, that you would manage to curtail your late nights and wake up early every day to go to work. I could never imagine that you would be ever that grown up enough to be an adult with an important job. Guess to me you were still just a kid. I hope things are going ok for you and that you are happy. 28 October 2008

Daddy

Thanks Ramy for joining us at the birthday dinner of your brother (yesterday). I felt your presence everywhere and at any moment. We all love you darling. Rest in peace aziz delam. 11 October 2008

l

I do not know why this had to happen. Perhaps there is a reason. Everyday i struggle to find a good reason. Nothing is better since you have gone. The whole world that I live in has been turned upside down. 7 October 2008

MUM

My Beautiful Ramy, In the realm of Unknown, I looked at you and said: 'I am too scared!' You answered: 'I am scared, too!' I looked at you and said: 'But we have to plunge!' SADLY, You answered: 'I agree!' We looked away! Withou a word! You were Free! 7 October 2008

Daddy

Dearest Ramy, I missed you so much, always thinking of you and your beautiful memories. Love you for ever. 4 October 2008

L

Hey Ramy, Just wanted to say hi. Miss you and thinking of you. 28 September 2008

Daddy

Dearest Son, Yesterday I was very sad not receiving your Father's day gift. I was wrong, I've got bunch of beautiful roses, a nice card on your behalf and a delicious dinner in Tai restaurant, where I felt your presence. Thank you made my night. 8 September 2008

Mazi

miss you little Ramy :( 7 September 2008

Daddy

Dearest Ramy, Today is father's day. For many years, in this day I have used to receive the most precious presents and hand painted Father's day cards from you. Now my eyes looking and looking at the door, waiting for your beautiful smile and a wrap up box, but it appears nothing is happening. Where are you darling? Have you forgotten your daddy? I am looking at your photo on the wall and your beautiful eyes deeply looking at me and answer ìdo not wait daddy, no more present Daddy. Today, when everybody said happy father's day, the oceans of tears come to my eyes, look at them, and answered ìthanks, what a fatherís dayî. Rest in peace Aziz Delam. 6 September 2008

Mum,

My Beautiful Ramy, I miss you! I do miss you! 31 August 2008

XX

Dearest Ramy, I wish I had taken the time to get to know you more. I was afraid of your friendship, was afraid that you could actually make me believe that good men do exist. I couldnít escape you even in death. Even in death you manage to creep up into my psyche and give me hope & guidance. Youíve moved on, and I can finally admit that good men do exist. May Allah allow your soul to rest in peace. Love you forever 31 August 2008 - A message from your friend (left in your Garden on 8/8/08)

Daddy

Dearest Ramy, Today I went to the funeral ceremony of my friend's mum, who passed away at 87 years. She saw her four generations and died while all her wishes in life had been fulfilled. During whole ceremony, I have been thinking about you. You left us, when only you were 22 years old. You left the world, while none of your dreams did come through. Your wish was to change the world to a better place; you determined to help the worldís suppressed people; you lived for others and died for others. Why it is happened? Why you did left us with such a deadly pain? What we have done that we deserved such miserable life? Can you tell us darling? 31 August 2008

Daddy

Dearest Ramy, Today I went to the funeral ceremony of my friend's mum, who passed away at 87 years. She saw her four generations and died while all her wishes in life had been fulfilled. During whole ceremony, I have been thinking about you. You left us, when only you were 22 years old. You left the world, while none of your dreams did come through. Your wish was to change the world to a better place; you determined to help the worldís suppressed people; you lived for others and died for others. Why it is happened? Why did left us with such a deadly pain? What we have done that we deserved such miserable life? Can you tell us darling? 31 August 2008

Daddy

My little boy, You are always in my mind, everwhere and at any moment. Every time I go to the international airport, and remember your last trip and last hug in the Airport I feel I am going to die. Why God did it to me. 11 August 2008 - Sydney

Hey

I wish you were still here. I don't think things were meant to turn out this way. Wish I knew where you were. I don't know if you know about everything that has been happening. I wish I could see what you thought of it all! I was right though. Not so perfect after all!!! Missing you. xxxx 8 August 2008

.

why did this had to happen?? why is life so unfair and cruel??? 7 August 2008

Leilani

I can't believe that it's already been 2years since you left. I just wanted to say that i'm missing you alot as i'm sure all your friends and family are to. Anyways wish you were here so i could chat with you about everything. i know that you'd be going out and having fun and just living your life and i really miss your lively & genuine personality. Anyways always missing you. Luv Leilani On another note. in regards to the advertising message left by "printman". That is so disrespectful!! There are a million other places for you to post advertsing messages and it's just disgusting that you would advertise on a website that is in tribute to someone who has passed away! Get a life and i'm sure i'm not the only person who finds that completely rude and inappropriate!!! 23 July 2008 - Sydney

Vaggy

Hi my little Goni. Miss u so much. Come and hang out with me. Love you very much. 20 July 2008 - sydney

Mummy

My beautiful Ramy, From the day you are gone, there wasn't a moment I could ease the pain of your flight in my heart. It really hurts thinking what happened to you. From the beginning of July, I suffered each day a lot, remembering and seeing you in my mind. On fourteen and fifteen of July, I suffered a lot. Yet, yesterday I was in great pain as well. It was the day that I dared to come and visit you. I took your beautiful, frozen body in my arms and kissed you from head to toes, and witnessed how they carried you within ice from that cruel town to Mashad, in order you continue your journey to Tehran for Sydney. My beautiful Ramy, Last night your request in Lily's dream brought me some ease. I read some part of 'Facing Suffering' in 'The Art of Happiness'. In a dream, you had asked Lily to tell me to read it. It made me cry no more. The Dalai Lama has told, 'Allowing themselves to be too overwhelmed by the sense of loss and sorrow, . . . not only would be very destructive . . . , but also it would not have any benefit to the person who has passed away. ' My beautiful Ramy, I got your message; yet I miss U. I also miss talking to my two sisters. Forty days ago was the first anniversary of one of them. Yesterday was the first anniversary of the second one'; while my third sister who lives in Iran is in a coma at the hospital of the same town. I don't know what to say, my dearest Ramy. Last night, I told you that it is love that can never be lost or disappear. I love you my little rabbit. I love you with all of my heart! Take care and be happy. Thank you for being my son. I love you! My beautiful Ramy, I try to fulfill your wishes. 18 July 2008 - Sydney

Mummy

My beautiful Ramy, From the day you are gone, there wasn't a moment I could ease the pain of your flight in my heart. It really hurts thinking what happened to you. From the beginning of July, I suffered each day a lot, remembering and seeing you in my mind. On fourteen and fifteen of July, I suffered a lot. Yet, yesterday I was in great pain as well. It was the day that I dared to come and visit you. I took your beautiful, frozen body in my arms and kissed you from head to toes, and witnessed how they carried you within ice from that cruel town to Mashad, in order you continue your journey to Tehran for Sydney. My beautiful Ramy, Last night your request in Lily's dream brought me some ease. I read some part of 'Facing Suffering' in 'The Art of Happiness'. In a dream, you had asked Lily to tell me to read it. It made me cry no more. The Dalai Lama has told, 'Allowing themselves to be too overwhelmed by the sense of loss and sorrow, . . . not only would be very destructive . . . , but also it would not have any benefit to the person who has passed away. ' My beautiful Ramy, I got your message; yet I miss U. I also miss talking to my two sisters. Forty days ago was the first anniversary of one of them. Yesterday was the first anniversary of the second one'; while my third sister who lives in Iran is in a coma at the hospital of the same town. I don't know what to say, my dearest Ramy. Last night, I told you that it is love that can never be lost or disappear. I love you my little rabbit. I love you with all of my heart! Take care and be happy. Thank you for being my son. I love you! 18 July 2008 - Sydney

Sophie Edington

Dear sweet Ramy. You visit me in my memory so often. i know we had kind of lost touch and only really met at the bus stop, and yet still your memory returns so often to me and I pray for you. I have been reading your poems. One of them I remember you showing to me in 2000 when we were in year 10 - you said it was a warning to me. I hope that I was able to heed your advice. i hope that I am not now so ruthless as you thought me then. You always had the sweetest heart and the silliest sense of humour. As long as i have my senses i'll never forget you. Rest peacefully little Ramy. 16 July 2008 - Austria

Daddy

Dearest Ramy, We had your second memorial anniversary yesterday. This beautiful day started with a pleasant sunrise and marvellous songs of many birds over the big tree in front of the house reminding your sound and the sounds of your friends. Our family, the friends and Sultan (your puppy) visited your site (your garden), where normally the family and friends meet you and each other (Mummy called Ramyís crystal coffee shop). Beautiful flowers, light of candles, and reading your beautiful poems made your second memorial more romantic rather than a tragic day. After visiting your garden, we moved to our house and many of your friends and family friends kindly joined us to ease our pain and celebrate your second memorial. All of us felt and enjoyed your presence and as you advised in your poem ìThou Shall Not Mournî: "ÖÖWhat came is gone, what was is not, Empty the cup and spill your pain, ÖÖ Love what you have, not what you had", we did not mourn, we spilled our pains and loved your beautiful memories that we have. 15 July 2008 - Sydney

someone who knew you

Today I remember your passing. Today I remember your family and the heartache they muct feel today of all days. Today I reflect over the last two years and see just how much life has changed. I wonder how life would be if you were still here. I think my life would be worlds apart from the way it is now if you were still here. I hope that you are happy. 14 July 2008

Daddy

Dearest Ramy, Two years ago in this day, I called your Mum in Iran to ensure that you enjoy your school holidays over there. Mummy told me that you are not happy and feel some sorrow and sadness. At that time I had not realised that you feel very well that what is going to be happened in few hours time that changed our lives forever. Impatiently I called you and asked Ramy (aziz delam) are you Ok? You answered sweetly ìyes Daddy I am fineî. I added Ramy; your puppy (Sultan) is good and happy. I heard your last beautiful smile and words ìOh Sultan is OK? Just few hours later your Mummy called me and said ìOur beautiful bird is gone" and I asked ìwhat you mean?î She said: ìRamy is goneî. In one moment, whole universe had broken in the pieces and fallen on my head. Oh Ramy, Ramy . I cannot explain anymore!!!!!!!!!!! . Now, I am wondering how I could survive without you and try to make the arrangement for your second memorial? I know, in your poem ìThough shall not mournî, you told us ìLove what you have not what you hadî. It gave us the strength to survive and love your beautiful memories and happiness that you had given us for 22 years. We enjoyed any single moment of it. 14 July 2008 - Sydney

Mum

My Dearest Ramy, Two years have gone, From the day you have flown, And things are changed, But I feel you around, I canít explain however the depth of the pain, Since I canít see you around, Yet I never forget your wonderful words: 'That the difference between improbability and impossibility equals hope', You said this remark, In two thousand and five, A year earlier than your divine flight, Keeping in my mind your wonderful words, My heart is on a search for visiting your beautiful soul, I am looking to see you someday, somehow, somewhere! To see you anywhere! Anywhere! Anywhere! For you, my dearest Ramy, at the second year of your flight, ìMy Beautiful Ramyî With a wandering soul, I am in quest of you, I look at the skies, The clouds are grey on blue, I see there a trace of sorrow, Are you there hiding beneath a cloud like a sparrow? I look down, So green and soft are the grass, Are you lying there on the lawn so serene and relax? I look across the trees, They are brown or silvery with dancing emerald green leaves, Are you escaping there amongst the trunks, so thrilled? Playing with me a game of Hide and Seek, I look into oceans, The water is deep, heavy, and dark blue, Are you diving there to the depth of underneath to visit the whales? I think of the mountains close to my home town, And see how they were threatening, dangerous, and cruel to you, Did you climb those heartless peaks just to plunge the abyss? In quest of you, I look at people everywhere, They know nothing about my wounded heart and its burning pain, Are you trying to manifest you through the crowd when I feel insane? Along the streets, I scan the passengersí eyes one by one, Black or brown, The eyes remind me of you, Is it true? In this way do you try to show you? I scan young menís looks, yet in quest of you, And breathe through any similarity to you, And try to hide the flame of the burning pain in my heart, I cover it with ashes of time in an injured part, And close my eyes and drink hope from the fountain of your enchanting eyes, 'For the eyes are the windows of the soul', You once told the words, Is it true? Can I reach through your eyes to you? To pass through those lakes of bliss my innermost feeling to you: ëMy Beautiful Ramy, I Love You!í 15 July 2008 - Sydney

Mazi

Miss you :( 10 July 2008

A Friend

You know what has happened and I wonder what you would say to me? I ask this question even though I know deep in my heart what you would say. I wish we had more time. I miss you. I think about you. I imagine you here. Your smile makes me smile. 7 July 2008 - Aus

Ramy's Family

Dearest Ramyís Friends, Two years passed since we lost our beloved Ramy. We are celebrating his short, but rich and passionate life on 15th July. We invite and welcome all Ramyís friend and family friends to join us for his second annual memorial. With Love Shahin, Hassan, Maziar and Mona Razavian Programme: Date: Tuesday 15th July 2008 16:30 ñ 17:00 Visit and pray for Ramy Macquarie Cemetery Section D 17:00 ñ 20:00 Light Dinner 38 Johnstone Cres. Lane Cove 2 July 2008

a friend

You are missed every day. You are thought about every day. 1 July 2008

Daddy

Love you and miss you so much. RIP darling. 15 June 2008

Vaggy

Hi Goni, hope u r well. 11 June 2008

Mum

My dearest Little White Rabbit, my Ramy, my son, I read Robert Andrews' message and looked for the song. ìStay a Whileî and all those innocent, young faces touched my heart: the song makes me cry. Thank you Robert for your message in my sonís web-site. I wish you a good trip. Please visit Mevlanaís Shrine for Ramy and me, if you can. I chose the title, ëHow it makes me cry. How it makes me smileí, as it is: Ramyís memory makes me smile or cry. And now I see the song describes my nights. In the privacy of my room, I see Ramy coming late at night. He loved studying his psychology and law books at uni or home, as he loved late night coffees and chats with friends, walking with them along the Harbour, dancing at night clubs and drinking V. Every night, I look at the shut door in my room. ëDid U come? How was your time?í I have then a vision, a feeling, a sense of him that like a rare, rare, happy bird he flies towards me and says: ë Yeah! I went there, and there, and there, and saw these boys and girls: I saw my friends. í Yeah, Ramy, my Little White Rabbit, every night, I remember how then you would laugh happily and let me feel honored when your trust and sincerity, to share the secrets with me, filled my heart with bliss. It makes me cry, now, when I canít have those late conversations with you anymore. It makes me smile, remembering that you, a young man, were as innocent and sweet as a child; while you were so amazingly wise and had an astonishing insight. Yes! Itís right: I see you, Ramy, every night. Soon itís going to be two years that youíre gone; but you come to express your happiness to me, to thank god that your mumís not slept and you can talk with her about your friends and life. I can describe my vision of Ramy through the song. I found an unbelievable similarity between my feeling and The Bellsí song, ìStay a Whileî: Into my room he creeps Without making a sound Into my dreams he peeps Without making a sound Into my dreams he peeps With his hair all [in gel up] and hanging down How he makes me [cry] How he makes me smile With all this love I have to give him [He] brushes the curls [always on left side of my forehead] . . . And [I know, on The Other Side, the light] is [his] pillow [where he has a bed] . . . With all this love I have to give you How it makes me [cry] How it makes me smile I guess [youíre] gonna stay with [me] awhile 9 June 2008 - Sydney

Robert Andrews

I was searching for a song by The Bells called "Stay a While. " Some of the words say "How it makes me smile. How it makes me cry. " I finally found it on You Tube: www . youtube . com/watch?v=AfMPDj3Pllc but since we are traveling within Turkey, the You Tube site was blocked. I'm a computer geek, and hacked the block, finding what is called a Proxy Site. ANYWAY, I found the poem about the Little White Rabbit, and was VERY touched by it. A THIRD GRADER?!? What potential Ramy had. At first that he was an author, and was going to find books written by him. I thought >This man has an incredible insight into the world. < I was surprised to find that he had died so young. I am an American. Not the stereotypical American who is afraid of anything that is not American, but one that is exploring the world, trying to experience every culture and every person of every nationality that I can possibly meet during a life that is destined to be far too short itself. I wish that I had met Ramy, but feel that I know a part of him through exploring every site and picture on his web site. My heart is with all of you, and I grieve deeply for your loss. Robert Andrews 8 June 2008 - US, Expat to Spain, Traveling within Turkey

Daddy

Dearest Ramy, Eventhough you physically could not be in the party, we felt your presence everywhere. I think your wishes for all of your family are accomplished. Darling, I am sure you are much more in control than before. 1 June 2008

mazi

wish you could be here with us 1 June 2008

Daddy

Dearest Ramy, Every time I visit your sites "ripramy" or "ramyrazavian", the messages of your friends touch my heart and I could not stop crying. My tears are mixture of sadness of missing you, happiest life with you by going through your beautiful memories, proud of your legacy (your achievements in a short life span, how much you beloved by others and how much you influenced the lives of others", and the feelings that you never died and never can die. Your physical body is gone, but your legacy and memories stand for ever. Waiting to see you again. 26 May 2008

Friend

Ramy, you are missed terribly - still can't believe you're not here with us today. Wish you could've stayed a little longer. Miss you alot 21 May 2008 - Sydney

Mum

Why i can't have my son in my dreams? Can you pray for me? Isn't it strange to have a strange dream about Ramy, but without him? Last night i slept really late. yet early in the morning i woke up, as the pain of Ramy's flight immediately captured my heart. Still i remained in bed. Thinking to Ramy, i tried to sleep in order to visit him in a dream. Amongst my different dreams, one of them related to Ramy. i was somewhere, completely aware of what had happened to us. But this time, instead of grief, i was angry, looking at the sky. It was dusk and i was screaming, and shouting, and asking God,'Why? Why, if you took Ramy, you are not allowing him to come into my dreams?'i could feel an explosion of my own anger around myself, as i saw a deep blue, nearly purplish, dense, and bright light at the furthest and deepest part of the skies. Later, in my dream, i saw myself finishing the book that i abandoned its writing after Ramy's flight. On the day thinking to my dreams, and wishing to somehow see Ramy, i wondered what were the messages in them. 'i can't see Ramy because i have lost my faith,' i told myself. It might look odd, but just then, the phone began ringing. i answered it by 'Yes?' A man's voice told, 'This is Ramtin here. ' 'Who?'was the only word that i could express, before the disconnection of the phone call. Was it anyway a sign? Or was it a joke? Or perhaps the phone call was from a desperate friend who has missed Ramy. i don't know. It seems like another mystery in relation to Ramy. But i know that i desperately want to see Ramy in my dreams. Can you pray for us? 20 May 2008

Daddy

Dearest Ramy, Few days ago, we walked with Mummy and your Puppy (Sultan)in the same route, as we used to walk with you in Lane Cove. It was so beautiful, a nice weather, beautiful nature in a quite roads and amazingly you came along with us. We talked about our wonderful time with you, and your beautiful memories. Your sweet gestures, amazing laughter moved along our view as a wonderful movie. It was the first time that mummy and me talking about you without crying. You know what, because you were not dead, you came along with us through all these narrow lanes, streets and we sat sown in the chairs, that we used to sit with you. Yes, we listened to your message in your poem of "you shall no mourne" which is "Love what you have, but not what you had". Yes we love your memories, your legacy, the 22 years joys that you had given to us. We try to survive, we promise not suffer too much to make you happy. But You understand the depth of the tragedy for us and how difficult to survive. We know that you are resting in peace now, but if sometimes we can not stop crying, just we missed you. You were the centre of universe for us, you were our joys, happiness. We love to have a hug, to feel you, to kiss you, see your passion, your laughter, your emotion, even your nagging. I love to give the lift to you to go to see your friends as I did for many years. I love to pick you up in the mid night or early morning. I missed all these things about you. I lost my hobby to go for shopping and looking to buy the things that you like. I am dyig to hear once more " Daddy, your taste is not too bad" and make me proud and happy that you like it. Yes all such little things have been my happiness, my entertainment and I missed all. 16 May 2008

Usef

In my mind, there is sth. amazing here. it seems that Ramy would be alive forever just because of u, Khalse Shahin, Mr. Razavian, also Mazyar & Mona, friends, family, all of u make him alive 4ever; whenever I checked his guestbook I've found sth. new about him which is full of passion and impression about Ramy. 14 May 2008 - Tehran

Ehssan

Missing those late night coffees and chats we used to have. I can still hear your cheeky laugh :) Always in my heart :) 3 May 2008 - Sydney

Mitra

Whenever I come here 2 write sth,just burst in2 tears. there is no single day that i don`t think of u ,our childhood and those last days that u were here. I miss u and those days!wish I could see u once again. 23 April 2008 - Iran

Daddy

Dearest Ramy, Last night in my dream, I saw that you are going to a journey and you were very happy. I tried to find some money to give to you that you can enjoy your journey more, but I could not find it in my vallet. It made me so upset and I waked up. I was wondering what I can do to make you happier in your journey. I am even ready to give my life to make you more happy in your journey. Your friend said: "my whole life changed the day you died. " You have been changing the life of many to the better, when you were alive. I have seen many positive changes in life of your family and many of your friends also after you died. I wish the changes in life of this wonderful friend be also positive and be in a good direction. This is what you want always for your family and your amazing friends. You told that "You live for others. " and I can say you died for others also to made positive chnages in their lives. 21 April 2008

someone who knew you

my whole life changed the day you died. 16 April 2008

Daddy

Dearesr Ramy, Thanks for coming to my dream. You look so beautiful, happy and flying over the sky. I miss you so much. RIP sweety 13 April 2008

Daddy

I missed you Ramy so much. 6 April 2008

Mum

Beautiful Ramy, Happy Persian New Year! Our dearest Ramy, On the Other Side, remember us, your family and friends. We miss U! We love U! My beautiful son, i do miss you! Persian new year reinforce feeling of yearning to have you just here, in front of my eyes; to embrace you and to tell you that how proud i am to have you as my son. My dear VIP, even though, you are not here to have your birthday party on Persian New Year, as a VIP with unlimited guests, i can meet you through my thought. You are always my VIP, and i feel so grateful to receive from you some wonderful signs. A few days ago i felt so content to see you through a vision. It was extremely short, as if it was a moment of imagination. But you appeared to me in your favorite, white, hooded jumper: you looked quite tall and strong. You were so close to me that i could touch you if i had stretched my arm: 'thank you Ramy! i love you!' Two nights ago, late at night, i also accidently watched Mel Gibson's Passion of the Christ, and i saw myself in Iran. A mother following a dear son's body, in silence and devastating pain, with teary, dry eyes, without weeping! Was it to respect? The film made me cry. 23 March 2008

Daddy

Happy new year Aziz Delam. I missed your passion in new year for organising a happy night with your friends. I missed shopping to buy a good present that meet your taste and impress you. You have always appreciated that I know your taste very well. 20 March 2008

Daddy

Happy new year Aziz Delam. I missed your passion in new year for organising a happy night with your friends. I missed shopping to buy a good present that meet your taste and impress you. You always appreciate that I know your taste very well. 20 March 2008

Vaggy

Hi little Gonni Happy birthday. missed u very much. Happy Eid too. Thanks for ur little signs here and there, hope u like the shower. Love u very much. Take care Sis 20 March 2008 - Sydney

Mazi

happy birthday ramy love you 17 March 2008

Ramy's mum

To Ramyís friends, How do you interperate it? Tonight, 15 of March 2008, we were in my daughterís home. Sitting together and talking kindly and softly, we felt painfully the absence of Ramy in our hearts. Just then we heard a kind of noise, similar to a whispering music. Guess what it was? The tab in the bathroom was turned on by itself, and water was fully falling down from the shower. Ramy would always get a way to announce his presence wherever he wants, believe or not! 11 March 2008

Mum

For Ramy, I am in quest of you, And wind blows, It screams into my ears, It takes me back on a journey to the depth of the years, It takes me there, in a big room, in a small village. In a villa on the slop of the mountains, The wind is clashing the panes, And calling my soul to the dark, To drown it out over there in the night, It merges it to the howls of the wolves in the wild, We run around on the dirt, We bounce over the grass and shrubs, We ascend the mountainsí tops, We say ëwelcomeí to the jackals, We all stay on the pick of the lands, We look up at the moon, We howl together to the mystery of the night, We stare at the moon, Itís high and light, The silvery blue moonlight showers us, It makes each of us howl and call in the symphony of the wild, The moon stares back at us, Its beam reflects our innermost desire onto night, It evokes the mystery of the life, A call escapes through depth of the time: ëHowl and howl! You are in queue of the life!í ëWait and live your life!í ëYou will be soon on the path!í ëYou will be soon on alleyway of the light!í ëYou will join what is God!í ëHowl and howl!í ëYou are only in a dream in what you call it your life!í ëWait! Patient!í ëYou will be soon waked up!í ëYou will be reached your true Ocean of Life!í And wind blows and blows, I am wondering if it is a dream, I am walking along a shadowy street, with the balls of light on tops of posts, Yet, I am back to a farm, sitting next to my mother, in the lanternsí light, Sheís smoking hookah and drinking tea, I feel so happy, content, so safe, and sound, I have no bleeding scar on my soul, my heart or mind, I feel whole, intact, and calm! Life is fun! I am listening to the windís strange sound! And the time has stopped from then to now! And the place has merged from there to here! And my existence has flown from this vast city to that small village! Yet, am I not a spot!? A dot in the time!? Am I that little child, happy with a Mum? Or, I am a Mum who has lost a son! And wind blows, I am just a dot in the time! Seeking the other dot who was once my son! Obscured! I am in quest of my Raam, Grateful, that his soulís lovingly connecting mine. 11 March 2008

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